normie girl rock my world
all i’ll ever do
is sit next to you in class yeah
that’s so fucking cool
if you wanna shoot up something
like heroin or school
cuz tonight has been so numb

normie girl cut my hair
make me wear what you
normies wear when you go to school
i also got a 90 on that test 
it was easier than i could expect
but tonight has been so numb

normie girl rock my world
come inside my car
you can take away my liquor 
and cover up my scars
we can have two kids and a dog and two cars
the semester’s fucking done

Normie girl rock my world

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

prod @alphieafterlife

lovecupid
she was the girl i met in winter 
she had pretty black hair
she was cold as the winter
she knew god could not save her
how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad

you said your life going bad way well i believe you
just look at yourself 
we both know you need your mental heath
you so fucking degusting
i know i cant help you
just look at me and look at you two broken parallels 


how does it feel to be alone
dont take that pill might overdose
 dont be a bitch dont be a pussyy
it cant be that bad at home
your walk home all alone 
dont let your life be that bad



alphie

im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
im so scared of you
you want me to be better but what can i do
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak
up all the night and sleep all the day
no sleep for the weak

girl i met in winter w/ alphie

PROD @adewww

hold my hand unitl i die do you like the  sound of  suicide
do you like the idea of dying inside
i dont feel alive
crave your name in my chest tell me im the only one
would you like the idea of falling in love 
cause your the only one
you fall in love with someone else
just tell me im i better than anyone else

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you the idea of falling in love ?
just tell me that you need me 
i always been in love
i have a question for you 
plz don fucking pick and choose
just tell me if you are   in love with me
why do you look so scared of me
you cut yourself and watch yourself bleed
it was the most degusting thing i ever seen
you never ever love me
i was degusting as you see

do you want me for you
or do you just want use me
abuse me and hurt meee
you know what you good at...

i rember being in love
i was in love with her
i stilll look at her
i still just want her 3x

WANT HERRRR I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER
JUST KILL ME WITH YOUR WORDS AND SAY  THAT YOU HATE ME
TELL ME THAT YOU NEED  ME I MIGHT GO TEST THE TIME
I WOULD ANYTHING FOR YOU I WOULD COMIT SUICDIE 
I WOULD WANT YOU I WOULD MISS YOU YOUR THE ONLY ONE FOR ME
I KILL FOR YOU MURDER FOR YOU IF IT ANYTHIN THAT YOU NEED

dont pick and choose

i lost all my files from 2022-2024 and this is one of the only ones that survived

Era de herejia
se unde en melancolia
si a penas respira se baña en fantasia.
No tengo nada q perder, volvi a cambiar sangre por piel
otra vez forever alone keriendo ser trollface.

Ya no kiero ser ironico, en el internet estoy cronico
en RPGs soy necromantico, mis alas arden como plastico.
Mis monstruos estan en mi atico porque soy melodramatico 
tengo que hacer cambios drasticos para dejar de ser tan sarcastico. 
Alas de mentira
alma destruida 
quiero que todo de mi se calcine, estas almas me persiguen.
No tengo nada q perder, volvi a cambiar sangre por piel
otra vez forever alone keriendo ser trollface

Neets may cry

play it kewl

moon is glaring
and my retinas are burning
just from staring

steal my heart
thats what i want
i just wanna talk
just for fun

people are staring
and im never ever caring

gonna kill myself 
i'll throw myself off the top of a building
and i'll go to hell 
well i hope not cause im a christian

i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour

i'll never be as good as ditch effort and i know that
but i wish i could come closer
show you im better than isaac
cause he fucking sucks

the princess

dark black hair, you got me where u want me to be
your green eyes in the night remind me of the evergreens
i'd see back home, oh how i'd love to take you there 
It's all i know, and with you by my side nothing compares

a step outside the city

prod 23arms.


Pseudo

I remember you saying sorry 
for dumping me at my birthday party
but nothing can take back what you did
you fucked some other dude and had a kid


Why are all these bitches the same
always playing their fucking games
act like its my fault when their to blame
women just drive me insane


DREAMCORE

about to blow my brains out like confetti 
who knew that shit look like spaghetti
maybe i shoot that girl that i envy
when i devour the xans its like a 10 piece

if you wanna live don't come to school tomorrow 
bitch i know you want me cause you follow
i don't want you bitch because i only want the hentai hoes


Pseudo

I remember you saying sorry 
for dumping me at my birthday party

but nothing can take back what you did
you fucked some other dude and had a kid


why are all these bitches the same
always playing their fucking games

act like its my fault when their to blame
women just drive me insane


Darryl


Sorry isn't enough Ima blow your fucking brains out
For leaving me at my birthday party now yeah its killing me.
Killing you while  I can't think about my line
Cut your name into my penis while Im sitting alone cry

Ill celebrate the death of you once you fucking die
Can't believe that she just left me like that Im a nice guy
Well I know that all these women are just clones from the government
Im finna slip everyone at the bar some fuckin fent.


Pseudo

I remember you saying sorry 
for dumping me at my birthday party
but nothing can take back what you did
you fucked some other dude and had a kid


why are all these bitches the same
always playing their fucking games
act like its my fault when their to blame
women just drive me insane

Confetti (feat. Dreamcore & Darryl)

sl33pfields new alternative rock song 'Colorblind' is making its way up the charts! listen now!

Colorblind(PROD.GRAYSKIES)

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

i lost all my files from 2022-2024 and this is one of the only ones that survived

h2rtbrkr