The lyrics is giving me silent hill vibes 😮‍💨

"not settlement auspicious handling propitious to the outcome 
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome 
congratulations you can handle it like everyone" HELLO?? The BARS across the street, but u brought it HEREEEEE🔥🔥🔥

ayo what the DIDDYBLUDD did he just say 👀👀👀👀👀 six seeeevveeeeennnnn 🤣🤣🤣🤣 have you ever played blox fruits with your life on the line

Debut album 'for a kiss' out everywhere February 7th @ https://for-a-kiss.com

Official MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCQdhOKSgGI

produced by me

lyrics:
i want to feel again
i need your touch
one day can we meet again?
i'll dream for us
it's okay you can breathe again
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i cried 'til my tears were gone
i hope you can't see me blush
i forgot how to sleep alone
your beauty would keep me up
i need you to breathe again
so be my lungs
so be my lungs
so be my lungs

don't want to feel it
keep on my bleeding
i could always tell that you'd be leaving
every lie you told me i believed it
don't make promises if you don't want to keep them

so what?

♫⋆｡♪

i'll be your lungs

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

this way ain't the right way to speak from the heart
all the time and the energy you could keep for yourself
all the time that you're always 
trying to watch out what you say around me
keep your heart on solid grounding
keep it on-
aye, honest mistakes based off of bad decisions (based off bad decisions)
yeah, no wonder it takes a while to know
under the presence they feel about me
a thousand thoughts racing at me
i found out my thoughts are clouded
they're all trying to take me down
my feet and my arms are bound
weights on my feet sink me down
lost faith, that's a lost cause
and you got a lot of scars
that you cannot heal away
regrets and mistakes you made
still present in your life today
slowly draining your life away

my past is darker and deeper than places every known
don't take that part of me out of me
where you can see it ooo hoo
even though my present and my future keep a hold of me
it takes a while to know yourself
i know my heart's got missing puzzle pieces
hoping you can fill the gaps
gaps in my maze-like memory making it hard to think
i can't breathe when they're around me

puzzle box heart (prod.digipak & heroine)

diegointhedark - quit life =))

six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about what they could want
dragging my name through the dirt wasn't enough

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

darkness in my heart i can't abide by
watching from darkness sitting on the sidelines
these walls are all alive thinking like a hive mind
consuming all of me yes i know
if i'm a lost cause then i won't go
was it the right call i'll never know
and was it easier than just letting go
if it's a world away i will not go
not settlement
auspicious handling
propitious to the outcome
consolidate the feelings in your past 'til they're welcome
congratulations you can handle it like everyone
but do you really think that you're done
six seven eight missed calls hanging in my phone
and i'm paralyzed thinking about every single one
pulling myself through the hole like it was made for me

i see monsters in the walls and the side of my bed
meet them in the eyes whenever i'm laying my head
paralyzed with fear knowing that i'm not enough
scary monsters hiding inside of the walls
in the mouth of a home that could swallow me whole
fitting my leg through the hole like it was made for me
and if you didn't see it you wouldn't believe it happened
in the belly of the beast anything could happen
it's the worst case scenario if you're afraid of what you're meant to be

afraid of monsters (prod.heroz)

diegointhedark - Yyyyyyyyyy

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

karma (violet)

back to regular emoplugg next week with @6vesta
@maykendal -> https://soundcloud.com/maykendal/catch-up

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you wanna fly in and stay
i think you know whatd id say
i see the lies on your face
know i can tell just from the look in your eyes

frozen in place
i throw my time its awway
i dont know if i could change
if i commit then would you tell me youd try

know my name its when i step
its time you spoke with some respect
500k its on my neck
if i could jump then would you tell me id fly

i just jumped out of the spec
got some swag youll never check
got some fits youll never get
if you met god then would you know that you died



i can see it all in your eyes (maykendal [catch up])

PROD @MENTAL

I DONT WANNA DIE CAN YOU HEAR ME CRY
THOUGHTS OF YOU AND HIM KEEP ME UP AT NIGHT
AND I THINK ITS MY FAULT I CANT DO IT RIGHT
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME I WANNA HEAR IT TWICE
CLOSE MY EYES ALL I SEE IS YOU
IF THIS LOVE IS TRUE IT MUST BE A FLUKE
MAKE ME INDIGO BABY TURN ME BLUE
PURPLE ON MY JEANS YOU WONT SEE THE TRUTH
FEEL YOU IN MY SOUL
I MIGHT FALL DOWN
THIS DONT FEEL RIGHT
I SEE YOU AROUND
AND ITS ALL THATS ON MY MIND
HELP ME FEEL ALRIGHT

IF I STAY AND IF I WAIT WILL YOU LOVE ME 
IF I PRAY AND RECIPROCATE WHEN YOU TOUCH ME
IF I CHANGE IN ANY WAY THAT YOU WANTED
IF I CAVE CAN I BE SOMBODY YOURE FOND OF
IF YOU HURT ME ILL FORGIVE AND FORGET IT
IF YOU CURSE ME ILL REGRET MY ACCEPTANCE
TRIED TO TURN ME TO DOLL CAUSE YOURE JEALOUS
EASY SWAYING ME IM SURE ILL REGRET IT
YEAH YEAH
I KEEP THROWING UP
YEAH ITS NEVER ENOUGH YEAH
IS IT HATE OR LOVE
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
I CANT FEEL YOUR TOUCH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH
YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH

twice ft. mental

prod b9 n shotti

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

uree a side kick 
this boy straight filler 
i got vices 
she got lip filler 
these boys shooting trillers
get ur life together 
i trust no beater
she’ll fail a lie detector

do you think of me at all
bcz u live inside my head 
love notes pinned along my walls 
messages i never sent 
wishing we cld get along 
skeletons under my bed 
turn your corpse into my doll 
drown my body in your flesh

