this is reality

@mental
@jjaholics
@miguelisaneko

[blxty]
wanna see u hop onto the next plane ride
girl how u love and hate me at the same time
she like my songs, baby i'm having a bad time
i'm always open baby u can always be mine
(be mine be mine be mine)
and i'm done
drugs r what i'm on (inhaler)
they help me stay strong
and i'm tired of her singing my songs
but don't get me wrong...

i still love her voice
i still love the thought of
her in my head i'm
getting so nauseous
i fell in the void i
didn't take caution
is my head the problem
i think that i lost it

and now i'm up again
am i my only friend
am i yo only friend... 
i wanna feel ag- 
i wanna feel ugh
u can take off my trueys my g star my ksubis
swear my life a movie she take off ha 2 piece
she feelin my body
shirt off like oddy
her boy tryna stop me
while she tryna top me
heh
if she tryna top me i say na beep sorry

[mental]
ill buy u prada and dolce gabana
she put my fit on and look like a model
step into saks n i left with some bottles
srt go too fast yea it go on full throttle yea
hoppin on a flight
ill see u tonight
ima take this chance
i could take it slow
but i just love living fast
doin magic i turn money to designer pants
ksubi jeans and helmut lang i love to mix the brands up
i kno when they hear this song they gon put their hands up
people love to lie but its never u i cant trust
benji never lies ima just keep counting bands up
thought id never fall for u but i did
stole my heart i cant find it
look at ur face n im blinded
swear ur beauty is the brightest
if u want it ima buy it
if u want to we can try it
anything u want bae
i rly dont mind it

model ft. mental (jj x miguel)

special thanks to @tropes777

lyrics:

shot em in the face make em disappear
seeing all red dont interfere
i been talking tuff yy they wanna fear
its the x pill talking to me dear
u dont like to talk tuff
pulling on these strings lemme show u what im made of
acting like my clone u cannot make up
show his body part left to clean out
nowadays i feel alone
 im doing all these drugs need to slow down 
move too fast on this comedown
crown me (im king) now im back im doing this shit better
everyone shout my name like a dead letter
choose on me but her friend even cuter
ive been devious

red all i see ft. tropes (prod. k1ro)

i know what you want
i know what you are
reaching for my arms
thats like reaching for the stars
i built this from ground up
and watched it fall apart
aiming for my heart
come on lets restart

come on lets go get this shit
im up so imma finish it
she love me cus im feminime
our love theres no replenishin
having troubles breathing
like i ate a spoon of cinnamon 
why you lookin at me with those eyes
you aint innocent

imma try to keep it goin like its all i know
and u know she gonna come w me thats why u scared to let her go
i was chillin w the team im w stylus goin gold
diesel all up on my pants u wanna chance but its a no





we know what you want
we know what you are
reaching for the stars
thats like reaching for my heart
where do i even start
rip it all apart
if u see me crying its not real
its a make-believe
matter in fact im so sorry
but that don’t change the fact that you haunt me
so don’t give me your shoulders
it’s like a boulder
got me feeling colder acting colder
it’s all a lie
nah someone needs to come and get me
im better by myself
she think im playing games like its NetEase
no its not my fault
nah man someone needs to come and get me
im better by myself
why you act like you never met me
and i know what you are and what you want

innocent ft. kuru (kuru twikipedia)

Produced By @pyu
i'M so proud Of uu
xoxo

lyrics;
i still itch around the pills when im all alone
having visions of u singing when im feeling low
i hope u try to reach out, i cant let go
hope u know i do this for u, im solo

they say home is where the heart is
would u do it again, 
if u knew what u were starting
u were my only friend
u were my lifeline, the story ends
i would sit thru a life time
to see u again :(

u could hmu when u hear me
im not a psycho, im in love clearly
i want u back, hope u dont fear me
ill keep chasing u, dearly

i hope that u see me
when im dead on the news T_T
this feels like a nightmare
i wish it wasnt true
tell me do u miss me?
idk what to do
these are my last words
hope they get 2 u

for u im vulnerable
i could spend all i want
still cant fill the hole
inside
im so miserable
u made me feel real
i feel terrible

ive been a zombie since february
hurt my heart, ive never felt this worried
down on my luck but i deserve it
i still think abt ur notes, got my body hurting

