favorite h4rtbrkr demos (and throwaways ig??)

my wht boi

h4rtbrkr

'coustic 'ncelcore

i’ll run away, away with u
when we’re together we’re like glue

i’ll take the pain away from u
if ur hurt then im hurt too

i’ll waste away, away with u
if ur dead then im dead too

i’ll sit and decay away from u
cuz if im dead then ur dead too

addison

:)

lyrics:
i dont know if i like you
but we can stick together 
for so long

why dont you like me
said we could be forever
well so long

going back and fourth in my mind
wasted my turn but i wont this time

cause we could be so cool together
just dont make me wait forever

i took my time and now i know
this time i wont spend it alone

cause i cant stand to see you with him
i'll get you back and then i'll win

together forever

garbage throwaway

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

i cant take another fucking day looking at this imageboard of a girl on r9k
i swear its a new girl everyday but i'll orbit her the same baby wont you look my way

r9k everyday i swear the sites rotting my brain
all the time everyday i think im gonna end it my way

when its time to go home
i'll see you there on my phone
i'll see you again

/r9k/ (unreleased demo)

winter suicide (acoustic demo)

trash

lyrics:

(h4rtbrkr)
im feeling right tonight
i wanna see your face tonight

but you never ever cared
but you never ever cared

i see you with that guy
i hit my head and i want you girl

but you never ever cared
but you never never cared

(dethtech)
alone in my room
still hung up on you
im lost in my head
in everything i shouldve said

im just a ghost in your love story
all i want is for you to adore me
In the end theirs no surprise 
im too old for all the lies

six feet underground 
can you look at me now
already forgot my face
i'll never forget yours

lovestory ft dethtech

i don't wanna be me anymore

i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

schools out for summer so i can finally work on music again, expect more the rest of the year. (this song is beyond mid)

lyrics:
lights off lets go
you're in my head now
truly in my life
it feels so hard to let go

truly (i need)
you (to see)

so just hold on to me
i know its been a while but you mean the world to me
(you mean the world to me)

lights off lets go
youre in my head now
truly in my life it feels so hard to let go

(will girls ever like us)

my life (sucks)

creepiest loser of all time

youre not who you were when we met at 16

my heart is made of flowers

without you what does my life amount to
(hand in hand is the only way to land)
glass on the pavement under my shoe

i wish you understood how much that meant to me

this is what falling in love feels like in my head if it were music

she started showing him all of my poems right?
and the next thing i know shes just showing everyone my poems.
and its really humiliating you know?

yeah.. thats awful.

this whole thing just made me feel really insecure about girls

nick i would never show your poems to anyone..

the feeling of falling in love (in the form of music)

Lyrics:
h4rtbrkr:

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me

I searched high and low
Every single day its high and low
I never had the guts to say hi hello
I never needed you I’ll just die alone
just die alone 

And then I’ll cry alone
you never loved me and that’s fine although
Cause I never loved you
that’s a lie I know 
Cause I’m so suicidal 
suicidal

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
you don’t wanna be with a guy like me

Fried By Fluoride:

How do you love when nobody loves you
Its killing me I’m completely consumed
Life’s fucking boring
I’m staring out the window
I’d do something but id probably feel like shit though 

Cause oh no
i know
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me
Me, with a guy like me
You don’t wanna be with a guy like me



Pls follow h4rtbrkr

https://open.spotify.com/track/2Bm5Lbm7Lc5tYzhhocLbCG?si=NuSSvhcORAO4IuosE9F5PQ&pi=u-hl8NXq_pRxOF


Pls follow Fried By Fluoride 

https://open.spotify.com/artist/0qwt0uuav6sDn54MRKrL1u?si=ECc5GjfQR7arWHjBQP5dIg

H4rtbrkr, Fried By Fluoride-Guy Like Me

i'll rub your feet mother

and californias so warm
and michigan is so cold
and californias so warm
and michigan is so cold
and i wish it was snowing
where are you going

that song got stuck in my head and so i sung it till i couldnt anymore, where are you going

Probably deleting this soon...

Mixed by: @lofeetunes
prod by: @planteee

spotify!

Midnight Thoughts  ft.Ollie MN(prod. planteee.)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

Some boring, Love Stories

Spotify

i can't sleep (Prod. Sarcastic Sounds)

listen close to my words

produced by Ocean Beats
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpipAjo9fIhDMXOoo0Mm86Q

Listen on Spotify!

@rxseboy - i'm a ghost but it hurts (prod. ocean)

Eyes look big cause youre so tiny
Head looks like the worlds inside it
You like fun and being happy
Thats so cool id love to try it
Youve got videos to show me
Some of them are kinda funny
now youre scared of dogs and backflips
destiny will soon join that list

hey there computer kid just 12 years old
you really like your games and funny internet videos
hey there computer kid just 12 years old
youll be just like me someday your life will be so cold

hey mini me please listen to me, but dont look
you dont wanna see what youve become
i wanna reach out back through time give you an awkward hug
sorry but youre still so fucking dumb
me and you against the world kid btw we lost
yeah we lost pretty bad
the others saw it coming but our eyes were always crossed
too desperate to stop being so sad
please just go outside now, please just make some friends
stop sitting home and making plans they dont work in the end

hey there computer kid just 12 years old
you really like your games and funny internet videos
hey there computer kid just 12 years old
youll be just like me someday your life will be so cold

life didnt turn out how you thought it would
computer kid became computer adult
im sorry and so are you we wasted our time
i love you and i hate me i guess thats fine
and i guess it makes sense that i find it so hard to accept myself
when i spent all my life so sure that i would be somebody else
And even though the future shrinks i still stay sentimental
cause im pretty much still 12 years old just minus the potential

hey there computer kid just 12 years old
you really like your games and funny internet videos
hey there computer kid just 12 years old
youll be just like me someday your life will be so cold

Computer Kid

demos & throwaways (main is @h4rtbrkr)

i delete stuff alot and then spam upload and then reupload said deleted stuff

youre not who you were when we met at 16

h2rtbrkr