a cover of nxp by xowillow!!!!

spend day on computer ^_^
im such a big loser >_<`
got no job zz
dont pay rent :0
i live with my parents :PP 
in a shitty film !!! 
i don't have any skills !!!
negative!!!
negative!!!
xp!!!

got no friends D:
got no life :c
i won't have a house wife :((
always sad or angry >:(
my parents must hate me :PP 
in a shitty film !!!
i don't have any skills !!!!
negative!!!
negative!!!
xp!!!

nxp !! :P

разгрузка ft. dearpanda

yeah im a loser 
yeah i know that
and im fine with how its going

cus i like movies 
i like the 3d
i liek comic books and tv
now i'll never touch a girl
but its okay cus in my world
they all love me they all see me
and they're always in 2d

my rooms covered in all these other awesome things
like star wars star trek zelda presidents and war memorabilia
flags and maps and cool charts
my own star wars fanart
picture the nerdiest stuff now picture walls covered from top to bottom

i'll never have a girl in my room

so what im a loser i dont even care star wars makes me happier than stupid girls (im so lonely)

forget about my birthday

dt desmi

lyrics

i know that sometimes i get anxious
i know that sometimes i feel worthless

cant hold onto the past
ill never make it back
no i cant reminisce
cause theres no going pass!!

come on lets shine
tonight i will make you mine!
baby dont cry
everything will be alright!

 me and you up in the staaaaaars
baby you know just what you aaaaaaare
from the beginning to the start
i will protect ur haaaaaaart!!!!!!!!!

tonight i will make you mine!!!

decided to make an alt for demos and songs ill never finish hi whatsup 
lyrics: 
jenny is the girl that i wanna meet
her shiny blonde hair is so pretty
i wanna be hers and hers only
but no matter what i do, she hasnt seen me
shes cool, smart, athletic, and super friendly
i know im the only one that she needs
with her looks she can make a pretty penny
with those eyes she can stare right into me










jenny come home

i lost all my files from 2022-2024 and this is one of the only ones that survived

amber scent with u  
its so memorable.
i want to be like you
i love your hair
i love your beautiful blue eyes   
and your brain too

amber scent

moon is glaring
and my retinas are burning
just from staring

steal my heart
thats what i want
i just wanna talk
just for fun

people are staring
and im never ever caring

gonna kill myself 
i'll throw myself off the top of a building
and i'll go to hell 
well i hope not cause im a christian

i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour

i'll never be as good as ditch effort and i know that
but i wish i could come closer
show you im better than isaac
cause he fucking sucks

the princess

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

lyrics by doc, steff, gracie-v
(based on the poem “maimed” by gracie-v)
[shoutout to steff and gracie for pulling this track through]
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
x
x
x
x
maimed
that’s right 
ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i’m sorries”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

My voice is trapped beneath the dirt,
afraid of the pain
my eyes are gales, they’re pouring out,
i’m  holding the pain.

too long I’ve bent until I broke, i gagged on the words
too long I wasted precious time, i had no recourse

fed the fire, fanned the flame,
laugh or cry it’s all the same

shed desire, fanned the shame,
now all I am is torn and maimed.

maimed
that’s right 
ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i might”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

My voice is trapped beneath the dirt,
afraid of the pain
my eyes are gales, they’re pouring out,
i’m  holding the pain.

too long I’ve bent until I broke, i gagged on the words
too long I wasted precious time, i had no recourse

fed the fire, fanned the flame,
laugh or cry it’s all the same

shed desire, fanned the shame,
now all I am is torn and maimed.

maimed
that’s right 
i’m ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i might”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

i know, that you think, that i’ll say,
that  i’m sorry
i know, that you think, that you got,
me where you want me

maimed
that’s right 
i’m ready to go
ready to be
ready to grow

maimed
that’s right
ready to fly
no more  “i might”
no more  “i’ll try”

maimed
thats right
ready to go
ready to see
ready to own

maimed
thats right
ready to fly
no more i’m sorries, no more trying
anymore

i know, that you think, that i’ll say,
that  i’m sorry
i know, that you think, that you got,
me where you want me

i know, that you think, that i’ll say,
that  i’m sorry
i know, that you think, that you got,
me where you want me

"maimed" re-load version

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

i lost all my files from 2022-2024 and this is one of the only ones that survived

h2rtbrkr

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