prod. venexxi

❃ picks

btw id share my fries w u2

isn't it so lovely^^

Hyper Chronicles 15

Hyperpop 2

@heavenindaclouds

@littleduders

just know that I mean everything
when I say you’re everything
u’re perfect and I mean it
morse code clicking you talk to me 
like you could bury me 
from freezing on this stage like i’m anemic

dimensions switching fast now days
things that used to hurt bad barely ever leave scratch 
es 
and moms still mad but I gotta go out then i’ll go ask dad

got caught kissing lips with a poster
hands up head down I didnt know her
knee back on my back i’m the ground
I hate the way this feeling comes around

play along if you hear me
curtain call play is done loud in the semi
dance infront of everyone
and just know i mean everything when i say you're my everything

heavn: dont come my way
dont come my way
dont want to stay
dont want to stay
just go back home 
just go back home

suicide tuesday w/ heavn

Secondhand Serenade - The Last Song Ever
fate will bind us forevermore edit
lilac - failure
lilac - i adore u
hi-c - tr3nd1ng t0p1c juiced (((lilac simple &clean edit)))
ssaliva x julietta ferrari - moan(lilac forever edit)
lilac - i thought it was over
piano princess - serenas flowers in the sun (h0b12)
unnamed malibu x debit song
interlude
friendzone - moments
7038634357 - lifesaver
city - unkind
cnsglo - RIGHT SIDE (LO - RES)

failing life

hugo

Producido por @prodmichael

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en tu mente hay una persona, 
no sabes lo que me agobia

aunque tus ojos por mi no lloran
siento que me vas a querer.

uhh ,sola es mejor ,
es lo que me dijo ,
y eso me lastimo uhh oh

 soy mucho mejor ,
 el siempre te lastimo ,
sabes no se arrepintió .

si quieres enviame tu location
 dime a donde yo llego
 sabes por ti lo hago 

sabes que tu amor no tiene un precio
 seria algo perfecto, 
si fuera entre tu y yo. 

hey no es facil sacar de mi
 mente todos esos recuerdos 
que hay entre tu y yo

es difícil pensar que en tu mente 
estas queriendo 
a otro y no soy yo .


Te llamo, y siempre cortas, 
química es lo que nos sobra, 
no hay forma 
que me veas de otra forma
porque al verte me enamoras.

hey no es facil sacar
 de miente todos esos recuerdos 
,que hay entre tu y yo

es difícil pensar que en tu mente 
estas queriendo a otro
 y no soy yo 

se cae mi corazon
no es justo, por favor. 

quieres irte, obvio  
quieres irte, es obvio
quieres irte yo lloro





no sabes lo que me importas.
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"en-tu-mente-2022-may-05-4"

En Tu Mente (michaelwarren)

Swing Ya Pole

Rocks

GEEKED N BLESSED

Truth Hurts Prod. 1kkyoto

DRUG TRAFFICKING (prod brentrambo, venexxi)

please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

beat sampled @trustt - i think

https://soundcloud.com/trustt/restart

everyday i wake up i wish i had not
everyday feels the same it's so hard to stay strong
i've been trying to keep a smile up for far too long
i've been walking down the same road don't know where i'm going
they say i look good on the outside
i'm nowhere close to perfect on the inside
just don't give me a reason that i should try
that i should try
why should i

i've been keeping feelings tucked up in my heart for too long
every time i see your face yeah i want to explode
every time i try to face my fears i turn and i run
every time i try to do things right i get things wrong
i don't wanna try if it means i get hurt anymore
i don't talk about my problems because you think that they're small
i can't look you in your eyes if you look at me wrong
i know that the world is big but to me it seems small

i just want to disappear and delete myself
i don't know what it means just to be myself
hope you never have to feel the pain at which i felt
stomach churning i feel nauseous i cannot stand up
i don't wanna hear another thing about my health
it's unimportant because the plan was always off myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

reshiram

produced by @komei-ide

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dicen 
dicen que no
no se 
(no se de amor)  
no se 
(no se de amor)   

maldicion! 

siempre caigo 
no importa 
todo da vueltas

(me odio)
se muy bien que 
no encuentro el amor 


 yo se que solo me Cave

(este) hoyo  
 
no hay quien 
me ayude
a volver 

soloo

lo hare solo esta vez 

solo dañan mi corazon
solo dicen que no puedo  
lo siento amor

Unravel (komei)

final fantasy [https://trenchdog.bandcamp.com/track/final-fantasy]

additional production by h3artch3rades

hard on the outside
thought that you were stronger on the inside than the out
don't even wait for me
i said to not hold on
but you couldn't just let go
and even if you're still holding on
know your heart can only decide
only decide
took me a long time to figure it out
but i don't want to think about things like that

fly away
hate you for making it out
fly away
i've been looking for the answers
fly away
how could you just
fly away
fly away

project 61 (prod.pr37)

no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
bring my down to my knees
break me down i can't breathe
no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
i stay down i can't see
black out drown into the sea
hello again
i can't go again
feel the same way
bring you down onto a knee
you feel sympathy
but i lack that
ultimately lack empathy
don't have that

