Entomology; the study of insects // i regret it alot the way i was and how i handled it

TAKING TREN AFTER SCHOOL

IM NOT ANGRY JUST TELL THE TRUTH

are you upset
just tell me how u feel 
ive been unkempt
but maybe i should pick up cigarettes
cus lately ive been feeling so upset

whats the problem lately?
am i the one youre hating?
my mind it keeps on racing
its fine i think im crazy

i'll knock on every damn door in marina del ray
till i find the right one and i can finally say
that i hate you
i hate you

i know im going crazy

u could be my girlfriend
if u wanted to
we can be happy together
but it’s up to you

you could’ve been my lover
you could’ve been my wife
instead you stabbed me
in the back of my heart with a knife

i still have ur picture
it reminds me of you
i feel so hopeless and
i really don’t know what to do

want to sleep forever
stick my head in the ground
because life is not worth living
without you around

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but I am still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz I see you when I close my eyes
and now ur gone cuz I’ve told one too many lies

u could be my girlfriend
if u wanted to
i think of what i’d change

if i knew it meant losing you
all the memories had
over many years
then you said those final words
that I always feared

when I see you with him
it makes me want to die
im still in love with u
and I just don’t know why

so I guess I’ll be here
In my room all alone
hoping one day I see
a message from you on my phone

try to forget but it’s so hard for me to do
i don’t know why but I’m still in love with you
i cannot sleep cuz I see you when I close my eyes
and now you’re gone cuzI’ve told one too many lies

missing you

I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth?
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help
Can you hear my cry for help
I'm so frustrated
I'm always complaining to you, to you
I'm all washed out
I'm down on the ground, what can I do?
I'm really trying but I feel like dying
Don't you? Don't you?
That's the way it goes
You dig yourself in a hole, ain't it the truth? 
I hate myself
Can you hear my cry for help?
Can you hear my cry for help?x3

(2016)

cry for help

(Kanashi1)
It’s all in my head
nothing is real 
She’s got white hair and
My black heart is real 
And I cry I cry about it 
While she’s in my head she’s haunting 
 
Don’t notice me 
What do I do 
To get the key to your heart 
I want to be with you 
All I dream about is to have me be a part of you

(h4rtclinic)
white hair shes so pretty
why shes looking at me
why cant you see
you dont notice me
mayb ill take the key the key to your heart
youll be a part of me n ill be a part of u
but she dont need me
but i need her

white hair (ft. Kanashi1)

isuzu sento
this is another song about you
cuz  youre stuck in my brain
cuz youre so cute

i left school just for you
i lleft my bro just for you
im so suck if your question is abt love

ive got 23 girls (2d)

I Can Fix Him Gezebelle Garburgably Cover

medusa

It is over.wav

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

TAKING TREN AFTER SCHOOL

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