Why do you think I need you? ‘Cause I don’t (Han.irl)

you really did a number on me, ***
prod me

its been a while since ive been thru the motions
stuck in my head, parasitical notion
you messed me up, did a number on me
and you spit all ur words, never knew what it cost me

baby i dont want a grain of fucking sympathy
fuck the lies you’re telling me
i dont wanna see u ever

again, again
you said we’re better off as
friends, friends
fuck you and your new boyfriend nah
think i shouldve been cautious
but i couldnt just stop it
i gave you my heart but u lost it

i dont really care, if im only an option
all the problems began, when u lied to my friends
i guess honesty’s only a suggestion for you
when it benefits you the most 

and i don’t want to hear a word
and i don’t say it again
i dont wanna see u ever

was i really someone u loved
or was i just a tool for affection

i could see right thru ur thin facade
and i swear to god
i dont wanna see u ever

take care (of yourself)

cybercrush222

its all in your head, raw 
produced by @typhoondll

lyrics:

I tried to play your games
I stumbled down, and rumbled out
the insides of my fane

competing wit ya always leads to everlasting shame

I ask you, how can we communicate?

we dont speak same language: dialect,
it dont matter you understand
all my emotions and ideas.
stumbled, in my head, in silence

flexin some kimbundu
linguagem, that I dont speak, came straight up from my mamas mama
thoughts mixed up like stew,
minor problem, jumbling, tumbling through cerebrum we playing mikado
ridin in a coupe, ya goal prolly
aint that brief relief sweet u needa new hobby

pissed off, clear objects so I dont think about em
pistols, crystals coins of the same side bruh

straight to ya tibia, stank face when this play, swaying the femur ya
open the Biblia, maybe you’ll say: "not so saint my interior"
music my muse she a diva, her moves protrude to the point of anemia
laughing at the oh-so-serious, 

tremendously 

a firm believer that my dreaming doesn’t 
end in deceit, hands on the seat
the remedy
with no question what grounds my compass are these melodies
unquestionably, create or die, how I am, was, and have to be
putting my dent on earth heavy bending space with the gravity

the pen or the bottle?
depends on how hollow
and mood in the moment
the highs and the bottoms
it dont matter how low
I get I dont swallow
the booze, stay not boosting me
tough act to follow

gimme more im a fool ah
sobriety my new party trick
measure liters on the ruler
liver never gon retire 
see me downing but im neutral
this aint finna be the death of me
awake even after moon come
insomnia got me fried up

we dont speak same language i can
recognize that im nobody
if I talk and we end parting ways
then what does that mean for you and 

I 

can’t be detained or deterred, like my people were 
We gotta be heard, lead the herd, I can be the first
Finally I can see through, got the means to shine light on my people
said my tracks hard, they told me run it back like alopecia
takin the crown, whats negus to you? 
to me it means king,
I was ready to rule still baby in belly,
delivering truth, biting bullet bulletproof in the womb
I beg your pardon, big problem is that I was parted to atoms,
Probably saw my matter on the floor to piece my heart together

sticky sticky
they kept blickies on me
in case i was runnin
liberty non existent in my world
they made me a dummy 
if I pull up to the function stuntin 
peeps wont tell me nothing
rather look at me like a freak
than talking makin odd assumptions
lookin at what you did must feel so good so nice
so keep it comin 
funnily i dont give a damn bruh, watch your temper

if you see us goin loco tokin on that kusher herb
rainbox six smoke dont ask us whats in the canister 

we dont speak same language: dialect,
it dont matter you understand
all my emotions and ideas.
stumbled, in my head, in silence.

STUMBLE

Spotify

STUMBLE (typhoon)

either way, this ends!!!

dopamine crash!

