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odihu - lately ive been thinking about suicide w/ bloodsekai

moon is glaring
and my retinas are burning
just from staring

steal my heart
thats what i want
i just wanna talk
just for fun

people are staring
and im never ever caring

gonna kill myself 
i'll throw myself off the top of a building
and i'll go to hell 
well i hope not cause im a christian

i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour
i wish i was ryan gilmour

i'll never be as good as ditch effort and i know that
but i wish i could come closer
show you im better than isaac
cause he fucking sucks

the princess

blehh (@blehh2) reupload from his alt account

Lyrics:
I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm so suprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might be mad at moi
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

I get up out of bed
And I suddenly go online
Do a Discord on Twitter
Or do a browser and tonight

I check the bottom right
And it's already midnight
Another day has passed
Feelin' I wasted my life

I try to talk to girls
All I get is short replies
Maybe it's 'cause I talk about this shit
That no one fucking likes

I'm not like other guys
I'm just scared to go as hard
I'm surprised to have text a woman
In my 20 years of life

You might think that I lie
But I promise you're not right
I'm everything I know you want
I'm just a nice guy

im just a nice guy

i just need to vent

Lyrics:
[Chorus:]
(Loser64)
I'm sick of lying awake
I'm sick of lying awake at night just
thinking about you
I don't know what to do
I'm sick of falling in love
I'm sick of falling in love 'cause I know that
I'm not what you want
I can't believe I thought I could be

[Verse:]
(blehh)
I'm always overthinking every word I say to you
No matter what comes out my mouth, it's pushing me away from you
And I cant take this anymore (you know you're all I need)
Dealing with me is such a chore (and I hate to see you leave)

[Bridge:]
(blehh)
I never understood how, I was supposed to make you feel
I had another dream where you took my hand, it felt so real
its too late now to get up, I'm sleeping in another day
I hope I never wake up, I hope that I just fade away
(Loser64)
Just snap me out of this
I've never felt so bad
You're not the one for me
but you're the closest that I've had

can't believe (ft. blehh)

my mom says that youre not real
but my friends believe in us
u can be 2d but you are the one i love
loneliness i am so lonely oh god help me
find me a girl who is cute 2d
im a stupid russian guy oh god choose me
choose me or ill end my fucking life


choose me

old song i never finished
s/o @retardead69 for writing the verse


chorus:
cut cut cut cut slit slit slit
i hope you die, ur full of shit
you fu- fu- fucking bitch bitch bitch
just die die die die end it quick
cause i i i don't wanna see you
breathing the same air as me
a waste of space and everything
i just wanna watch you bleed

verse:
yk ur really fucking annoying 
and i think you should shut up 
you never stop shit-talking 
and i hate you so damn much
its makes me so damn angry 
when you're acting like a bitch 
so grab a razor blade
and cut deep down into your wrists


dark black hair, you got me where u want me to be
your green eyes in the night remind me of the evergreens
i'd see back home, oh how i'd love to take you there 
It's all i know, and with you by my side nothing compares

a step outside the city

blehh - i love you(cover)

hey there kaylynn
lets just try one more time
i swear im patient
dont keep me waiting

youre so pretty
i wish you knew how i felt
i know you dont even really like me
cant say id say youd stay its unlikely
well i know you do he seems so unsightly
well i love you just know i'll keep fighting
your boyfriends a fucking prick 
you need to be with me and snap out of it

hey there kaylynn
lets just try one more time
i swear im patient
dont keep me waiting x2

kaylynn (demo)

think you're so pretty but inside youre just meat
I'll cut you up nicely and hang you by your feet
and make you go on dates where you say you love me
cause im lonely and I need you

stalking you nightly
your body enticed me
thank god youre so perfect
i know that youre worth it
i watch you so closely 
i want you to hold me
cause im lonely and i need you

i need you

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

if i run around for you
i wont bitch i'll change my tune
i dont know if it is true
i dont know if i know you

all those times in the fall when i
would hear your lies and start to cry
the tears would run down down my eyes
i prayed id died but im still alive

and i hate your friends
and i hate those bands
and i hate those things you do with them
and i hate the way that you could lie
straight to my face and in my eyes
as if i am slow or i am dumb
the way you hurt me made me numb
and now i will show that i am done
i know for sure youre not the one for me

i'll never forget how it felt to be
dropping my phone on the hardwood floor
my heart split and tore and the details galore

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

get over it

the smell of cigarettes is still escaping off your breath
and i know that tonight youre gonna ditch me for your friends
if im sitting on the couch or if im laying in my bed
i know i can never count on you to send a text
following im following you everywhere you went
i dont think i know what you do with them
everyday im anxious and my hair falls out from stress
i dont really know if i'll ever get rest

ahh ahh ahhhh

some bullshit i made last night whil;e i was sick

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Hai :3

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