Reupload 2/20/22

https://soundcloud.com/earthboymusic/cursed-audio-010

cursed audio 010

meat computer - cursed audio 010

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P-FbPjK3ZaA

no, yeah 

you get fucked 
get high
it gets slow 
this life 
its like mud

i got guns 
they get cold 
i let go 
it gets loud 
its like love 

no, yeah 

i got pills 
i cant move
it reminds 
me of you 
its like mud

i got guns 
make you numb 
make you nervous 
you talk dumb 
its like love 

no, yeah 

its like valium 
you take it away

valium (video in desc)

i Think ://

meat computer - i Think ://

elliot smith cover but i changed the lyrics

Haven't laughed this hard in a long time 
I better stop now before I start crying 
Keep you up talking till the sun rise 
Stayed up all week both feel like we’re dying 
Your a sight to see 
Your good to me 
But I'm already somebody's baby
Your a pretty thing 
And you know everything
But your already somebody's baby
You don't deserve to be lonely 
But those drugs you got won't make you feel better 
Pretty soon you'll find it's the only 
Little part of your life you're keeping together
Soon you’ll have to leave 
Till then we could make believe 
But I’m already somebody's baby 
And I could make you smile 
If you stayed a while 
But your already somebody’s baby 
Because your candle burns too bright 
The feeling your chasing won’t last forever 
And you gotta leave London tonight 
So this might b our last time together 
Just know your wonderful 
No1 is as beautiful 
But your already somebody's baby 
And if I went with you 
I'd disappoint you too 
Well, I'm already somebody's baby 
Already somebody's baby

somebody's baby

prod jeunekash / meat computer

Wait hold up wait
Where you going
Wait hold up wait
Where you going
Wait hold up wait
Where you going
Wait hold up wait
Where you going?

I can't go on like this
It's wrong like this
I don't know why I still want you to stay
I can't hold on like this
Edge of darkness
I don't know why I still want you to stay
Still want you to stay
I know you think I'm lame
But I
Still want you to stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay
Stay?

Wait hold up wait
Where you going
Wait hold up wait
Where you going
Wait hold up wait
Where you going
Wait hold up wait
Where you going?

I can't go on like this
It's wrong like this
I don't know why I still want you to stay
I can't hold on like this
Edge of darkness
I don't know why I still want you to stay

stay ?

video - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iG8_c1FVadY

ft. @gl0wrm

lyrics:
i meant to hurt you love 

if not for all my skin 
me and my gun are twins 
if not for my devotion
we'd both be just the same 
if not for all these years 
id live a life off x 
i meant to hurt you love 
i meant to hurt you love

(gl0wrm)
here’s something u can’t see
i see beauty in the things I hate
razor sharp white teeth
i drink ur blood it’s sweet
Yea I’m smoking ice and weed
can’t feel or fucking breath
no I don’t sleep at night
no I don’t go outside
you are not like me
bitch I can’t fucking breath
something u can’t see

meant to hurt w/gl0wrm (video in desc)

Remastered version of this original song: https://on.soundcloud.com/iohmR0TW66S9Uz80R2

The Halcyon Days

Smokescreen (remastered)

HIBISCUS (prod. BIG SPICE)

holding your heart
i know i fell apart
its like the world wont start
like the world wont start
all alone 
i feel your fingers moan 
i touch your collar bone 
i never felt so owned 

spinning around
i always fall to the ground 
carrying corpse
a puppet held up by thorns
the nights embrace 
i want to be in its space
broken fingers
not a straight face

tear my muscles 
heart smuggle 
i wanna feel the struggle 
i wanna see the shovel
balling till my eyes are breaking 
i cant stop shaking 

i wanna lie everynight 
til i see white 
till i see white
all around its midnight

Streaming

digiaches - I See White

im actually thinking 
about killing myself 
n i don't know why 

im actually thinking 
Bout killing myself 
but 2 scared to die 

life is so boring 
but sometimes it's okay 
when I take something 
2 slow down my brain 
 n im scared to sleep now 
most of the time 

mayb I don't realize 
what I can b 
Ppl act like they care 
but only when I leave 

my mind is racing and a thousand pills
couldn't help me fall asleep 2night 

so guess i Actually might
kill myself tonight

My soul will b okay

soundtrack to the end of a world

why do i feel like this ???

tired of life

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVQB85LC3g7QY9z5O1cqr-w