BITTER (reupload)

the tortured look of a captured suffering immortalized into wood

its not you its me
and im not picking her over you kenzie
i only ever wanted you but damn 
instagram is not all there is to life
i dont want to make her my wife
im just saying hi to be nice

cause your tendency for jealousy
and constant superstitions
im defending me but kenzie i know that im not perfect

girl trouble more like hurl trouble (im a confusing person)

california boys we're unforgettable
black dickies and vans on top
sun kissed skin so hot we'll melt your popsicle

oh oh oh

california boys we're undeniable
fine fresh fierce we got it on lock
west coast represent now put your hands up

oh oh oh

california

california boyz

IM NOT ANGRY JUST TELL THE TRUTH

 (hf)
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damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
need to get away from me
need to get some helppp
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
no i
i dont understand
damn this ones my favorites
i just wrote this song for you
and feeling super distant (distant)
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand
why did i have to bleed
im dying filled with apathy
oooooooo
dying filled w apathy
filled w apathy
damn this ones my favorite
i just wrote this song for you
im feeling super distant
thinking im just crazy for you
and i
i dont understand..

--
(lifeisspirals)
--

you promised
i held it
to my chest
and im trying my best
but i cant get any rest
i really wish i could reset
cuase you used to worry about me
and youre the only girl in my dreams
and lately i cant get any sleep
and i dony have any plans on getting clean
and im feeling like a ghost
im sure i do more than most
cause i dont have any friends
and i dont have any bones
and everywhere i go outside
everybody leaves me alone
no one talks to me 
im crying everynight so i cant get any sleep
or im always just reminded i swear that youre haunting me
but im the one ghosted everyone and dissapeared
ive beenmn feeling so ugly you made so insecure
i dont wanna go out and i speak again
gonna blow halft off my face off and ill die and your haunt your friends and be a ghost
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techclub comp 2 4/20 #techclub

heelflip & lifeisspirals - wrote this song 4 u (reset)

I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth?
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help
Can you hear my cry for help
I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth? 
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?x3

(2016)

cry for help



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

twin-guitar harmonies, heavy blues-rock foundations and straightforward hard rock power and groove-driven rhythms with grunge and punk influences

Fathers' Sins

Cursed Carousel

delta blues meets hip-hop, heavy fuzzed distorted guitars, deep rhythmic groove, electronic undertones, blues-rock fusion, hip-hop inspired beats, gritty production, produced with artificial intelligence

Redemption

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

girl trouble more like hurl trouble (im a confusing person)

h2rtbrkr