Pins say oyasumi punpun, which means goodnight punpun, a manga series

i can see you got a lot on your mind
but you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
to be going on this way
when i taped my windows shut
i knew i'd gone insane
but i let things get so bad
it all made so much sense to me
you made things so bad too
should i express it all for you?

19 years passed by quick
there's alot inside my brain
this might've been long enough
it hurts to go on this way
when i taped my windows shut
could you tell i was insane?
you let things get so bad
that makes so much sense to me
cuz you made it so easy to
express it all for you


20 years have passed in a flash
do you even remember
the little boy i used to be
mom do you remember me?
when i taped my windows shut
it wasn't much to me
things hurt so bad all the time
and that makes so much sense to me
it's gonna be so easy to
express it all for you


express it all for you

and i cant take this shit no more
my blood spills out all on the floor
you promised everything to me
but all you did was ruin me

you have lips like razor blades
your words cut through my fucking veins
kiss my neck and bring me pain
my love was always in vain

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

i've had enough of you
nothing you said was true
ran off to some fucking guy
the moment we were through
and i cant take this shit
hope you find someone who loves it

don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
you make me feel so alone
don't go don't go
darling youre all i know
please go please go
better off with no home

darling take me back to before
i cant even look at your face anymore
darling i'm losing my mind
you make me want to fucking die

im just ur problem

normie girl rock my world
all i’ll ever do
is sit next to you in class yeah
that’s so fucking cool
if you wanna shoot up something
like heroin or school
cuz tonight has been so numb

normie girl cut my hair
make me wear what you
normies wear when you go to school
i also got a 90 on that test 
it was easier than i could expect
but tonight has been so numb

normie girl rock my world
come inside my car
you can take away my liquor 
and cover up my scars
we can have two kids and a dog and two cars
the semester’s fucking done

Normie girl rock my world

(lyrics below) Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/3ExGB125JobAjvf5QPLSYo?si=knpZYBv5R6Ox5CdL5nZMAQ

If they all hurt me
Why shouldn't I do the same? 
I keep it all in a bottle 
As I sit around, twirl and waddle

Into walls, smash my body on the concrete 
Put a brick on the gas and leave me in the backseat
I guess you were right all along

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

And I wanted you to suffer 
Just as much as I did 
But now I just want you to watch me,
Yeah, I just want you to watch me

Pour my guts out on your shirt
Self myself ablaze, for you it wouldn't hurt 
But to me, this means everything 
This means everything to me 

It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along
It doesn't hurt as bad in my head
With blood-soaked towels around my bed 
I guess you were right all along

Your eyes, my pain
Your eyes, my pain

Watch Me Hurt Myself (And I'll Be Yours)

death_on_impact

Never

ashley xo

i feel like shit does every song have to be a hit
cause lately ive not been feeling it
i never know when youre gonna quit
i think im gonna quit i think im gonna quit

writing songs to make you smile
all the fucking while
your heart it drives me wild
my heart stopped check my vitals

is that what she said about me

i cant do this anymore please kill me

you wanna call me? i ask you often
i make some noise but i never end up talking
i dont know how to make it better
and im sinking further everyday 
cause im so full of condemnation
of all my thoughts, all my actions, everything i do
so on the day when you end up leaving
ill blame a lot of things but i wont blame you

no i wont blame you
i wont blame you
i wont blame you 
no i wont blame you
i wont blame you

won't blame you

summer of 2022 thats when i met you
getting vaccines for school ooo
u were so sweet and kind so pretty and devine
i wanted to end my life but you
showed me that skys werent grey
that there was always happy days
turned my heart into clay
i really miss you babe

to think abt all those months we spent last year
through fall and autumn and winter and summer
we talked and we talked and we had fun alot
and u were always gone but it was fine i didnt care

we were so happy u'd call me on instagram
and we would talk abt our days and id play guitar for you
and u said not to cut my hair cus u liked it long
and then i cut it when u were gone and i wrote this song

