cryin

h4rt

I hate myself

to know you more is to love you less

f4keinternetgrl

the vocals are mixed a bit weird sorry

emo girl she slits her wrists
says its my fault 
i dont give a shit

she ran away
from therapists
she wont come home
her parents pissed

when im around i'll make her frown
i'll lift her up and break her down
i'll tell her lies straight to her eyes
i'll watch the soul inside her die

emo girl

i dont like this song at all

lyrics:
fan girl like me
i dont think that u want me

cause i know that you know
ill always be at your shows

l-o-v-e  y-o-u 
you know i really love you

im just so obsessed with you
i cant wait to be your boo

fangirls

lyrics:

i feel lonely had you been around me
i cant go sleep with your haunting memory

(go)
but do you really wanna stay
or do you wanna run away
i could take the pain away
as long as you would stay

without u

mix : @hateoryx + @1stress
master : @1stress
production : gaxillic
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oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot
nothing makes me happy anymore
so fukkd upppp
aand u always wud tell me tht things get bettr
but i still luv u u should send me a letter
[?] cold like december forever 
i know that now [?]
[?]
but im in love with u
but im in love with u 
but imm in love with u
but imm in love with uuu

stress : 
now im so broken 
thoughts r chosen
wanna go2 sleep but i feel like CHOKINx_x
lately i been off my pills u cn hit my plug yh 
yh u can hit my plugggggggggg
now i c it like its clear
my minds broken disappear
thought i always needed u 
turns out i only need ur shoes (lol)

oryx : 
every chance i had is gone
and now im singing all these songs
nothing to do its a loss
cut myself just for a girl
they say we havent been feeling like myself [?]
fukk my life everythings changed me ig u can watch me rot

--
EVERY CHANCE >:( +HATEORYX

EVERY CHANCE +HATEORYX

schools out for summer so i can finally work on music again, expect more the rest of the year. (this song is beyond mid)

lyrics:
lights off lets go
you're in my head now
truly in my life
it feels so hard to let go

truly (i need)
you (to see)

so just hold on to me
i know its been a while but you mean the world to me
(you mean the world to me)

lights off lets go
youre in my head now
truly in my life it feels so hard to let go

(will girls ever like us)

my life (sucks)

ex-boyfriend

lyrics:
i got a text from you
it said meet me where the spirits do
at the graveyard with you

cause she likes goblins and witches couldnt stop us
from brewing potions of love 

but the creatures of the night unravel mystery
necromance her back to life so shes here with me

graveyard

theres a pain inside my chest
only a bullet can fix
theres some thoughts inside my brain
i need some help i need one wish

i wanna see u sad
i wanna see u cry
i can tell u are a lying whore
i see it in ur eyes
why r you looking at me like ur so fucking terrified
i dont wanna hear those words no more
ill tell you all goodnight
i cant look past the words u said
yeah theyre all trapped up in my head
i cannot trust u anymore
ur sucha stupid fucking whore

(hook)

and just like that i ruined everything

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/4kfBB4oJd804Wk6tnBKLl0?si=x8Hdo7q6TB-o5afeFhhejA

prod me

its all ur fault
ill cut my wrists and go to sleep
will you call me
ur everything im on my knees
satisfied i look up in ur eyes
terrified
y r u so terrified

bloodstained sundress
u ruined everything
cuts all on ur neck
i hate this feeling
x2

nothing matters at all when ur not around
ill paint my clothes in blood
i guess it was never enough
i cared i always cared i hope u see right thru my bluff

(hook)

valentine

dying in the same town i was born in
that's why i'm so fucking boring
never looking forward to the morning
waiting for the angel's calling
somewhere along the way i lost my soul
never knew anyone could be so cold
can't free myself from this stranglehold
a friendly face is worth more than gold

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)

nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with me?
nothing to do, nothing to say
i've nowhere to go, so i stand in the rain
nothing to love, nothing to be
what the fuck is wrong with...

take me away from here
one of these days imma fucking disappear
make me shed another tear
i'm face to face with what i've always feared 
(always feared)
dying in the same town i was born in

dying in the same town i was born in

Mist

(Bonus Volume #​‎2.5)「I Met You Last Night」@weejk

https://open.spotify.com/track/7B5CYfz6s1J0kQxBTlSSe7?si=64576d37a4044aff

produced by me i made the beat (& miku part)

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

girl u fake it all
cant take it no
all that shit u said
cant face it no
now im all alone
crying in my home
all the memories
they fading no

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x2)

(miku:)

i fell in ur arms,
all u want is my heart...
u can't come near it,
who knows what wud happen ?
u say u luv me,
do u rly mean it ?
1 day u'll leave me,
crying, broken, speechless...

(wujek:)

fell outta place
then i fell in luv
send another pic cant get enough
girl i need more i need ur touch
why is luv always so tuff

(x3)

desmi

y is luv alwayz so tuff *ft. wujek & miku*

i forgot to post this, dont use soundcloud that much anymore...

benice2me (bladee)

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

hot n cold

@deadcouple

and i wont lie it's pissing me off
that u wont respond to my text
and yeah i cried
yeah so what
sorry that i actually cared
all ur little friends spread gossip about us
and i wont pretend
that it was gonna eventually end
we promised we would be forever
we said thatd wed hold hands under the stars
i guess it meant nothing
when u said forever
cause a month later.
u decided to jump off
I THOUGHT YOU SAID WED DO THAT SHIT TOGETHER
I GUESS IT MEANT NOTHING WHEN U SAID FOREVER
HOLDING OUR HANDS AS WERE FALLING OFF
OF THE ROOF OF THE SCHOOL
AND WE'LL LAND IN THE POOL
AND DROWN

yai - school swim team is gonna have to scrape our bodies from the bottom the of the pool demo

h4rtbrkr - im sorry for messing things up with you i still think youre pretty

The Perfect Girl

spotify: open.spotify.com/artist/2Ue601Op6mLGMwrQYjAOSW
instagram: instagram.com/niteboi6

who cares

I'm God - Clams Casino

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

why is my life harder because im autistic

h2rtbrkr