your life will move on
your life will move on
you'll forget all about me
your life will move on x3

my life wont move on
my life wont move on
you'll read all about me
my life wont move on

youre selfish and youre heartless
i'll make myself your target
i'll take this the farthest
i'll jump without a harness

im taking this the hardest
you finished it now start it
you left me broken hearted
thrown out and disregarded

i hope you cant sleep
i hope you cant dream
i hope that when you smile you only think of me

a picture on a shelf
you ask and i would tell
i hope you go to hell
im gonna kill myself

your life will move on
your life will move on
you'll forget all about me
your life will move on x3

is this who you are
posting on instagram like everything is fine
im such a dumbass yeah its quirky
if youre trying to hurt me its working
you smile while i die
im fucking dead inside

heartless

this is only sped up cus i thought it was too long

in the summer of 2022 thats when i met you
getting vaccines for school ooo
u were so sweet and kind so pretty and devine
i wanted to end my life but you
showed me that skys werent grey
that there was always happy days
turned my heart into clay 
i really miss you babe

to think abt all those months we spent last year
through fall and autumn and winter and summer
we talked and we talked and we had fun alot
and u were always gone but it was fine i didnt care

we were so happy u'd call me on instagram
and we would talk abt our days and id play guitar for you
and u said not to cut my hair cus u liked it long
and then i cut it when u were gone and i wrote this song

"juli says not to cut my hair she says let it grow"
well i will let you know

its hard to look at all the funny moments and the laughter
and the memories right after everything has gone to shit
i think abt the months we spent and then the months before that
and all i can think abt is how i wanna go to florida 

i dont hate u i was hurting i said shit i never meant
i handled the aftermath poorly and thats why you came and went
i know that if i was more mature or if i just used my words instead of screaming and yelling
then you wouldve still have been following my instagram and liking all my stories
we could just be friends and then something

i cant laugh look at the photographs
that shit it makes me sick
i hate it i hate it
i wanna die

now everything reminds me of you
like the nhk poster in my room
but its not too late we can still reconvene-

bugcatcherjuli (komi cant communicate season 2 episode 6)

ive been researching painless suicide methods
im considering calling up the suicide hotline
but i have social anxiety
and that stuff is hard for me
i find it hard to breathe when im around you
moms gonna divorce dad if he doesnt stop drinking
im sorry to say sorry i dont know what i was thinking
girlfriends off to college and shes gonna make some friends
she'll have no time for me and our relationship will end
and no im not insecure and no i cant be jealous
dont tell me all my actions are because im over zealous
because i know its true

are your lyrics things that happened to you or just ideas and scenarios you came up with?

hey brown eyes youre always walking away
ive got something i wanted to say
i love your face and i love you

hey pretty girl you always make my day
you dont know that on this day
i never could say
i fell for you

i'll wait by the phone
so please tell me when you go
but i'll waste time at home
that way youre never ever alone

do you remember when you picked up my pencil in 11th grade in geometry class?

your blue eyes leave me hypnotized all i can think abt all day
the skys grey till i saw your face now everything will be okay
cause outside theres a world gone by and you'd spend it by my side
we could die like bonnie clyde but id die for you anyday

like romeo and juliet my styles so corny 
id text your phone but youd just ignore me

the tortured look of a captured suffering immortalized into wood

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

hot n cold

youre so nice i dont know why you would ever talk to me
im nothing special im a loser and im fucking ugly
shes so pretty shes the girl that i- girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try she'll never notice me

im writing songs in my room
im writing songs about you
cus i dont know what to do
i want this one to come true

so lets make this one a two
i never wanna be through
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love with you

youre so pretty and ive seen all of star trek the original series

all your fault

whats my age again blink cover

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

why is my life harder because im autistic

h2rtbrkr

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