hate u 2 (prod. me)

kaenarii

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

pride

prod and mastered by Debbie
just to put it humbly 
and just to put it humbly 
girl you got my soul hungry
i been thinking that your all i need 
ive been thinking we need time together 
i know that youll be my love forever

ive been waiting around tryna check my watch
i know our love will never stop
our love wont stop

i been stuck on you 
stuck on you
acting a fool 
i been acting a fool 

so, its easy to see that we get along baby 
dont make me wait to long 
dont wanna wait to long

ive been waiting around tryna check my watch
i know our love will never stop
our love wont stop
our love wont stop
wont stop wont stop wont stop

just to put it humbly 
and just to put it humbly 
girl you got my soul hungry
i been thinking that your all i need 
ive been thinking we need time together 
i know that youll be my love forever

ive been waiting around tryna check my watch
i know our love will never stop
our love wont stop

i been stuck on you 
stuck on you 
stuck on you

stuck on you
actin like a fool

Stuck on You  (prod debbie)

back home (prod. sickboi)

fenix - its your fault that im dead

AWFUL

secrets

bastard-APHRODITE (snippet)[11/05]

prod. duskydemise
lyrics;

grab my corpse and pull me out,
don’t wanna break in front of you, so don’t you turn me down
i love you but i know you hate me, when i’m not around
you’ll bury all my words in silence, never make a sound.
every time i wanna talk to you... you wanna shut me down
you’ll suffocate my every sentence, buried in the ground
you’re way too deep in this i cannot get you out
a prison made of memories i’m chained to by my doubt.

i’m gonna grab the knife, i think i really miss your touch
and i’m scared to talk to you cause i know i’m not enough
hold me down, when i get out of this town
don’t let me fall apart or don’t let me fall on the ground.

i’m a creep for you,
(i know)
i’m just sitting here watching you
(all along)
don’t lie to me cause i’ve seen the truth,
(oh, awoah)
tell me right now what i mean to you
(what i mean to you)

i’m just a servant i’m a fucking peasant
i’m going straight down to hell i will not see the light of heaven
and i’m sorry that i didn’t get your message
my mind’s a burning cage, every thought’s a wreckage.

(i’m a creep for you)
i’m sitting here watching you
(don’t lie to me cause i’ve seen the truth)
tell me right now what i mean to you

servant

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