i found this pic on pinterest literally an hour ago lmao

what would u know abt being retarded
i throw my brain straight into the garbage
because im sofucking bad at social interactions
because i have such a strong passion for star wars
and also ww2 and ancestry and history 
and all these other things that normal people dont obsess over
i guess its just over
i guess its just over

im a fucking retarded loser i have no friends
i spend everyday inside on my computer i wanna die
the only girl that gave me valentines every year was my mom
i got bullied viciously i live in misery

oh my god i hate my fucking life dude

im anxious as fuck and im depressed as fuck and im suicidal
and i have been for a while
but its hard to wake up every morning and pretend its alright
but at least i have my favorite video game fortnite

why is my life harder because im autistic

youre so nice i dont know why you would ever talk to me
im nothing special im a loser and im fucking ugly
shes so pretty shes the girl that i- girl of my dreams
but no matter how hard i try she'll never notice me

im writing songs in my room
im writing songs about you
cus i dont know what to do
i want this one to come true

so lets make this one a two
i never wanna be through
i could never tell the truth
i think im in love with you

youre so pretty and ive seen all of star trek the original series

you wanna call me? i ask you often
i make some noise but i never end up talking
i dont know how to make it better
and im sinking further everyday 
cause im so full of condemnation
of all my thoughts, all my actions, everything i do
so on the day when you end up leaving
ill blame a lot of things but i wont blame you

no i wont blame you
i wont blame you
i wont blame you 
no i wont blame you
i wont blame you

won't blame you

and californias so warm
and michigan is so cold
and californias so warm
and michigan is so cold
and i wish it was snowing
where are you going

that song got stuck in my head and so i sung it till i couldnt anymore, where are you going

i wanna ask what youre gonna do after you turn 20
if im being honest its not that big of a deal to me
i wonder if we’ll still be together after we turn 20 i wanna know
and i dont think we’ll be together
will i ever be with u
my head spins when im with u
tell me how many mistakes youve made and then ill tell you mine
to feel like im just garbage

i wanna ask what youre gonna do after you turn 20

SODA DRINKER PRO

prod lovecupid

i watch you run
do i look like saint to you 
your skin is pretty i just want to touch it
ouuuuuuu
i think girl im in love she in the church screaming top of her lungs
dear god pray for her for the sins she committed
but ig i did it 2x
i think i did it agin 2x
 i think i killed her agin2x
why is she here agin?
i think i scared her agin
i think im scared of her 2x 
i dont want to go home
i think im in love but i got no hope
i think i did it agin 4x

I'm not as much of a saint as you thought i was


Please dear fucking God
What did I ever do
When handed options it's hard
I'll kill myself because of you

And when we're sitting in the sun
Will you tell me why
All of the things you've said and done
Is it true you want to die
And I know she likes me
But she would kick me down
If she knew the guy I could be
I continue to sink and I drown

You're the love of my dreams
But I know the truth
That's something I could never be
For someone just as cool as you
And now I'm sitting here alone
Beneath an old oak tree
Staring down at my phone
I just wish you could hold me


you wont even hold me

headspace

Prolly my last cover for a bit, don't want to only do covers lol

Fly me to the moon by Frank Sinatra and Count Basie

fly me to the moon (Sinatra cover)

idc what u say

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

that song got stuck in my head and so i sung it till i couldnt anymore, where are you going

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