used to the scars on my heart
yeah they changed me
they never chained me
they couldn't break me
how many times did i loss
how many scabs in my heart
picked at and breaking apart
broken and falling apart
i learned to just play my part
honestly it's gotten harder
i should have saw the signs
i shouldn't have gone any farther
everything is a bother
i wish i never left
i wish i never faltered
days when my heart would flutter
now i feel nothing at all
now i feel everything's wrong
harder to break a new fall
harder to say what's wrong
harder to carry on

no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
bring my down to my knees
break me down i can't breathe
no part of me worth saving
every inch of me worth breaking
i stay down i can't see
black out drown into the sea
hello again
i can't go again
feel the same way
bring you down onto a knee
you feel sympathy
but i lack that
ultimately lack empathy
don't have that

no part of me worth saving (prod.mercyyy)

nobody's coming to save you
you can't just dig out of this one
and you know in your heart
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
turn me upside down

just when you thought it was over
you'd fallen in love
and you can't speak whenever you're around me
just give up and accept that
there's no running from
what your heart's trying to tell you
you're feeling inside
just give into it forever
let our hearts be together
i know you're feeling the same way
whatever they say is irrelevant
what does your heart say
i think you should heart that instead

did i guess that right
does your heart feel tight
when you see me
you're near me
you feel like
you can't breathe
well that's okay because i feel the same way

you telling me one thing
but your heart says another
will you be there
will you meet me even halfway
just to bridge the gap
and make you fall in love
like it was just for the first time
go and decide for yourself
trying to decipher your thoughts
to understand what you feel
to try and learn if it's real
i think you already know
but tell me do you want it that way

nobody's coming to save you
you can't just dig out of this one
and you know in your heart
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
you're turning me upside down
down
yeah down
turn me upside down

upside down (prod.jayysoul, sochi, & dia6lo)

Prod. @sshinju

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de que sirven las drogas?
y estás putas son falsas
Percocet no me falta

y evita que me intente matar

Ya no estoy 
soy un ghost
Soy un Adicto 
No me cansa oír su voz 
Quiero cash y su cariño
Porque no me dañan 

anoche me volvió a llamar (ella)
se preocupa por mi cada cuanto

Si me importa algo es ella
Ya no estás buscándome 

Ya no estás 
Te iré a buscar 
Y la verdad 
Tu y nadie más
Dame un beso más
Solo una vez más 
A donde vas 
Ven dime a donde vas

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20 Dec. 2022

Drogas (prod. Shinju) #SELFHARMONY

@au_anbu-op

I feel so trapped, girl dont tell me its wraps 
knew we wasnt gon last, ik this 2 shall pass
lose composure and track, girl im fine just dont ask
idk where im at, girl just tell me where ur at// 
in ur head, u play these games n I feel bad, I feel dead
worlds moving fast, I cant relax, rot in my bed
all the things I said I take it back, 
u never meant, what u said girl ik thatt 

shuv:
I fucked up, I'll never do it again 
Using up my luck ,
These feelings that I never had 
But I guess I'll get it back
Wish for something I ain't had
Never had , never had 
But it's all in my head 
Not enough to get me back 
Its too much 
Ive had enough 
I give up 
I give up
But this feeling never left

tell me wya

QMCNTG (；_ ；)

pond fisher, bug catcher

synths - me and tele
guitars/bass/drums - tele
cleans/harshes/writing/vocal engineering - me
mix and master - tele
art illustration - marsy 
art composite/dither/color - me

@telebasher
@marsy333

wanted you...

blood on your face ik you’re away, you’re away 
pull me closer, closer 

pull me closer, closer

pull me closer, closer
 
i see blood in your
 mansion 
i see jacob in your mentions 

pull me closer, closer 

pull me closer, closer 

fucked up
sixteen
what you even know about that
tempting
chase her
fuck around lets tit for tat

dont
play with me
dont
stab my back
dont
say to me
dont

shes the one i want
shes the one i want
dripping blood from the tongue
tryna run away called your front
so i ran out
put your neck out
your my next one baby promise i wont let you down
yeah my hunger too crazy
sun down we skipping town
shes the one that dont hate me
her old man wanna take me out
volvo C30
love story pass the towel
thats..

closer +eversince (shyne) #twilight

luvpurp xxcrush & whyhaze - itscool (pr. luvpurp)

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame

iwatchedeverythingwehaveturntodust w/counter (yashio)

prod @remghost

watch it fall into place, I won’t let it go to waste 
I’ll give it my all whatever it takes
whatever the stakes, stay with you 
bby I don’t ever wanna miss u 
and I got so many issues, wish for the future to be blissful 
I just wished that I went different 
my fate I left it in your hands 
yea I never felt so powerless 

they put words in my mouth, make me look like I’m the problem now what’s that about? 
they never even hear me out.. 
f*ck I don’t wanna stay around

powerless (remghost)

summertimee sadness, brain mush🧠   :p    prod. me ⋆｡°✩

i’m seeing grey skies and bright lights
know i only come alive in the night time
i’m taking blue pills i’m drinking red wind
i’m stuck in my ways i’ll be this way till i die
don’t wanna change,
if i’m honest i just think that i’m afraid 
it’s like everyday
i’m feeling less and less sane
let life fall in place and i’m falling on my face
i don’t think that i can,

