yeah im a loser 
yeah i know that
and im fine with how its going

cus i like movies 
i like the 3d
i liek comic books and tv
now i'll never touch a girl
but its okay cus in my world
they all love me they all see me
and they're always in 2d

my rooms covered in all these other awesome things
like star wars star trek zelda presidents and war memorabilia
flags and maps and cool charts
my own star wars fanart
picture the nerdiest stuff now picture walls covered from top to bottom

i'll never have a girl in my room

so what im a loser i dont even care star wars makes me happier than stupid girls (im so lonely)

i feel like shit does every song have to be a hit
cause lately ive not been feeling it
i never know when youre gonna quit
i think im gonna quit i think im gonna quit

writing songs to make you smile
all the fucking while
your heart it drives me wild
my heart stopped check my vitals

is that what she said about me

i cant do this anymore please kill me

uuhuhhhh cameron phlodge song cover

i have like 30 thousand unfished songs bruh 

lyrics:
I just want a Firebird and a Monte Carlo
I don't need love, from no hoes
I just want a Firebird and a Monte Carlo
I don't need love, from no hoes

Fuck whatever that bitch says
That bitch want me dead
Yeah, she see me going far
In my NASCAR
She mad that I'm a rockstar

Fuck whatever that bitch says
That bitch want me dead
Yeah, she see me going far
In my NASCAR
She mad that I'm a rockstar
I just want a Firebird and Monte Carlo
I don't need love, from no hoes
I just want a Firebird and a Monte Carlo
I don't need love, from no hoes

monte carlo (cover)

waking up and getting blocked 
why does my life have to suck
my body hurts 
my arms r bruised 
fuck this shit im super cursed
u hear those screams 
theyre full of pain
i wish she wasnt just a dream
in my sleep i can escape
in my sleep ill catch a break

	
when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart (2x)


ive fallen victim to myself
at this point i should kms 
the time has come
and i feel dumb
im thinking what have i become
numbness all over me
i just wanna feel something
picking at my scars 
so ill bleed until i see stars 

when will it be my turn
i was doomed from the start
maybe i should stab my heart
maybe i should stab my heart

doomed from the start

(Kanashi1)
It’s all in my head
nothing is real 
She’s got white hair and
My black heart is real 
And I cry I cry about it 
While she’s in my head she’s haunting 
 
Don’t notice me 
What do I do 
To get the key to your heart 
I want to be with you 
All I dream about is to have me be a part of you

(h4rtclinic)
white hair shes so pretty
why shes looking at me
why cant you see
you dont notice me
mayb ill take the key the key to your heart
youll be a part of me n ill be a part of u
but she dont need me
but i need her

white hair (ft. Kanashi1)

i had strep throat while recording this so my voice is kinda fried

since you left me ive been dalepilled
now im in a car and im crashing for real
since you left me ive been down hill
now im in a car and im crashing for thrills

said you hate me when you saw me last
now im in a car and im going fast
i hate those things you do
i hate those things you put me through x2

dalepilled

i do miss you
im most comfortable 
when you crush my neck

i do love you
im most vulnerable 
around you but i dont care

i do miss you

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Lyrics:
Evelyn, call again
I've been dying to talk to you
Where are you from? Where've you been?
What's your favorite thing to do?
I'm feeling down I don't know why
I'm not fine but that's okay
I'll ignore it for a while
Just tell me everything you wanna say

Evelyn, take me in
I've been waiting here all day
I hope that I, can find the words
And I hope you'll wanna stay
'cause when you said you felt alive
Do you know that I did too?
Please just give me one more chance
'cause you know I would do anything for you

Evelyn

do u wanna be my cat girl baby
drive me crazy, what the hell should i do
to get u in my arms tonight
cause something's telling me i'm meant for u 

i'll give u everthing u need
and i can be the person u want me to be
let's a watch a movie, maybe 3
or we can stay up late and enjoy eachother's company
so rest ur head on my leg
i'll run my fingers through ur hair
no matter what please just stay
i think i'll die if ur not here

i think i'll die if ur not here (x2)

do u wanna be my cat girl :3

初音ミクの消失 - cosMo＠暴走P Cover by Ricotta

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

i cant do this anymore please kill me

h2rtbrkr