happier with you

everything stays

my heart is made of flowers

Icantbelieveithowcouldyou

#techclub
is this what you said you had ever wanted
lesve me in bed and leave me feeling haunted
omg its all i ever wanted to be with you
now im so alone i really wanna get back
omg yk i really the fact your with him and youre really fucking happy now
why couldnt i just get my shit together
oh my god im breaking down whenever
i see you two guys together im falling apart
im falling apart cause im all alone
and its so hard to deal with this on my own
im getting stoned when j see you gjys having fun
im growing dumb and growing older
my friends are growing up and im only growing colder
never sober never growing up
never had enough i can never get enough
you know that i wanna takw it back just please forget everything that i once said
oh my god im fucking up my head
oh my god you really fucked with my head
a year in bed so all my friends think that im dead
just please forget everything that i once said
cause these things keep on running through my head
circiling around and  im always feeling down
yea im always feeling it when i see you around
yea i see you with him and you look so happy now
and i just wanna forget it but im so fucking mad about it 
i doubt you care

you look so happy :( (demo)

when I saw your dad crying on the news

I thought maybe baby I should tie a noose

but then I remembered that I don't even care

and all the shit you put me through throughout the years

I will keep you here and make you pay your debts

make me feel like I'm a real man

if I close my eyes I can just imagine

I'm the quarterback and your cheerleader captain

ignore that we're in my d-d-d-d-dungeon

or the fact that you find me repugnant


#incelcore

Abductor

decided to make an alt for demos and songs ill never finish hi whatsup 
lyrics: 
jenny is the girl that i wanna meet
her shiny blonde hair is so pretty
i wanna be hers and hers only
but no matter what i do, she hasnt seen me
shes cool, smart, athletic, and super friendly
i know im the only one that she needs
with her looks she can make a pretty penny
with those eyes she can stare right into me










jenny come home

@loser64
https://open.spotify.com/track/3LvE6Bfiy1ZkWmjqUmRwbU?si=397d678139e4489d

lyrics:
i can't get used to this
i-i'm lacking confidence
i-i'm too retarded
to understand 
what you mean 
so many questions, i have
so little answers, you give
i wanna punch you in the face
until you fucking bleed

@loser64:
you never get me
And I don't think that you could
I said I'm sorry
I wish you'd shut up for good
And I can't take this
Nothing makes sense
It's not just you 
I think somethings wrong with me too

i have a bomb strapped to my chest and it's ready to EXPLODE! (feat. Loser64)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
i begged for u to stay
you couldn't take it
you left me anyway
im going apeshit
you wont accept my calls
or countless friend requests 
im giving it my all
just for u to be my ex

im giving it my all 
just for u to be my ex
i know that u don't like it 
when i send a double text
or when i try and tell you bout
how much u mean to me
oh how much u mean to me
oh you make me wanna scream

yeah ur pictures on my wall
cause i love you
i havent took em down just incase you love me too
but even if you tell me no
im not sure u can trust urself 
so ill keep on asking the same thing
until u tell me yeah

and i won't change 
for worse or better
i'll stay this way
and i wont let ya
go today or maybe ever
im never giving up
not until we're together

You're The Only One I Need

a punk song

You shouldn't exist

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

everything stays

h2rtbrkr