i don’t think that i can live without you
you were there for me every time that i was feeling doubtful
now it’s pills and weed everyday i wake up take a handful
please don’t be like me watch your back and just please be careful
i know this life is stressful smoke until my lungs full
i do what i want to ,fuck with you, no i don’t want to
doing drugs that i want to i know i needa quit it
sometimes it feels like i need it i don’t even want it

at the party all alone
 i think it’s time to go home
you can see me moving slow
10 lines in my nose
i’m so over all these clothes
when i die i’ll die with nothing
on my gravestone just put nothing
feels like i’m missing something 
blacked out at the function 
you can see me wearing all black 
flimsy shield army,
 man where the fuck my friends at
i’m stuck in the city 
and i’m tryna see where you at
i just want you back i need you so bad

live without you (prod. ronin)

artificial sickness
scripts at the CVS
pick it up in milligrams
percocets and adderall
stumbling on the asphalt
now where the fuck's my uber ride
i can't get a refund for it
now i'm getting aggravated
pill inside my mouth yes
now i'm getting activated
cops looking at me some way
now i'm getting anxious about it
the fuck they trying to clock me for
try to walk the other way
getting paranoid as hell
i'm scared i'm scared
the pills and bottles and pints are fucking my brain up
i'm getting vertigo from the staircase i'm all the way up
my heart is palpitating i'm starting to see things from staying up
i'm playing with my life i'm about to give myself a new halo halo
what the fuck do you think my angle angle is
bottles on the shelf take it take it off
fire sale in the pharmaceutical aisle
treating it like a back alley

clearing out the shelf  clearing out the shelf  (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf  (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf  (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf  (yes sir)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (you heard that)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)

isang:

isang ^_^
imma take the drugs u can have the rest (here you go)
baby let me down put my heart to rest
tweakin out im cryin like there's nothing left
push her to the side she not main quest
main quest ya i close my eyes i shoot aimless
suicide doors think we falling out
butterfly doors bae i'm balling out
if im buying water then its voss
i just caught that boy shopping at a ross
suit and tie yah i feel like the boss
i just hit a parlay off lacrosse
now theres green in my pockets look like moss
bae why u gettin mad i just josh
yeah i hit up HC we getting activated
new wrap on the whip this shit gloss

h3artch3rades:

clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (yes sir)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (you heard that)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)

taika:

clear it out, air it out
it's not clocking to you what i'm talking bout (business)
money counter, used to counting large amounts
100 bands on my wrist, fuck a house
hating on me i don't give it any thought
got a new mercedes and i push it off the lot
i would be complaining too if i was in your spot
good thing i'm up and you're not
walking out prada i got a lot of drip on me
haters on internet giving brain like a zombie
she said "you famous or not?" i told her "shit prolly"
brand new mercedes but i cant switch on ferrari
they sit there trolling all day, they live on safari
this shit get dangerous i brought the blick in the party
twin aimed the gun and gave them a trim like he carti
taika and h3artch3rades and isang, they cant stop me

h3artch3rades:

clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (yes sir)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (you heard that)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (i started fucking)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)
clearing out the shelf clearing out the shelf (oh-uh)

clearing out the shelf FT. isang & taika (prod.venexxi)

****music vid :..)****
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRFS_aVCJHw&list=LL3LaZlYVsBqvGfNMzTtNPwg&index=2&t=0s

@oaf1
omg b--
imso off it
i b pouring up grl u never catch me coughin
kiss me while i count it :*
she dnt rly like me but she rly like my outfit
i jus smoked a bat 2 the face 0.0
i am walking with my bros in da rain
grl u look just like aghost thru the screen
i dnt think u ever kno what i mean 😪

Aha im so gone
imon my phone
i hate this song
i do it wrong
x2

@dreamcache
imspillin it on my shirt
im fuckin everybodys night up :)
im gettin2 work
i cannot show out if its light out 
y is she tryna flirt
rly not feelin it rn
im steady sippn on dirt
me n my bros tryna die ε/̵͇̿̿/’̿’̿ ̿(◡︵◡)
fuckin rox onmy jeans hurt n its weighing me down
fuckin heavy w that leisure i stay sleepn on em 💤
mixin liters of seizure im jus tryna stay calm
christian™️ im rockin clean i dont fw this song🖕 

@oaf1
me n dreamcache
smokin out the fiend pack
its like a movie u shuld go n see that
swag at the imax™️
i dnt check the price tag
i kno u like that


prod me

doing it wrong

doing it wrong w/ @dreamcache

im smokig a cigarette the fumes go 2 my head
feel smart now but im dumb 
left u alone
whos in ur bed
im stuck
harsh inbetween
words i cnt speak
thoughts i cnt think
our love
carved in a tree
rottig away
healthy disease

we had a chat n we got lost
said id nevr b this way again
but it was fast so i forgot
told u i was bad at beig frriends

if u ever wan feel somthig come my way
ijus pop anothr pill same mistake
i jus wan kill sumn brand new day
iion wana stop but i thnk i need a break