the distance is killing me
produced by @jolst & @prodmichael
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lyrics:
i can feel it in my core its rotting down to my bones
every time i see u i'm reminded of home

cuz my home is you
the distance is killing me
in this solitude
i’ve never felt less free
cuz i'm shaking, i'm shaking, i'm finally shaking off the shackles
but i'm breaking, i'm breaking down in front of everyone
i can't take it, can't take it here love i feel so alone
i can fake it, i’ll fake it but baby you are my home

in the hoboken streetlights
i think i know what it feels like
longing for a love that you can’t have

but i’m just glad that i’m waking up in the morning
life’s always been frozen i’m just too good at ignoring
i lay for hours just wishing i could see you
i’d drive for eighty minutes if i could baby i need you
time is precious but i’d spend it all to watch us grow older
i don’t doubt it i’ll just wait until my bed isn't colder
something tells me that i'm not doin bad
i just need to hold on for a minute

i can feel it, fe-fe-feel it in my, down to my bones (down to my bones)
every time i see u, see u, -minded of home

cuz my home is you
the distance is killing me
in this solitude
i’ve never felt less free
cuz i'm shaking, i'm shaking, i'm finally shaking off the shackles
(i'm shaking, i'm shaking)
but i'm breaking, i'm breaking down in front of everyone
(i'm breaking, i'm breaking)
i can't take it, can't take it here love i feel so alone
(can't take it, can't take it)
i can fake it, i’ll fake it but baby you are my home
(i'll fake it, i'll fake it)

eightyminutes [jolst x michaelwarren]

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prod. https://soundcloud.com/sorrow_bringer
lyrics

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

n u dont kno a thing ab me do u
im not looking in ur eyes baby i can see thru u
whats a demon in disguise when u show it the truth
all my problems get defied when i enter the booth
n if i had to live my whole life as a recluse
id ask for u n Gods forgiveness while im tying the noose
i dream about the day i wake up see my face on the news
im daydreaming bout u baby love the way u seduce
its a long way down so i guess ill hold my breath
i got fighter pilots n generals calling orders in my head
n even tho the knifes taken out
im still taking damage from the arrow head
i think i need a break from swimming in the deep
take a walk in the shallow end

idk

i look up in the sky n i see red lights
i see my alter ego posted on their websites
developing a stronger ego n she like it
we got home ripped her right out of them lace tights
keep their eyes on my pocket like a bandit
quick to disappear n reappear like magic
i kno they kno who notahero is but they dont kno nick

raindrops pouring out
baby can u hear me out
i like to listen to the sounds of the street when the sun goes down
i listen to the sounds of their feet when they play it loud
felt the smile creeping up baby cuz im drunk rn
i cant even lie i feel better when i cant see
cuz all my thoughts seem to stand still when im dizzy
take a ride with me we can sip plenty
all these headlights r blending in with the city

arrow head [prod. sorrowbringer]

based this off of a creative writing project i been doin for school lol
+ @jolst
enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?

i’ve been thinking bout the both of us
is it hard to admit that its right for the both of us?
can a chance be a wish, if its right
for the bulk of us
i wish we weren’t breathing
take me down to hell
i’ve seen a demon
get me back to earth
i feel anemic
down and on my knees
while you were speaking

barking orders up my neck
just send me another check
once was written, laid to rest
i’ll be damned if i’m up next
but only on the cold nights, when the time’s slow
if im alright, its a bit old
i could draw up, all the plans i’ve got
but a funeral is more likely than not

i couldn’t wait another damn day
chains on my neck
and a heart in my vest
know i couldn’t, was a second too late
thought i was inept
wasn’t ever catching breath
whats a god to a man two faced
if it isn’t all thats left
could you find me before death
i’ve been down and i’ve been too baked
the problem isn’t next
is it pride to resurrect?
i’ve been thinking bout the-

project mercury [jolst]

(2x)
coffee and weed keep me up every day 
i took pill, so i am numb and i could say that i’m ok 
drink away all of my sorrows, cause i love the way it taste 
one day that’ll be the death of me in my grave i will lay 

1 v 1 my johnson, you know she just gon swallow it
lbx my shawty really gotta buncha battle tech
yu-gi-oh i’m showing off that i got the master deck 
some of these emos was talking had to keep ‘em in check 
aye, smokin on straight gas i can drive a whip with it 
aye, y’all moves look reflected, like a wobbuffet 
aye, copycat y’all really look like boba fett 
hey, my flow just too crazy like a maniac 

coffee and weed keep me up every day 
i took pill, so i am numb and i could say that i’m ok 
drink away all of my sorrows, cause i love the way it taste 
one day that’ll be the death of me in my grave i will lay

