prod me ofc
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna lie
i dont wanna lie
you be on my mind 2x
you be on my mind
you be on my mind hoe
we have no time no more
what is my resolve
in your heart away from dark everythings seems 
so dark
if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
yea yea

if i told you 
i wanna die alone
would you be scared
if my soul would just disspaer 
would you still love me my dear
so hold me close my dear
i just told you dont have no fears
dont lie dont lie to me
i just want you my dear
i dont wanna talk to anyone else girl
i think im in love 
your from outer space im from normal world
your everything wanted so lets go a cross the world 2x
before i meant you i was all alone

if only i was real

https://open.spotify.com/track/5Cy5eaxqudU2RKaOK5BHzk?si=d8be1a56f6394410

stop now
rebuke
leave me alone
i know
you're right
but i do it alone

its hard for you
you wish that anything would change
remember you
repent now
you taught me how to throw myself away
where'd you go
where are you

sappy sins I've lost you

i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
but i never know how to really change that
i'm too clingy
i'm too attached
and i don't really know how to fucking change that

damn i already fucked it up
n i think ur losing love
all my friends say i need to chill
to chill
but i can't help these anxious thoughts
that happen in my brain
n i just really think i need to kill
myself

i just need to vent

basically the past month of my life as a song

take my life and rewind
it haunts me every time 
cus everybody knows
that i wanna fucking die
put ur arms around my body
and tell me that u love me
cus u dont want me to die
uve seen the cuts all on my body
.
take medicine to help me with my sickness
but nothin ever works thats why i gotta slit my wrists up
and ill take hallucinogenics
so my days just go by quicker
but i end up needin more cus im jus gettin even sicker

my life demo

welcome to project suicide
the place to come if you wanna die
guns and cyanide you decide
we've got anything you wanna try

a permanent solution all your problems are fixed
tired of your life? you can put it to rest
i've got nobody so i won't be missed
put a gun to my head then my soul is dismissed

suicide it works every time
let's all - let's all end our lives!!!

it's time for me to die today
i've finally accepted my fate
i took so long so i'll be late
to see everyone at the heaven gates

there's no more stress for me
i can finally rest in peace
i'll blow off my face
this is my last day

project suicide

dark black hair, you got me where u want me to be
your green eyes in the night remind me of the evergreens
i'd see back home, oh how i'd love to take you there 
It's all i know, and with you by my side nothing compares

a step outside the city

you make me blush for real
stupid jerk* i love you for real
i have to go meow
i hope you know how
to reach me if you ever need a
i love you with all of my heart
i love you with all of mine
i would heart your message but his name is in vain
im sorry to say sorry im so far from saint

will i die before i know your touch
will i get to kiss you like oh so much
well i have some issues that i wont blow up
but at the end of the day well i hope its still us

its still us

the love i lost(cover)

im almost certain i played the bass part one note off but whatever

drug approved (2023)

to spend one night with you

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

if i run around for you
i wont bitch i'll change my tune
i dont know if it is true
i dont know if i know you

all those times in the fall when i
would hear your lies and start to cry
the tears would run down down my eyes
i prayed id died but im still alive

and i hate your friends
and i hate those bands
and i hate those things you do with them
and i hate the way that you could lie
straight to my face and in my eyes
as if i am slow or i am dumb
the way you hurt me made me numb
and now i will show that i am done
i know for sure youre not the one for me

i'll never forget how it felt to be
dropping my phone on the hardwood floor
my heart split and tore and the details galore

guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
guess i'll get get get get over it
im over it and over it is you

get over it

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

to spend one night with you

h2rtbrkr