(outro)
ur my soldier
ur my princess
i bleed for u
im in distress
miss ur hair
& ur face
girl ur perfect
tell me if u see this
so its worth it

February (Meta)

Insane_prod me

Happy halloween

Hoppin on a jet in an hour
Do u feel pain how u devour
Yea huh yea Following the hint
Just give me a glint
Yea call it how it is already left

Huh Reading ur lips
I aint tryna hang back
Yea nosy as shit exploiting emotion 
Getting cozy as shit
Boyfriend shit
Im sick of all the holier shit
Cus im knowing what the word is

Treat me like a servant
I done wrong in past life I deserve it
Bleeding all on my cigarettes Ima burden
Disassociating from  this life third person

Wicker Man I been trapped and Im burning
But im on the nice path so Im learning
they got ur man in 4k close the curtain
Would u cut off a fraction of ur earnings

Me I cut off everyone keep it earnest
Let the sun and moon revolve I was certainly fucked
And the world keeps moving on u start paying to go up
rather live a life as no one than charade for anyone

All my skin keeps peeling off
Hundred trickery sunsets
Feel like I seen it all
But i aint even young yet

Watch ur woman if she bumming for a cigarette
She see the world inside my eyes n we aint flirtin yet

Yea party wit me party wit me
Yea get started wit me
U wanna rev a chainsaw
Yea get started wit me

I got a lot :)




burn party (prod. coni)

prod me and @makemeapromise

lyrics

its give what you take 
i know that you want more
no reason to hate me
cuz what is it good for

the rain will still fall on
on us when its cold out
so you cant just tell me 
that you dont wanna go out

i dont wanna cry
ill tell you im fine
but you know its a lie
its happens every time when
i dont wanna fight it

but ill keep on trying
and ill keep on fighting 
until the  silver lining

its give what you take but
i know that you want more
no reason to hate me
cuz what is it good for

the rain will still fall on
on us when its cold out
so you cant just tell me 
that you dont want
that you dont want it

you dont want this
no you dont want it
no you dont want it

what is it good for?

prod @deepinparis & @lynyou

lyrics : 

got a feature now he looking for a placement
id tell you what im thinking but i do not wanna say it
i leave the function with the people that i came with
you want to run your trap i think that you should save it
if you wanna hang with me pull up with haste bitch
yeah thats your girl shes using all your savings
yeah i wont smoke that shit cuz i just laced it
i dont wanna focus on the issue ill evade it

i cant see the future
wish i never knew her
if you so stupid why did you not tell me sooner
dont conform and now theyre caling me a loser
have to cut a couple people off before i lose it
its not in your wheelhouse so stop acting so special
i feel so caught up in my life yeah that shit got me tethered 
whenever i make a new song that shit always gets better
one day i realized that i need to push myself a little

she wanna take another step but only if i let her
talking down on all my friends and you gon meet the messer
i only wanna go up if we do it all together
i really love all of my friends i wont settle for lesser
this club exclusive so im sorry you can never enter
weapon gon have u feeling under the weather
set a lot of traps i need to put the lever
and she gon ask if i love her and i say never ever

dont make me say it prod me & lynU

nostalgia

you're just so wishy-washy
saying things that you don't really mean
compliment me and caress me
and address me as you would anyone else

why's life hard to know?
why'd you have to go?
tell a lie
I won't go

visualize me
you surprise me more each day
we're not getting any younger
we won't be able to weather
no we can't weather

changes come and go but I'll stay the same

nevermind it
try to hide it
I won't know until it's too late
hold my hand

come with me I'll take you there
you won't be lonely <3

AND THEY BELIEVED I MADE THE PYRAMIDS (Performed by Ichika Nito)

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