i wanted to end my life but u showed me that skies werent grey

Computer Loser - Walk Away As The Door Slams

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
can’t you see my hairs black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
sharing razors when we bleed out

you make me feel like nothing
i swear that means something

every time you feel loved 
i will destroy you with my spite 

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors demo

normie girl rock my world
all i’ll ever do
is sit next to you in class yeah
that’s so fucking cool
if you wanna shoot up something
like heroin or school
cuz tonight has been so numb

normie girl cut my hair
make me wear what you
normies wear when you go to school
i also got a 90 on that test 
it was easier than i could expect
but tonight has been so numb

normie girl rock my world
come inside my car
you can take away my liquor 
and cover up my scars
we can have two kids and a dog and two cars
the semester’s fucking done

Normie girl rock my world

work bad song number 3

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lyrics:

punch the wall until i bleed
cant air my thoughts honestly
my whole life ive needed to
know what im supposed to do
but im not sure anymore
what the path should be for me
the disconnect between work and joy
its one of lifes big mysteries

i dont wanna work for my whole fucking life
i dont wanna work until i fucking die
i dont wanna figure out a compromise
i just wanna relax, smoke my weed, and cry

id rather party forever
chill with friends or whatever
live my life and live with love
but i know id fuck it up
i just wanna feel real joy
watch tv or play with toys
call me lazy call me crude
but these ceo cunts can fuck off too

i dont wanna work for my whole fucking life
i dont wanna work until i fucking die
i dont wanna figure out a compromise
i just wanna relax, smoke my weed, and cry

ooooooo

young enlightened hedonist

no hope // no harm

summer of 2022 thats when i met you
getting vaccines for school ooo
u were so sweet and kind so pretty and devine
i wanted to end my life but you
showed me that skys werent grey
that there was always happy days
turned my heart into clay
i really miss you babe

to think abt all those months we spent last year
through fall and autumn and winter and summer
we talked and we talked and we had fun alot
and u were always gone but it was fine i didnt care

we were so happy u'd call me on instagram
and we would talk abt our days and id play guitar for you
and u said not to cut my hair cus u liked it long
and then i cut it when u were gone and i wrote this song

"juli says not to cut my hair she says let it grow"
well i will let you know

its hard to look at all the funny moments and the laughter
and the memories right after everything has gone to shit
i think abt the months we spent and then the months before that
and all i can think abt is how i wanna go to florida

i dont hate u i was hurting i said shit i never meant
i handled the aftermath poorly and thats why you came and went
i know that if i was more mature or if i just used my words instead of screaming and yelling
then you wouldve still have been following my instagram and liking all my stories
we could just be friends and then something

i cant laugh look at the photographs
that shit it makes me sick
i hate it i hate it
i wanna die

now everything reminds me of you
like the nhk poster in my room
but its not too late we can still reconvene

ooo

bugcatcherjuli (acoustic)

suicide (snippet)

dont try to reach my line cause
its past my time
dont come, speak to my face
cause ive blown it right off
its time you care
watch me bleed and die
want you to scream
want you to scream and cry

watch as i bleed
want you to scream
watch as i bleed
want you to scream

no one ever likes me cause i am so sad
they only care when you are gone


dont try to call me cause im dead

i hate myswof

please don’t drag it on
why can’t you see my jeans drag
i even dyed my hair black
you look sad alone
come be sad with me
i’ll keep you company in bleeding 

with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors when we cut
i’m not alright 
with your fingerless gloves
sharing razors i’m not

please don’t drag it on
you make me feel like nothing
tell me that means something
you look sad alone
if you’re hurt and bleeding
i want to be the reason

every time you feel loved
i’ll tear you down and tell you off
i’m not alright 
white with a black wolfcut
yeah you can ruin my life
i’m not alright

with your fingerless gloves
baggy jeans 19 enough

Sharing Razors

does she wanna get some new piercings
wanna get that tattoo too
will she go to the show this week
does she even care what i think
will you smoke are you gonna drink
dont take that out on me
if i say that i hate the way
that you'll say oh you hate me

(the following lyrics i stole from a drake song)

drop drop 
drop a fifty bag for the mob in the spot
drop a fifty bag 29 for the thot
uhhhhhhhahhehafhhae

like uhhh
i was really really tryna keep it pg
i was really really tryna keep it pg

like WHAT

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

bugcatcherjuli (acoustic)

h2rtbrkr

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