please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

FT. @ilymay

h3artch3rades:

are you even online
i'm waiting for your call sign
my heart's gonna flat line
waiting for the right time
waiting for you all night
been here since it started
my heart's been departed
guess you're my new opponent

waiting for the right time
damn near close to bed time
but i got my eyes wide
but in my heart don't sit right
now it's close to daylight
i've been here now i've been a fool
what am i supposed to do
what does it even mean to you

i've been here all night waiting
all night waiting for you to get on
all night waiting
waiting for your call sign i'm flat lined on my time
all night waiting
all night waiting for you to get on
all night waiting
picture that i was there waiting for you

may:

tell me what’s ur eta
i’ve been thinking about u everyday
and i don’t think words can explain 
how i feel when ur next to me

so tell me whats ur eta
i’ve been think ab u everyday 
and i js need a relay 
girl tell me do u feel the same 

send all my love thru fiber optics
your xo’s nothing less
i feel sick and i feel nauseous 
whenever u exit 
all ur love letters i kept
scream your name with my last breath 
u know it i know it
we’re the perfect frame 
so tell me whats ur eta 

i’ve been thinking ab it everyday 
and i don’t think words can explain 
how i feel
let’s make it real 
sending u signs so js tell me how u feel

when ur waiting for ur duo to get on FT. may (prod.kidu)

beat sampled @trustt - i think

https://soundcloud.com/trustt/restart

everyday i wake up i wish i had not
everyday feels the same it's so hard to stay strong
i've been trying to keep a smile up for far too long
i've been walking down the same road don't know where i'm going
they say i look good on the outside
i'm nowhere close to perfect on the inside
just don't give me a reason that i should try
that i should try
why should i

i've been keeping feelings tucked up in my heart for too long
every time i see your face yeah i want to explode
every time i try to face my fears i turn and i run
every time i try to do things right i get things wrong
i don't wanna try if it means i get hurt anymore
i don't talk about my problems because you think that they're small
i can't look you in your eyes if you look at me wrong
i know that the world is big but to me it seems small

i just want to disappear and delete myself
i don't know what it means just to be myself
hope you never have to feel the pain at which i felt
stomach churning i feel nauseous i cannot stand up
i don't wanna hear another thing about my health
it's unimportant because the plan was always off myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

(～o￣3￣)～ <-- youtube on ipod

@pray4solo
@ripwarheart

polaroid º❍｡ prod. solo + warheart

u cant help me (¬_¬") prod. ripcoach

additional production by h3artch3rades

hard on the outside
thought that you were stronger on the inside than the out
don't even wait for me
i said to not hold on
but you couldn't just let go
and even if you're still holding on
know your heart can only decide
only decide
took me a long time to figure it out
but i don't want to think about things like that

fly away
hate you for making it out
fly away
i've been looking for the answers
fly away
how could you just
fly away
fly away

project 61 (prod.pr37)

with @sennaiidesu
#swagclique @swagclique
yea i thought i had it all from the start
guess that i was wrong
knew that when you teared out my heart
it'd all be gone
walk up in the store with my bros
we get what we want
walk up in the function lookin clean they all know what im on
hoodie vetements
pants dont remember them
way too many ties on me think i need to sever them
shirt match the belt when i walk up in the residence
if i seen ur pretty face before then id remember it
btch im 2 swag dunno y u thought otherwise
japanese my denim btch my pants im rockin NUMBER (N)INE
heard that he was talkin on my guys well he get crucified
aint no ressurecting when we comin thru n take ur life

@sennaiidesu
dont even wanna knowww
heart stuck on the hard times, i had to let gooo
guess i shoulda known i'd be better off aloneee
cant believe you'd do this to me
your words felt like daggers, yeah, they cut me too deep
been up for like hours tryna understand the reason
surely you can reason that you got me tweakin
yeah, im still breathin, but my heart is barely beatin
atleast we made it this far
but it came with change, i dont know what we are
forgave your mistakes, dont wanna be apart
tired of this heartache, can we just restart?

start over ft sennai (lati)

@kggn
@angelicxmei

notes// 
kuru sent this back after 15 mins

kuru - who2b prod mei *exclusive*

2/24/24 
cover art by @prodsoma

@h3artch3rades
@digipak

33 days ft h3artch3rades (soma & digipak)

#RESTORED

@kggn @sjr-beats @user-882451933
📸@twikipedia

u dont love me baby are u sure?
take these mellys till my tummy hurt
i remember i was never heard
now they flocking to me like a bird
check my pulse ya just like a nurse
make it pop ya just like a nerve
never first i was always third
shawty how im supposed to take ur word

do it wrong, all i do is do it wrong do it wrong
take ur problems break them all in half 
and now i'm moving wrong (i'm moving wrong)
only wanna come back when i'm moving on
see u round the corner who u snooping on
look me in my eyes i dont wanna sign off
i cant love u i dont wanna lie ugh
if i like it then im gonna buy ya
tell me how am i supposed to make it right ugh

i was never first i was always last
i wanna go back i wanna go back
make me feel so hurt make me feel so mad
she gonna make me crash my heart has a crack
we was supposed to last
my heart broke u wont take me in one piece
already dead swear 2 god i'm a mummy
built this from ground up and burn me to nothing
i wont lie i miss you, and i know that you don't
is it wrong if i love? cus im falling in love
and enough is enough i'm calling ur bluff
why are you so rough why am i still here

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

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