im actually thinking 
about killing myself 
n i don't know why 

im actually thinking 
Bout killing myself 
but 2 scared to die 

life is so boring 
but sometimes it's okay 
when I take something 
2 slow down my brain 
 n im scared to sleep now 
most of the time 

mayb I don't realize 
what I can b 
Ppl act like they care 
but only when I leave 

my mind is racing and a thousand pills
couldn't help me fall asleep 2night 

so guess i Actually might
kill myself tonight

My soul will b okay

soundtrack to the end of a world

why do i feel like this ???

https://open.spotify.com/user/313jh7kiaexs5y4h4lrgt6zlznaa?si=05e-f10mQqS48w-yT4ChKA

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVQB85LC3g7QY9z5O1cqr-w

why do i feel like this ???

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