its so over

normie girl rock my world
all i’ll ever do
is sit next to you in class yeah
that’s so fucking cool
if you wanna shoot up something
like heroin or school
cuz tonight has been so numb

normie girl cut my hair
make me wear what you
normies wear when you go to school
i also got a 90 on that test 
it was easier than i could expect
but tonight has been so numb

normie girl rock my world
come inside my car
you can take away my liquor 
and cover up my scars
we can have two kids and a dog and two cars
the semester’s fucking done

Normie girl rock my world

yeah im a loser 
yeah i know that
and im fine with how its going

cus i like movies 
i like the 3d
i liek comic books and tv
now i'll never touch a girl
but its okay cus in my world
they all love me they all see me
and they're always in 2d

my rooms covered in all these other awesome things
like star wars star trek zelda presidents and war memorabilia
flags and maps and cool charts
my own star wars fanart
picture the nerdiest stuff now picture walls covered from top to bottom

i'll never have a girl in my room

so what im a loser i dont even care star wars makes me happier than stupid girls (im so lonely)

without you what does my life amount to
(hand in hand is the only way to land)
glass on the pavement under my shoe

i wish you understood how much that meant to me

i missed my chance to be
a japanese exchange student
in tokyo where all the girls know
watashi wa totemo kuradesu

like look that guy
he looks pretty fly
and i wouldnt have to try
cus im a white guy

where all the girls say im cute
and the dudes wanna feud
i just wanna wear those uniforms dude

im a loser back home
im a fucking asshole
jumping down the flagpole like miyamoto
cause the girls back home
aint from kyoto ohhh

loser back home (demo)

no hope // no harm

waking up and getting blocked 
why does my life have to suck
my body hurts 
my arms r bruised 
fuck this shit im super cursed
u hear those screams 
theyre full of pain
i wish she wasnt just a dream
in my sleep i can escape
in my sleep ill catch a break

	
when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart (2x)


ive fallen victim to myself
at this point i should kms 
the time has come
and i feel dumb
im thinking what have i become
numbness all over me
i just wanna feel something
picking at my scars 
so ill bleed until i see stars 

when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart
maybe i should stab my heart

doomed from the start

suicide (snippet)

lyrics:
someone get me offline, i can't take this anymore
got this girl on my line, but i think she's just a whore
i can't buy anything, don't have games because i'm poor
i'm a mess, i'm a loser, i'm just so fucking bored

and i dropped out of college before i even went
cause i just want to rot in my room with all my friends 
but they got up and left me, before i had the chance
and now i'm alone, without a single fucking plan
so i'll get on my laptop, i'll go on 4chan
i'll browse all the boards with all this time on my hands
until there's nothing left, i think it's time to go to bed
and i'll wake up in the morning, just to live this day again

i wish i wasn't a neet

remake of an old song abt a girl that blocked me months ago
https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
m-m-m-m-m-m-m-madeline
is it too much if I want u to only want me?
we'll go to house shows, watch ur favorite bands
that make you dance
cause I want u to want me

I'm doing things that don't come naturally
I'm getting better at trying to be me
I'm watching movies that i'd never see
I'm singing songs that I would never sing
and no matter how my day has been
I know you'll always be there in the end
every day I'm feeling better and
it's cause I love you madeline

Madeline

i'm still not over you

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

no hope // no harm

h2rtbrkr

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