hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

"lets send some money there"
"how about we bomb them"
i like seeing despair
amongst our americans!
lets make a car guy in charge
then argue then drop him
put innocent behind bars
with a felon president!!

fuck u and ur politics it doesnt really matter
we all suffer, depression, this world wont make it better
fuck u and ur politics

hating gays 
hitting vapes
pastor rape
desacrate
schools today
get shot hey!
thats the american way
shooting schools
football rules
"i hate you" 
"love you too"
scooby doo!
“trump is cool!”
thats what americans do

fuck you and your politics (american way)

https://soundcloud.com/anotherfakecel

idk what to do with my life
im sure ill die before i turn 29
i waste i waste 
all of my time
i just i just
 wanna stay online

cuz i dont see the point in going outside
id rather die than get a 9 to 5 
i remember it like it was yesterday
and im still in so much fucking pain
fucked over from my highschool days
stuck like this dont think ill change my ways

(deo mar)
every day I get more and more insane
I'm in my bed and I'm slowly decaying
always thinking of shooting my own brains
cause that's the only way to end the pain

I don't wanna go out 
I just wanna zone out
playing with my online friends 
but they all went out
yeah they're all gone now
I'm all alone now
I'm all alone now



never going outside again (ft. deo mar)

hi clara bow i know that you 
dont really care if we dont get along
i dont know

i think i want u right now
could you tell me about
all of your friends
and how they hang out

would you know if you saw them
give you everything you wanted
tell me if you want him
when you lie it makes me nauseous

oh caribou, do you know that i care for you
i dont know if you care at all
oh my life is terrible
i cant bare it all

well i tapped you on the shoulder 
and said do you have a beau
well i dont know 

she has many disorders
and she keeps her feelings quartered
she said freeze stop stall and loiter
shes a freak but i would join her
i would join her

clara bow

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たけしの札幌の長い冬

Call My Phone


heelflip cover again..

I can see you got a lot on your mind
But you're still in my brain
18 years was long enough
To be going on this way
When I taped my windows shut
I knew I'd gone insane
But I let things get so bad
It all made so much sense to me
You made things so bad too
Should I express it all for you?
19 years passed by quick
There's alot inside my brain
This might've been long enough
It hurts to go on this way
When I taped my windows shut
could you tell I was insane?
You let things get so bad
That makes so much sense to me
Cuz you made it so easy to
Express it all for you
20 years have passed in a flash
Do you even remember?
The little boy I used to be
Mom do you remember me?
When I taped my windows shut
It wasn't much to me
Things hurt so bad all the time
And that makes so much sense to me
It's gonna be so easy to
Express it all for you

express it all for you (raw acoustic cover)

https://open.spotify.com/album/4XIxvp8SB7lXzl8KWDuCec?si=u786T1vaSdy4CywIYlboww

lyrics:
long walks in the park
initials we'd carve
into trees or anything that we'd see
our hands interlocked
just like our hearts
now you're gone
but you're here in my dreams
girl i

i miss you more than anything
i haven't slept a day in weeks
a word from you is all i need
to get me back up on my feet

i miss you more when autumn comes

lyrics:

(ms. double R diner what would you do to bring about world peace?)

i don't care about the words you say
i know they're all worthless anyway
(hey hey)
you don't tell the truth any day
you wanna lie that's okay

and i moved from my parents house
and i cried cause i dont know how
to run my life without any help
i cant escape the constant hell
you always end up telling on yourself
one white lie brings the whole place down
i cant afford to make mistakes now
i cant escape the pain just make out

i don't care about the words you say
i know they're all worthless anyway
(hey hey)
you don't tell the truth any day
you wanna lie that's okay

( i was wondering if i might trouble you for a cup of strong black coffee and in the process engage you with an anecdote of no small amusement, you dont have to shout i can hear you )

wrldpeace222

moeka

My blood is leaking(demo)

keel her cover

summer fucking lonely night
red ribbon big car light x4

fuck me in the backseat
im so bored of dudes who cheat x2

riot grrlllllll

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

wrldpeace222

h2rtbrkr