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

i dnt go outside
its not surprising 
keep on hitting my type beats 
ull never b like me
staring straight into FL 
this shit making my eyes bleed 
off the molly like excel 
getting checks jst like nike

im stalking my page 
obsessed with this img 
its so unrealistic 
delusional
keep chasing statistics 
you have no real achievements
is it just me who thinks its delusional

n she wna live a dream 
u kno i cnt come 
velvet heart, canary sheets 
n silver handguns 
dirty knots inside my jeans 
my btch a ragdoll
cry mascara tears
die inside my castle

like a bad bitch 
selfies on my IG 
fuck urr bf 
he tryna b like me
light got myy skin burning 
need to rip my flesh out 
sooo annoying
ths btch got me stressd out

selfie

Lyrics: 

I cannot answer ya, uh uh uh
Countin' green, Nvidia, uh uh uh
My heart cracked like Cydia, uh uh uh
I can't help but pity ya, uh uh uh
It's true (true)
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you
I don't wanna do anything without you

But it's temporary
Feel like Diego, yeah, my bitch look like a fairy
I be standin' ten toes down like the damn military
I ain't wanna fuck that bitch but that shit necessary
Hit it from the back, yeah, hit it 'til she tap out
I'm about a bag, yeah, if it 'bout the cash now
This shit like a layup, this shit like a cash cow
Got a lil' bitch from the Bay, yeah, she got a nice ass — wow

I cannot answer ya, uh uh uh
Countin' green, Nvidia, uh uh uh
My heart cracked like Cydia, uh uh uh
I can't help but pity ya, uh uh uh
It's true (true)
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you

And now I'm dead and gone
I just want you to burn my corpse
I ain't got no prodigy, don't gotta pass the torch
Oh, you got a problem with me? Well, of course
Nothin' you can teach me like a course
Love me or love me not, Valentine I'm yours
And all your messages I ignore
Why you with him? Yeah, your standards in the floor
I need you right here for me when I'm weak
Hold me closer, you fit me like a key
Even when my pockets were dry, you stayed with me
I'ma sing loud, I feel like I'm RiRi
All your messages I ignore
You left me dead on the floor
I'm a pretty bitch stuntin' in Dior
You a greedy bitch, always want some more

I cannot answer ya, uh uh uh
Countin' green, Nvidia, uh uh uh
My heart cracked like Cydia, uh uh uh
I can't help but pity ya, uh uh uh
It's true (true)
I cannot do anything without you
I cannot do anything without you
I don't wanna do anything without you

uhuhuh prod.serrature

PROD BY @MENTAL
ART BY @BLXTY

IS THERE EVEN ANY POINT
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA KNOW
GIRL I’M SORRY I KNOW THAT I DISAPPOINT YOU
I JUST WANNA I JUST WANNA GO 
GO AWAY I’M FEELING THIS PAIN ALL DAY
I’M POPPING WAY TOO MUCH TAGS DROPPING TOO MUCH BAGS IT’S NOT OK
MAKE ME FEEL SOME TYPE OF WAY
SHE KNOW BLX, NOT MY REAL NAME
DONT NEED CHEATS I GOT REAL AIM
GOT REAL FRIENDS GOT REAL FAME
I MIGHT HURT MYSELF IF I’M NOT CAREFUL
SHE DID ME SO BAD IT’S FINE CAUSE I GOT MENTAL 
MAKE A LIVING CRYING OVER INSTRUMENTALS 
I CAN SHARE MY HEART, BUT BABY PLEASE BE GENTLE 
IDK WHY I WOULD LIE TO YOU
IF IM REAL I’D PROBABLY DIE FOR YOU
SPEND THESE NIGHTS ALWAYS FIGHTING YOU
WHATS THE POINT TELL ME WHATS THE POINT
WHATCHA WANNA UH-
WATCHA WANNA DO
WATCHA WANNA BE
BE WITH ME
BUY YOU JIMMY CHOO BUY YOU DOUBLE C
UGH
BAE HOP UP IN MY V
HOP UP IN MY RIDE LOOK AT THE STARS
SHE SAID IM A STAR WHERE DO I EVEN START OMG

I NEED YOUR LOVE BABY
I SELF DESTRUCT LATELY
KISSES AND TOUCH MADE ME FEEL LIKE IM STUCK LATELY
THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
I NEED A 180
CUT AFTER CUT MADE ME FEEL OUT OF LUCK LATELY

CAN YOU HOLD ME CLOSER THAN YOU DID?
I SAW STARS IN MY EYES AND I MADE A WISH
IT WAS BEAUTIFUL, SWEET, AND IT FELT LIKE BLISS
AND THERES NO OTHER FEELING THATS QUITE LIKE THIS

IM SO BROKEN, FIX ME, MAKE ME WHOLE AGAIN
I NEED SOMETHING MORE THAN MEDICINE
I NEED YOUR LOVE SO SWEET AND ELEGANT
PRAYED 3 TIMES AND CLOSED MY EYES AGAIN
(X2)

two hearts ft. mental

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems

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