@pyu
@frendishawty408

baby can u hold me close
lately ive felt so alone, i went comatose
and i withdraw when im without u, not a overdose
i feel safe when im around u, im just going slow
all my life i never wanted more
all my love, ill give until im sore
body aching, laying on the floor
told myself i wouldnt give up any more

but i could never quit it
people change i get it
but youre never different
id never forget it
first time that i felt you
i healed in an instant
now i hate the distance
living with this sickness
scared of being distant
scared of not forgetting
scared of being different
scared that im forgetting

no reason just to fight you
there's no reason just to lie, too
baby, what do you want from me?
in the end, it didn't matter
to you
guess that's how ts go
baby, why'd ya leave tho
issey miyake, my fit tho
she still wanna rock on my 2 chains
baby girl, why you two faced
kicking me, like um Liu Kang
treating me like i'm no one
baby,  yeah you on 1
please can you love me, for me
cause i'm on my knees :/
don't even matter, fr
baby ily, fr
ts feel like a drill
hand on my heart, n I kill
im in dis bih right w mental
she all on my mind, n my mental

affection ft frendi prod meta

all of this i built into the ground
she asked me is it too late to turn around
all of this i built, i'll burn it down
all of this i'll build and burn it down
this bitch thinking that she can take anything she wants from me
bitch this is not a fucking love story
she take anything she want and leave nothing
nothing at all

(this bitch thinking that she can take anything she want)
(take it all)
(everything i built i'll burn it to the ground)
(she asked me is it too late to turn around)

i asked her if it's ok if we grew apart
but she just wanna take it all
and i won't ever have to know
what you'll do to the next poor soul
and i don't even wanna know
where that might lead or where it goes
(i don't even wanna know)

all of this i built into the ground
she asked me is it too late to turn around
all of this i built, i'll burn it down
all of this i'll build and burn it down
this bitch thinking that she can take anything she wants from me
bitch this is not a fucking love story
she take anything she want and leave nothing
nothing at all

this is not a love story (prod.tukaru)

please leave me under the cabinet
lost abandoned and forgotten
i'll keep in mind your promise
i'll make an effort next time
i'm not the hero of the story
please don't give me all the glory
it belongs to someone that's worthy
and you know i'm far from perfect
we know that this isn't working
fight over things unimportant
i know that you're more important
i wish you just thought the same
i wish no one was to blame
it feels like everything changed
you lay your head down in shame
as i throw mine on the blade

but hey now it's fine
we'll just talk around in circles
ignore every obstacle that's in our way
pretend that it's alright
and just go our separate ways
cuz that's life
it's no myth
it's no secret of the world
but i'll miss you that's for sure
or at least what i thought you were
and hey now it's fine
i'll just keep it moving forward
and know better than before

i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie
i wish i was someone you could look up to
i wish i was someone you could belong to
just push me to the side
don't even bat an eye
you know that i'll be alright
even if that was a lie

a hero you could look up to (prod.pr37)

beat sampled @trustt - i think

https://soundcloud.com/trustt/restart

everyday i wake up i wish i had not
everyday feels the same it's so hard to stay strong
i've been trying to keep a smile up for far too long
i've been walking down the same road don't know where i'm going
they say i look good on the outside
i'm nowhere close to perfect on the inside
just don't give me a reason that i should try
that i should try
why should i

i've been keeping feelings tucked up in my heart for too long
every time i see your face yeah i want to explode
every time i try to face my fears i turn and i run
every time i try to do things right i get things wrong
i don't wanna try if it means i get hurt anymore
i don't talk about my problems because you think that they're small
i can't look you in your eyes if you look at me wrong
i know that the world is big but to me it seems small

i just want to disappear and delete myself
i don't know what it means just to be myself
hope you never have to feel the pain at which i felt
stomach churning i feel nauseous i cannot stand up
i don't wanna hear another thing about my health
it's unimportant because the plan was always off myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself
i don't think you really know how much i hate myself

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

guard yourself inside your walls
due to things that i could tell
now you think that life is hard
drop the cage and draw the bars
to make your life much easier
spread your wings and fly away
ready for your destiny
i dreamed of the words to say
words i thought i'd never say
i see the world through ancient eyes
power cords and cable ties
sometimes it's hard to stay alive
i pray my world will stabilize
even if i don't believe in all the lies
guard your eyes and hide your knowledge
don't upset the higher powers
living takes a long time
repetitions abound
people come from up and down
all i see are things i want
things i want i'll never have
rope me in with something bad
take me down the sunken path
i know that i'll never come back

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

guard yourself inside your walls
from the things you fear the most
things that only i could tell
all your scars you hide them well
to make sure no one sees at all
you will never open up
you will always hide yourself
because you're scared of what you see
your heart's filled with entropy
so you're scared to look inside
open up your doors
and let the light in
shone bright through the silence
you're somewhere always hiding
in the dark keeping quiet
keeping secrets from me
everyone has a dark side
that no one wants them to see
ooo i feel the tremors lately
the world has changed around me
i feel the cage around me
ooo the world has taken from me
known many people like me
i put this down in writing as

you see the world through white lies
you'll never go back
you'll never know how it feels
to let your heart win
you break me down to the core
like i've never felt before
give me a piece of yourself
and i'll turn it into whole

caged birds should be freed (prod.kuru)

painfully

closure (shlain)

https://open.spotify.com/track/6duodRL3rKqw3SEgLXuEbb

@decago @wintress13
next drop @ 900 followers then pushing for an ep at 1k...
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so ill be waiting right here,, right here
find my body leave my life here,, life here
when you leave me with nothing they,ll be dry tears
i came to u was struggling,, ur my one fear

leave me in the snow please
watch me fall apart
swear my bodys right here ,,,
but my mind is not
is this what u wanted cuz its all i got....
leave my body haunted,, let my body rot

when its all said,, and done 
will u take me along
i feel so ripped apart,,, but with  u i am one
try to trn the time back but my body so numb
i just miss you so bad girl 
ur all that i want  

(yeah im so afraid for this 2 end
watch me fall apart again..(

mybodyisrighthere (decago + wintress)

i dont wanna see yo face
sorry baby i'll be late
i dont wanna go on dates
lose my mind i go cray
tell me something i can say
tell me what would make u stay
been going through this too much
hop on a flight to la
hop on a flight to la
karma a bitch
we kick him out of the mix
touch a mic i get rich
that boy dumb he a fish
you not gonna blow u a dud
you not my gang not my bud
we spend a rack on grub
you cant tell me its all love
but you know i love you
i just hope that you love me too
will you still try to love me
after all that i put you
dont wanna let you go
i wanna let you know
that you're all that i know
i want you no more
i want you no less
big hole in my chest
pull my hair i stress
turn me to a mess

everyday i wake up i wish i had not (prod.h3artch3rades)

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