and over
its over
its over
its hard to get over

i see you all the time
on twitter dot com or well i mean x
if i say that i like you know that i mean it

what the fuck is going on
cant use my words so i'll write a song
and i know it might be wrong
but i know that youre the bomb

scotland forever
scotland forever
forever and ever and ever

mean angel

you wanna call me? i ask you often
i make some noise but i never end up talking
i dont know how to make it better
and im sinking further everyday 
cause im so full of condemnation
of all my thoughts, all my actions, everything i do
so on the day when you end up leaving
ill blame a lot of things but i wont blame you

no i wont blame you
i wont blame you
i wont blame you 
no i wont blame you
i wont blame you

won't blame you

@odihu PROD


i fucking hate your guts  i want to see you dead
the pretty's girl in the world doesn't seem so dead
yuh i hate you yuh i love you 
that bs you said
it kinda ironic that i really want to see you dead

i hate your promises it all bull shit ig im dumb asf to believe some dumb ass bitch yea im stupid im stupid to believe you ig it some dumb shit i do

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i wouldn't want fucking see you cry
you got me ploting in my own fucking demise
i hate you 2x
so much you always love to see me down well i fucking cry
it funny that you hate 
bc everything i say would blow your mind
is it crazy that you love me
ig everything say was a fucking lie

you said loving you wouldn't be the same how about you just 
put a bullet in my brain
you love 2x it all the same
ig im dumb asf to think you give me your brain

i hate ur guts

Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal

heres a song i made the other night

lyrics:
i’m eating leftover pizza
and my parents are scared to meet ya
all the arguments and loads of bullshit
yeah i never would’ve thought we would be like this
while i stretched my septum you stretched my heart
and it feels like it’s rejecting and it’s gonna leave a scar
i poured out my heart and you ripped it in two
when your saying all these words and i don’t know what to do

i got work at 2:30 at the grocery store
i just want a real girl and not a retarded whore
she listens to mall rock and yeah she really sucks
she just wants me for my body only likes it when we fuck
love is a chore doesn’t feel real at all
but i know you’ll pick up if i give you a call
i don’t know why i try when the shits still the same
i’m just a fucking retard i’m the one whose to blame

while i stretched my septum you stretched my heart
and it feels like it’s rejecting and it’s gonna leave a scar
i poured out my heart and you ripped it in two
when your saying all these words and i don’t know what to do

my pizzas cold in the middle still

instrumental by: creepybrook 

vocals by: Home Made Humans (@homemadehumans)
lyrics:

Im crying thinking in you 
everyday
i know its not my problem i cant give it away
i care so much about you can we date some day
i know that you dont want me, maybe i can replace 


I can see us together in a sweet wheater happy like never
Because you make me bad, i fell stressed, but i 
dont care
I think so much in you, maybe this i should
I wanna, i need, i deserve you but i just stare

I can see us together in a sweet wheater happy like never
Because you make me bad, i fell stressed, but i 
dont care

maybe you dont understand
for you i can do a change
i sleep thinking in you
but im scared,if you are cruel? 
my heart are beating for you
i promisse i dont gonna be fool
im trying to talk normally
but my head are full i can not speak

i need to die with you. ft Home Made Humans

amber scent with u  
its so memorable.
i want to be like you
i love your hair
i love your beautiful blue eyes   
and your brain too

amber scent

https://soundcloud.com/youlooksodivinetonight goated

i dont know how to say goodbye to you
cause im just too afraid of losing you
and i dont wanna cry
but in my life its all been fucked
and its all so fucked up
 that i cant be with you
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
cause i know you dont want me too
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
i cant be with you
cause i know you dont want me too

and ill never fucking change
ill always be the same
im stuck here being afraid tonight
baby wont you free my mind
and i ask myself everyday
why do things have to be this way
im starting to gain weight alright
i keep fucking up my life
you say that you dont want me
im tired of it all
im tired its all my fault

its all my fault w/ graves

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i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

Blackbirds FC's third album!

This record has been a long labour of love for the band and features ten hand-tooled total bangers including the singles Rings Around the Sun, Lake of Stars and What's the Half-Life of Loving You?

Lyrically it talks about love (mainly gone wrong), politics (also going wrong), the young and the future (could go either way...). Musically it calls on the noisy spirits of all our influences including Wilco, The Church, the Go-Betweens, Beck and. Midnight Oil. 

The record title, Desire Lines, is partly a reference to the informal, unplanned pathways that people create despite the efforts of designers.

These lines typically cut across a planned route or area, often due to a more convenient or direct route and seemed like a good fit on a variety of levels for this record. 

Credits
Released July 11, 2025

Blackbirds FC are: 

Jeff Baker – Guitar 
Phil Campbell – Drums, percussion
Julien Chick – Bass, vocals 
Jeremy Gronow – Vocals, guitar, keyboards, string arrangements 
Gina Hearnden – Vocals, acoustic guitar 
Bec Long – Cello, lighting design

With Cameron McKenzie - Guitars, keyboards, vocals.

Produced by Cameron McKenzie at Station Place Studios, March - December 2024.
Mastered by Joe Carra at Crystal Mastering, January 2025.

Cover design: Phil Campbell
Band Photo: Jon Baxter

Made in the country of the Boon Wurrung/Bunurong People of the Eastern Kulin Nation. Blackbirds FC pay respect to their past, present, and future Elders and recognise their continued connection to the land and waters of this place. Sovereignty was never ceded.

Contact: blackbirdsfcband@gmail.com
www.blackbirdsfc.com.au

Copyright: Blackbirds FC 2025
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What's The Half Life Of Loving You?

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

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h2rtbrkr