Computer Loser - Walk Away As The Door Slams

lyrics: 
looking into your soulless eyes
i dont see you
this is just another reason
that i cant play it cool

lying awake with the lights turned off
i cant see the truth
no one on earth could make me think twice
no one in sight can make me feel like you do

i cant be any better for you
and you know its true
i had a hard time telling you the truth
cause it meant the end

not a single day 
without you crossing my mind
i cant tell you what it feels like
to not be able to say i love you

lying awake

your blue eyes leave me hypnotized all i can think abt all day
the skys grey till i saw your face now everything will be okay
cause outside theres a world gone by and you'd spend it by my side
we could die like bonnie clyde but id die for you anyday

like romeo and juliet my styles so corny 
id text your phone but youd just ignore me

the tortured look of a captured suffering immortalized into wood

living in a lie you make me feel alive
and i can not take this my hearts in a hemorrhage
im serving a lifetime of prison in my mind
and i can not take this my hearts in a hemorrhage

shes up when im low
and she has what i dont
youre so fun yeah i know
you self harm i self loathe

self loathe (neet cover)

disorder

Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal

hearts break

Don't tell me lies
Just tell me why
You hate me so

Don't lead me on
It's bad enough
I wanna know

What do you think of me
when am not not around?
Now all my hopes and dreams
Are scattered on the ground

I realize
That you have lied
To keep me down 

It's so insane
That in your brain
I'm just a clown

Without you babe
I make mistakes 
And I will drown 
I've been so good to you
But you never come around

★ lyrics co-written by @miguel-morales-634781591 (aka PILK)

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Starbreaker Theory is a collision of cosmic atmosphere and industrial grit—an album built from starfield static, metallic rhythm, and gravity-breaking riffs. These tracks move like machines drifting through deep space: heavy, radiant, pulsing with quiet danger.

It’s the sound of a dying sun humming its last melody… of solar debris orbiting a forgotten station… of a mind pushed past the event horizon.
A soundtrack for the moment you realize the universe is far bigger—and far darker—than you imagined.

Cold cosmos. Hot engines.
Steel and stardust fused into one.
This is Starbreaker Theory.

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the tortured look of a captured suffering immortalized into wood

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