what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

youre not who you were when we met at 16

play it cool

Era de herejia
se unde en melancolia
si a penas respira se baña en fantasia.
No tengo nada q perder, volvi a cambiar sangre por piel
otra vez forever alone keriendo ser trollface.

Ya no kiero ser ironico, en el internet estoy cronico
en RPGs soy necromantico, mis alas arden como plastico.
Mis monstruos estan en mi atico porque soy melodramatico 
tengo que hacer cambios drasticos para dejar de ser tan sarcastico. 
Alas de mentira
alma destruida 
quiero que todo de mi se calcine, estas almas me persiguen.
No tengo nada q perder, volvi a cambiar sangre por piel
otra vez forever alone keriendo ser trollface

Neets may cry

hollywood hills

( I remastered this on my alt account (Pillacel) btw. Check it out https://on.soundcloud.com/4U2SO6n6mKbiRsc0i0 )

{Chorus}
I know, I shouldn't
Say I love you too
Cuz I'm not, over
My ex from '22
You know, I thought
I thought that we were through
And I thought I'd be fine
Until I met you

{Verse}
How many times are you
Texting my phone and
I don't know why you
Would let me go
You have me and tell me
You love me so
Until you're gone again
That's how it always is

{Chorus}
That's why I know, I shouldn't
Say I love you too
Cuz I'm not, over
My ex from '22
You know, I thought
I thought that we were through
And I thought I'd be fine
Until I met you
I know, I shouldn't
Say I love you too
Cuz I'm not, over
My ex from '22
You know, I thought
I thought that we were through
And I thought I'd be fine
Until I mеt you

Ex From '22 (horrible cover, listen to the remastered one pls)

tell me

on the floor

the love i lost(cover)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2jlTHstGlkVadSvpRXrCaK?si=73c89cd3e68e4f8b

i think i wanna be a star on the interweb
so bad it tends to get me down

i think about it every time that i go bed
the likes the views adoring fans

i know the chances are slim
but i just wanna get in
and ill do anything to let you know that

i think i wanna be a star on the interweb
so bad it tends to get me down

I wanna be a star even if it kills me
ill end up dying like elvis presley 
or maybe something more like kurt cobain
come to think of it it all just ends the same

up late chasing internet fame
but still nobody knows my name

nothing to do but play the game
because success is mine to claim


up late staring into a screen
such a weird way to chase my dreams 

ill do it all without a team
because this life was made for me

interweb star

333Куплет

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

why is my life harder because im autistic

h2rtbrkr