"juli says not to cut my hair she says let it grow"
well i will let you know

its hard to look at all the funny moments and the laughter
and the memories right after everything has gone to shit
i think abt the months we spent and then the months before that
and all i can think abt is how i wanna go to florida

i dont hate u i was hurting i said shit i never meant
i handled the aftermath poorly and thats why you came and went
i know that if i was more mature or if i just used my words instead of screaming and yelling
then you wouldve still have been following my instagram and liking all my stories
we could just be friends and then something

i cant laugh look at the photographs
that shit it makes me sick
i hate it i hate it
i wanna die

now everything reminds me of you
like the nhk poster in my room
but its not too late we can still reconvene

ooo

bugcatcherjuli (acoustic)

it's too bad, that what we had
was glamourized by movie ads
and fads, and trends, and you didn't tell her
and dads, and friends, birds of a feather
fall is over, get her number,
don't call back, don't say you love her
hang up fast, and just fucking ghost her
hang up fast, and just fucking haunt herrrrrrrr

cuz we got a spirit numberrrr
and will possess her
and make her wonder
if we don't like her

I think, we are
fucking, assholes

I think, we need,
to be, better

I don't got all the answers
spooky plans will never work,
I saw them behind the counter
spreading germs, with tongue and laughter
my ringtone blares, but there's no answer
for my spooky spell, didn't quite affect her
my spirit number
my spirit number
my spirit number

Spirit Number

and californias so warm
and michigan is so cold
and californias so warm
and michigan is so cold
and i wish it was snowing
where are you going

that song got stuck in my head and so i sung it till i couldnt anymore, where are you going

https://open.spotify.com/track/4s6JzKlGJFLAeUXxZP8JBx?si=2f2efaf8701c4e8a

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

its my birthday
im on the edge of my seat
im waiting 
nobodys comin for me

am i ugly 
why dont you miss me
why wont you kiss me
why wont you love me anymore

I sin for you
what is this thing
that we have here
you think you're really that cool

this is what you are untitled

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
if u could fix me
why haven't u done it yet
we talk for hours every day
u say u understand
what i'm going through
but u don't have a clue
u just keep texting
texting texting saying "i love u"

i could be dying on the floor
u'll say i'm here for you
but you would never take the time
to mend up my old wounds
so when i'm taking my last breath
i hope u know the truth
that when u thought u stopped the knife
u went and pushed it through

You Can Try, But You'll Never Succeed

i have a bomb strapped to my chest and it's ready to EXPLODE! (feat. Loser64)

[Verse]
Are you a spark or just a glow
A pixel face I’ll never know
Swipe left swipe right a game we play
Is this love or a masquerade

[Prechorus]
I see your smile but can’t feel your heat
A digital world where hearts don’t meet

[Chorus]
Pixel Love are you real
Or just a ghost behind the wheel
Is this love or simulation
Holding out for expectation

Holding out for expectation

[Verse 2]
Your bio says you love the rain
But is it truth or just a game
Photos filtered hearts concealed
What’s the story what’s the deal

[Prechorus]
Scrolling through this endless stream
Are you a person or just a dream

[Chorus]
Pixel Love are you real
Or just a ghost behind the wheel
Is this love or simulation
Holding out for expectation

Holding out for expectation

[Bridge]
Falling through the endless words
Is it real or just absurd
Questions puzzling and questions deep
Should i lay me down to sleep

[Prechorus]
Am I real or am I not
Lost in words that I forgot

[Chorus]
Pixel Love are you real
Or just a ghost behind the wheel
Is this love or simulation
Holding out for expectation

Holding out for expectation

Pixel Love

life is horrible when i see u Feat School

god of ear raping
my music is more about lyrics than how it sounds
willy rodriguez and edgemaster42 my main inspiration

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

i cant do this anymore please kill me

h2rtbrkr

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