southern California's waiting to see you baby boy. fuck the rest

im going 160 on the freeway,i wanna swerve off into the median,my mom on the phone crying,because her son finally let the demons win

“this not a game bitch,you cant fuckin play me” 

prod. johngoyard

lost and decayed
my mind is a maze
can't find the light 
so it's dark everyday
running away
I fucked all up
I'm sorry that I can't be happy enough

I'm trying my best
I swear that I am
my brain wants me dead
and you don't understand 
you don't understand 
you don't understand 
how could you get me
I don't know who I am

first you love me 
then you hate me
this not a game bitch
you can't fucking play me 
you broke my heart 
but you still fucking blame me
I'm hanging on the edge 
and you would never save me 

smoking blunts 
till my lungs are dust 
yeah I fucked it up
I don't give a fuck
I have dreams of death 
every damn night
man I hate my life
and this not right
I'm goin 160 on the freeway 
I wanna swerve off into the median
my mom crying on my phone 
cause her son finally let the demons win

I tried my best
put it on my headstone
lemme rest
my life was full of stress
I'm depressed 
she looked me in the eyes
told me that she loved me 
but the love was just a lie 

love is just a lie 
love is just a lie 
love is just a lie 
will I make it out alive 
will I make it through the night 
don't think I'll survive
demons in my mind
running out of time
I'm running out of time

I don't wanna breathe
put my head underwater
R.I.P my dreams cause their 
dead and forgotten 
I don't have a soul 
cause my ex girl was rotten 
walking down these halls 
all these memories they haunting

fell into a nightmare 
I'll never wake up
I don't really say much 
these people fake tough
cause when I show up 
they all go quiet 
they can sense my pain
they don't want me get violent
 
like a star
I am fucking shining
but I'm also burning
which really means I'm dying 
yeah I loved her 
but she just loved lying 
took my happiness
for simply mother fucking trying  
all the pain she put me through
I thought it would be worth it
now I'm just a mess
and shes still fucking perfect
just forgot me
left me in the past
ending it tonight 
just to find the peace at last

spotify

love is just a lie (prod. johngoyard)

Prod. By: https://soundcloud.com/foreigngotem

baby if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile
I think to much
it's over complicated
I hate myself and I wish I could change it
my life feels like a game
with snakes and mazes
I hope she thinks of me with my replacement

life is just a cycle
I think I'm going psycho x2
I don't know how to hide it
my memories divided
if only I could get out my head
and see inside it

a whole new perspective
my soul was neglected
bomb on my heart
like was it her objective
torn into pieces
my strengths turn to weakness
I don't say much
cause these thoughts leave me speechless

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

and you won't last a mile
your dead if you're in my head
I'll make you suicidal
you couldn't love me
no matter if you tried to
if someone told you different
then just know your being lied to

fuck life fuck you
driving fast hit the gas
imma dust you
shedding tears
as I'm switching to my fifth gear
I don't give a fuck about my ex I tell her stay clear

tell her stay clear
running for my life
cause I know that the pain's near
I would rather die
then ever fucking stay here
I can't take it
everybody be the same here

if you think about it
life is just a cycle
my emotions spin around like vinyls 
pressure in my brain
it's hard to smile
swap me minds
and you won't last a mile

life is just a cycle (prod. foreigngotem)

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

My real life.

prod by taylor king 💘

LYRICS:
you my best friend 
and my enemy
i pop one then i pop five 
you my remedy
and i don't know what 
what comes over me
i get fucked up 
my soul ebony

only dream off a bean ya
tryna be up in the scene ya 
(aye) clips limousine ya
why she callin me a feen ya ya
sad faces 
i aint got no heart
cold cases 
i ain't never gettin caught
ya she too basic 
i could never love a thot yuh
too shameless
i aint never give a fuck no

the pillies is silly
but i cannot quit it
woke up in the pital
my demons is winnin
why i'm always sinnin
downin this liquor
drownding myself in this venom 
ya ya ya

(the sample i used is from skins :)

My Best Friend

Lie Again Ft. Yesterday & Moonlet (prod. Yung Flex) out on spotify

prod. Anxiety Attacks! x cFee! x Bruce Leen
guitar/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright, yeah
it's only right I spend some time by your side, yeah
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you're feeling helpless & you're in denial
I'm feeling selfish when I'm suicidal
you know I'll be there if you need me, 
I'll be here as long as I'm breathing
heaven down to hell when you're leaving, 
holding onto hope, & I'm thinking ya...

I'm sorry for the things I said
I'm sorry bout the shit I did
I lose my mind just tryna sleep at night
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive,
thinking maybe one day you'll be mine
So take my hand or take my life
Baby I'm the Heart & you're the Knife
I've been out of reach & out of sight
but if there's one thing keeping me alive...

listen on Spotify<3

The Heart & The Knife

available on all platforms: https://song.link/us/i/1456734832

artwork: @levistrauck

MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/WXTedaF9_Jw

kiss me <3 feat. Swing High, Swing Low (prod. 4evr)

lyrics
—————————
u didn’t care like i thought u did
say u think im doin good
well its the opposite
fall back
get me off of this
death callin
show me where the coffin is

feelin bad but i know
if i try than i can
make my dreams come tru
like a star in the night
when it shines so bright
with the sky
& i think of u

& i know that
things aren’t always what they seem
i wanna go back
but i can only seem to do it when i sleep

i don’t like this
the feeling inside it
eats me alive
all the time
i cant fight this
indecisive
i feel like im dyin
pacin’ & whinin’
the tides keep on risin

& one day ill make this right
& one day
ill make my dreams come to life

produced by dead spyro

make my dreams come to life pt. 2 [prod. dead spyro]

vocals in order of appearance
93feetofsmoke
fats'e
cøzybøy

produced by jay vee
coproduced by fats'e & 93

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@cozyboycries

bleed for no reason w/ 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy

u suck (prod. deliverthecrush)

prod/recorded/engineered by me

s/o @daine-lauren for guitar inspo <3

how many days have passed?

so many days that passed
couldnt do a fuckin thing
sit in bed, roll a blunt, think of who i need to be

gotta smoke at least a gram a day to keep my mind straight
guilty pleasures, true love
fightin for my heartache

but ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built

i wish i knew the things i have to say
to even up the score and get u to stay with me for another night

but im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
baby girl i know it aint the same
but ur in my heart forever

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

lost in my head
lost ur love
im movin on with that

just addin weight 
to my shoulders
straighten out my back

it aint enough
and ur hearts been shattered
fucked up
nothing else even matters

how many times i told you
that the doors right over there?
gave u signs that u ignored
now u pullin out ur hair

yeah its my fault
my fault
dont put no blame upon urself
too far gone
a lost cause
ill keep them pictures on my shelf

cuz ur the only one that has my heart
i never meant to break what we had built
i wish i knew the things id have to say
to even up the score and get you to stay with me for another night

im the only one there is to blame
u dont need to change a fucking thing
ur perfect in every way
i hope that u realize that someday

youre too good for me
and now ur leaving
keep runnin away
til u stop bleedin
ill be here for you
whenever u need it
you can come back to me
if u ever needed

cant even help
but feel like ill fuck it up today
and u dont see
that my minds all over the place

it aint enough
yeah ur hearts for the latter
fucked up
nothing else even matters

love is just a lie (prod. johngoyard)

hamilton (@hqmilt0n)

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