I'm out on the ground 
I'm not making a sound
and I'm hoping for something to turn me around
And I don't quite know why 
but I'm too scared to try
If this doesn't get better I guess I'll just die

I don't know what went wrong
Feels like I've been here for so long

I fell too far behind
wasted too much time
I guess it's over
I tripped and fell way down
crashed into the ground
I guess it's over

I wake up alone
and I pick up the phone
but there's nobody there yeah there's nobody home
So I stare at the wall
and I wait for her call
but I know it's not coming, she don't care at all

I wish that I knew why
Wish I knew life would pass me by

I fell too far behind
wasted too much time
I guess it's over
I tripped and fell way down
crashed into the ground
I guess it's over

I Guess It's Over

i'll say when its over

everybody knows its the same old story
everybody knows that you never get caught
caught up in your lies gotta get your story
straight to the point so you'll never get caught

deception is your best friend
so get some sorry soul to play the mind games you wrought
obsession is my best friends
so i'll tell stories straight to my friends bout how we're in love

same old story

suicide (snippet)



so infiltrate my astral plane
help me make my mind erase
all the memories of what we had
i wish it didn’t turn out so bad 

you told me to text you when it snows
but deep down im sure of where i will go
you know that there’s no love 
theres no care and theres no trust
just know im doing this for passion 
not for lust

when you call me i wont reply 
i wont stick around to say goodbyes 
throw my phone into the creek
its not my fault she is haunting me

isekai x ?
 wanna change my life
isekai x ?
wanna run away and hide 

isekai

GIRLS GTFO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

made at 4:30 am , me freestyling about my friends out of key tired as hell who carezzz :p

h4rtbrkrs hitclub anthem

youre the most beautiful girl
ive ever seen in my life
if i could rip my eyes from my head
and give them to you tonight
you know i would

youre so beautiful its crazy
i dont think i could explain the
way you get my heart racing
youre so beautiful its crazy

youre so cute you make my day
youre so cute blow me away
youre so cute when i see your face
i cant help but melt into a

puddle of a mess of jake
cause you made a big mistake
cause you said that youre ugly
when i know youre perfect baby

trinity you are so cute
make me wanna bust a move
oh yeah go jake go jake yeah
go trin yeah go trin yeah

pretty red hair
and the green eyes too
they make me sweat when i look at you
perfect lips and perfect nose
im only 19 but i would propose to you
and you know i would

youre so beautiful its crazy
i dont think i could explain the
way you get my heart racing
youre so beautiful its crazy

you know i would

im sorry i wasnt paying attention
youve always been out of my vision
loser youve always been a loser
high school loser girl drinks and games
say hey say hi say how are u
i cant do anything but think about u
all i do is think
thinking about you

youve always been a loser

https://open.spotify.com/album/4dt5nK6vhTQ149N72ItjSC?si=gISBhWemScqt4_XNnjoxOg

lyrics:
i begged for u to stay
you couldn't take it
you left me anyway
im going apeshit
you wont accept my calls
or countless friend requests 
im giving it my all
just for u to be my ex

im giving it my all 
just for u to be my ex
i know that u don't like it 
when i send a double text
or when i try and tell you bout
how much u mean to me
oh how much u mean to me
oh you make me wanna scream

yeah ur pictures on my wall
cause i love you
i havent took em down just incase you love me too
but even if you tell me no
im not sure u can trust urself 
so ill keep on asking the same thing
until u tell me yeah

and i won't change 
for worse or better
i'll stay this way
and i wont let ya
go today or maybe ever
im never giving up
not until we're together

You're The Only One I Need

ready or not

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

same old story

h2rtbrkr