the new playlist

prod. by Flowers for You

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THINGSYOUSAID

It’s empty inside my heart 
I’ve got Nothing to give I feel so torn apart 
300 miles away from you, it’s too far 
Wish up on a star 
to heal up all of my scars 
I had to go 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 
you’d never know 
cause I’ll always stay so unstable 
I feel so emotionally unavailable 

so lonely it’s inescapable 
I know that you’re so irreplaceable 
your love was gravitational 
my damage unforgettable 
every time I lied 
you became more observational 

Now I sit in silence 
fuck all of the violence 
sick of all this fighting 
broke my heart I’m crying 
I just need some guidance 
Cant you see I’m trying 
to change my ways, your highness 
I present you with this diamond 

Remember 
every winter comes with this weather 
The same breeze that we felt in December 
reminds me of all the times 
I drove for miles just to see your face 
I wish that I could do this right but it’s too late 
left alone with scars on my heart 
you didn’t want to move far 
and now I’m broken so I try to live through my art

emotionally unavailable (prod. Afterlife x Xxajii)

g (boyfifty x pizzle)

I’m never good enough 
no matter what I do 
you’ll always find a way 
to make me feel so fucking blue 
you play me on a queue 
my heart’s so fuckin screwed 
use me and lie to me like I never fuckin knew 

I’m Drinking every night to break my heart over and over again 
cause you keep telling me that all we’ll ever be is just friends 
& can we make this end?
you’re just an actor always wanna fuckin pretend  
that you don’t feel shit but get jealous every time I fuckin get it in with someone else 
get mad at me like every time for sticking to the plan 
hot girl summer hot girl bummer you playing your fuckin self 
catchin feelings, never healing, movin on to someone else 


I always think I’m not good enough 
and always shutting down my heart cause 
there always was another man 
waiting for his fuckin chance 

Every time we broke it off 
we’d fight we’d yell 
we’d make up and fuck 
we’d start the cycle again 
He’s still there trying his luck 
you’re with him now 
and I’ve been learning to not give a fuck 

I’m finding excuses to pull the knife out 
baby shut the lights down 
kiss me like he’s not around 
tell me that you really love me 
And not this asshole of a clown 
Can I ever make you proud?

I Was Never Good Enough (prod. Jolst)

alaska / by my self all alone

left here stranded and torn 
break me down again 
pour me another four 
looking for all these answers 
in all the wrong places 

Handful of pills yeah,
I drink just for the thrill 
Yeah, I’m going to the bar like every fucking night 
I always feel alone and I just wanna die 
Lying in our old bed 
with all these different women 
You’re still running through my head 
just wish things weren’t different 
I don’t really know what it fuckin means 
When we still talk and you got me down on my knees 
just watch me cut my throat, and bleed 
just popped another xan, can’t see 
I’m drowning in your Hennessy 
remember, you were my Tennessee? 
give me pills and alcohol, and sex and drugs we do them all 
I’m always waiting on you call when you leave him, drop him, let him fall 

JeffreyAlexander.
I never  really knew you until I met you 

Pour another shot of that shit when I fucking see you 
I’ve never felt like this until you turned me into dark blue 
Now I’m losing everything inside my mind that’s the truth 

I just wanted to be okay 
I stay inside my pills that are laced 
I’m on my way six feet under my grave 
Is where I my dues are paid 
Is where you’ll see my face

left here, stranded & torn (feat. jeffreyalexander.)(prod. Afterlife X Jolst)

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One sided

One Sided

Produced by @user-757072975 & @pekarot_161
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Caffeine and THC
No better way to start the day
All the things that keep me sane
Are the same things dragging me to an early grave

Look at the rut that I've
Dug myself into this time around
It comes as a surprise but somehow
I'm still above the ground

I don't wanna die young
I just wanna be someone you can rely on
But I'm
Living in a pipe dream if I think
Anybody else could like me
Despite me

I don't wanna be an addict
I don't wanna die before my time
Like my dad did
That'd be tragic
Everything I have just tossed in the trash bin

(Horosha)
My whole life I've been an addict
Chasing a high that just doesn't exist
For a life I wanna live
And neglecting the one I'm in

So it's
Caffeine and THC
Late nights on my balcony to cope
With the reality that not everything works out like on the silver screen

I don't wanna be an addict
Chasing a high that just doesn't exist
There's a life that I could live
If I just let myself live it

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Tragic! (Prod. Lavender_Txwn & Pekarot)

not outside ft ret* [atlasv1]

Yxngnaxcis & thouentity ~ Hit The Fan (adii)

LOCO

just fine w/ decks & seejayxo (prod nevrfall)

HEART BEAT (prod. rxhff)

Dead Broke:

No one's above me,
eating me up slowly,
it haunts me,
feel nothing, it's empty in-
side. she can't resist, there ain't no-
lie, lie, lie, lie.

Trechor Boy:

i cant describe this feeling
through spoken words only
i try
so ill try
but
man im fuckin lonely

black skies
moonlit
deep like a
ground well
deep end
lost
loss
pit
trapped
inside my shell
open up yr fckn eys 0_0

Dead Broke:

F***k you! Forcing me to live..
You see, nothing it's clearly.
She says, it's in my head.
I don't think, the world's gonna hear me,

Trechor Boy:

i don’t think you’ll ever fully hear me out
but young trech is finally signing out

Lie ft. trechor boy

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I Was Never Good Enough (prod. Jolst)

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