garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

Pop-Phlodge x Chadpilled

Lyrics:
It's been a bummer for a while
I hardly ever smile
why does living feel so vile
cold heart like a reptile
and I got this dry ass phone
no text, no one, no hoes
wish I'd crash out on the road
and rot and die alone

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

you keep blowing up my phone
with pics of you giving dome
so I'll take the benz out to the road
crash into the lake
and drown there cold
as the water feels my lungs
I'll feel the bliss of a 1000 suns
just how the schizos speak in tongues
cause ill know my shitty life is done

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

I'm killing myself tonight I'll be dead by morning
and all of this fucking time I was shouting out warnings
I was crying for help from you guys and you fucking ignored me
so I'm killing myself tonight that's the end of the story

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

if birds were real cover shoutout to this guy, his music is rlly cool
https://soundcloud.com/ifbirdswerereal

lyrics:
i think i'd rather die
than have to put up with you
i see your stupid fucking face
in everything that i do
so if you wanna die
i want you to too
i hope you take your fucking life
cause it's the least you could do

and when you fucking die
yeah i'll be laughin at you
that's what you get for all the
stupid shit you put me through
and at your funeral
i'll have them play this song too
and make sure every fucking soul
knows it's about you

id rather kms (cover)

Made by @loser64
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwRFUgELj5g_na3ZMQKbtaQ

Another Friday night
On the clock again 
Who the hell gets Wendy’s at 1 AM?
You’re all out with your friends 
and you’re having fun
I’m serving up slop ‘till the night is done

I take it day by day
But it’s passing me by
I know I could’ve been more
I know I’m wasting my time
This all sucks, (I’m) out of luck
And when I reach the end
Go home, sleep it off
Then I do it again
(shit)

E-CEL Motel: Wagiecore

Night Shift Wagiecore

if God doesn't smite you, i will

@not-the-proper-attire
>Lyrics:
[Loser64:]
Am I creepy?
Is there something that I’m not seeing
‘cause everyone acts like it’s easy
I just wish you were happy to see me
Can you see me?
Let me just say
I don’t need all that much to be okay
And I’m hoping it works out one day
But I know that it’s not going my way
Going my way cause I-

I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

[NTPA:]
Am I wrong
Or do you simply refuse to play along
I’ve done all I can
I’ve followed the plan 
But I keep messing up again and again
Do you care 
Or do you believe I was just a waste of your air
Thought I did what you want
Thought we had lots of fun
But I guess all of that is done and I-

[Loser64]
I can't get what I want
I’m worn out and my mind is shot
I’ll give up, I’ll give in 
try again and again
I’m just sick of it all and I wish it would end and I-
I can’t get what I need
‘Cause you’re so damn hard to please
I would pour out my heart
But you won’t play your part
I’m just holding my breath for a movie that’s not gonna start

You’ve got it better than I’ll ever have
I don’t expect you to understand
There’s nothing left and it makes me sad
I always feel like such a
And it just kills me
Every time I look at you
I know it's stupid
I know there’s nothing I can do

I can't get what I want [ft. NTPA]

@loser64
https://open.spotify.com/track/3LvE6Bfiy1ZkWmjqUmRwbU?si=397d678139e4489d

lyrics:
i can't get used to this
i-i'm lacking confidence
i-i'm too retarded
to understand 
what you mean 
so many questions, i have
so little answers, you give
i wanna punch you in the face
until you fucking bleed

@loser64:
you never get me
And I don't think that you could
I said I'm sorry
I wish you'd shut up for good
And I can't take this
Nothing makes sense
It's not just you 
I think somethings wrong with me too

i have a bomb strapped to my chest and it's ready to EXPLODE! (feat. Loser64)

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dead By 30 - HDMI

whatshouldinamethissong?m4a

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

h2rtbrkr