COFFEE N WEED (forgetaboutme)

<3 on all platforms
prod. @whos-that-clown
my fav from the ep tbh
LYRICS VVVV

Woke up late still shovel my driveway
Hit a pot hole n fucked my allignment
Steering wheel shaking when i'm speeding on the highway
Another days another day, im still grinding

Rusted rocker, water leaking thru the passenger side of my car
Im like a grandpa with a walker cause i dont go far
I dont go out, i rather stay at home and figure shit out
Im an inside reptile, cold to the blood
But i got my lady, noah ark when it floods
Big big water im not worried bout a drought
Im always with bottle of water everywhere im bout

Maybe in the morning u might catch without energy
But trust me in an hour, ill get ahold of monster energy
And be all caffeined up, staying up late playing video games, thats my club
Woke up late for my class dont give no fucks, ill still show up
Walk into the tim hortons at the bottom of the school
First floor lurker bought a muffin full of fuel

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

Im a man of repetition, whose content with his position
As life is slowly switching, i got confidence im gifted

Lost my past but i dont want it back now
Remain in my brain but pushed to background
Walking into work, like a battlezone compound
Never miss a shift i could never let my staff down

I be working too hard for barely above minimum wage
Im tryna save n stack paper but barely tearing a page
Been there 5 years and surprised i stayed
A lotta stupid decisions, but in the end im a corporate slave
thats just my position in the company
How do i tell an angry customer that subtly

Oh oh time always ticks down
Oh oh, the world still goes around
I know, the lost aint always found
Oh oh and you lose what's so pronounced
And i might need something to guide me when my world gets small
I live life in repetition, but sometimes thats a flaw
Im subject to it all
Too far committed i cant withdraw from beck n call

the world still goes around [prod. the sound clown]

produced by pekarot
thank yall for the support n love recently eee.. n sorry for the random upload but I very much needed to post *this* song, right now- but yeaa >_< im the happiest i can be ily and album with @rejectcore soon sort of :p

i even tried to get the light right
the same color you made it at night
cus i remember that like i remember you and everything i know you werent
and i will always remember everything you, do...
and everything that makes you a little bit, you...
im sorry if i sound fucking stupid but i just fucking miss you...
i only can be there for me now
cause dear grace it hurts to be now
the suns down, and i dont think that its gone come out
this whole songs generic, i know
but what about christmas? 
and what about the bunny we built 
that i cant even have on my desk?
because it hurts my heart too much
because it hurts my heart too much
i wish i didnt fuck this up
i thought we worked easier

i even tried to get the light right
and it still sucks cause YOU didn't do it
the same color you made it at night
thats right now, thats right now......
cause i remember that.
i do, i do;
i remember you :(
all i wanted was to hold your hand
and make sure that we could rule the land
and plant our memories deep in the sand
for people in the future to understand
I HAD THE WORST PAIN IN MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME
WHEN I HEARD THOSE MEOWS IN MY CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND LOOK AT WHAT WE ARE NOW
dear grace im sorry for the bad minutes
and i guess for all the smiles given, if any.
this whole song is pointless
but what about christmas? 
what about your legos we aint get to build?
what about the handbrake i aint get you girl?
what about your pretty music video?
what about your...
FAVORITE NECKLACE, OH NO
did i fuck it up enough to go?
i know i did but i love you with my heart and more.

favorite necklace/i remember you

WEB:
lately you don't hit my phone (aye)
you say i'm doing the most
i reply to your stories im sending you messages
baby you're just going ghost
you dont reply to my dms i go on ig and i see you be liking my posts
shit dont make sense hit me up in my dms
baby we could be friends at least
i don't know why you wont message me
lowkey i miss when you said you would marry me
lately it feels like you're trying to bury me
why do you hate me that shit's kinda scaring me
loud pack it rip me apart
im blowing clouds from the back of the car
spit lyrics in mics till they know who we are
bitch i'm reading the chats from when i got back
you spamming my phone
i can never relax
we left the function cause you couldn't act
i say one wrong thing and you overreact

Sensei:
Yeah my eyes glisten red, drugs in my soul
I got cracks on top my phone, I just needa go home
And all I see are checks and beer cans on my table 
Fuck im unstable, as I try to bellow on through 

Don’t fuck around 
I’m ripping bowl after bowl out my window listening to outside sounds 
Baby 
Felt the sting when I hit you yea my hand was sore
I was passed out on the couch but you had wanted more

Not us anymore,
You feed on top my flesh and rip me apart you carnivore
I’ve already felt this pain more than once before
I shove my can down my throat as I walk out the door

Cap.Kyle x ilyjade! - mana & monsters (p. Blunkq & fxckyeahako)

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