0𝐡 m𝐘 g𝟎𝐝𝐃𝐃𝐃𝐃𝐃⋆₊☠︎♡︎✩⁺⋆☠︎✩︎♡︎⋆︎☠

[verse]
had a love that cut me open
now i can’t feel shit
knuckles frozen in the summer 
splitting up my skin 
disassociate til i can’t 
taste the medicine
bite my tongue so you don’t 
fucking overdose again 

[chorus]
are you tripping when you think of me? 
i’m finally free but i can’t breathe 
your head's still on my chest 
pressure sinking in 
new boy in my bed 
close my eyes & swallow my emotions 
fucking w my head i’m not in love 
it’s just my way of coping 

[post-chorus]
fucking with my head again 
moving on but i can’t win 
i’m in your old apartment 
sweating underneath your skin
roped in my regrets
you're the noose around my neck  
gotta live it all again fucking 
post-traumatic stress

[verse]
i’ve got snakes up in my stomach 
twisting through some bleach 
parasites ate all the butterflies 
my body's weak
i black out 

wake up and i’m all by myself
anxious like you’re still out
drinking with your ex
“it’s cool you guys can still be friends…”
so i shut my mouth cause 
i’m scared of you when you freak out
and i slowly drown cause you said 
i don’t know how to swim
i learned it’s best to let you win

[chorus]
are you tripping when you think of me? 
i’m finally free but i can’t breathe 
your head's still on my chest 
pressure sinking in 
new boy in my bed 
close my eyes & swallow my emotions 
fucking w my head i’m not in love 
it’s just my way of coping 

[post-chorus]
fucking with my head again 
moving on but i can’t win 
i’m in your old apartment 
sweating underneath your skin
roped in my regrets
you're the noose around my neck  
gotta live it all again fucking 
post-traumatic stress

post traumatic stresssssss

Anything Could Be Here's debut album

Ryan Leahan, patchymate, abbot

Rock Bottom (Reprise)

november prod neverforever

i only want what i can't have!!!

[Intro: (Ethan Justice), (Ryan Hall), han.irl]
"Oh my God, that fucking sounded sick"
"Just, here, here ya go...
There's a different version of us that's also a different person"
"Ah this is so much fun now!
I just put my hydroflask down
And it feels like 20 pounds was just lifted off from my body
She's a runner she's a track star
If I had anything to say to my future self it would
Probably be... uhh fuck money... get bitches"

[Verse 1: Atlas in Motion]
You remind me of the sunrise
Only ever see you on a bad night
Interrupt my blue with your bright light
Creep in through my window
Everything’s alright
Gonna be just fine everything’s alright

[Chorus: Atlas in Motion & han.irl]
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it was kinda fun but it fucked me up)
(Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up)

[Interlude: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"I'll take a video I'll take a video for you for later"
"han what the fuck..."
"where'd the music go, wait?"

[Refrain: han.irl]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlist

[Verse 2: han.irl]
Wait-wait–
How'd we fade out so fast?
Didn't think you'd leave me in the dark like that
Had me flying so high now my ego crashed
Staying up listening to Call Me Back
Thought it'd be fun, but it fucked me up
Now I'm running out of time
Running out of luck, but it's alright
Everything's alright... Everything's alright?
Alright? alright? al- al-

[Chorus: han.irl]
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up
Thought it would be fun but it fucked me up

[Refrain: han.irl & Atlas in Motion]
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out
Running out of patience?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?
Shit how'd another summer end?
Can you hit me up I'm running out of pavement?
Shit, maybe we could try again?
And I'll call instead of looking through your playlists?


[Outro: (Ryan Hall) & han.irl]
"This is crazy"
"This is so weird cause like I can imagine myself in the future pressing play on this voice memo to listen to it and hearing myself say the exact things that i'm saying right now in sequence of the way that i'm saying them in this second. So if you really think about it" "Woah this is really pretty""The past and the present and the future are all like... the same thing... 'dude this isssss' maybe not, maybe it's just..."

fmuuu (with atlas in motion)

silly fun song! expect more songs soon! <3

notes: not fully mixed and mastered because i lost ALL my projects a couple months ago...but that has not stopped me! i will continue sillies for the universe! :D

Dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a
O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a

Det blir en sensation överallt förstås
På fester kommer alla att släppa loss
Kom igen
Nu tar vi stegen om igen (O-a-a-a)

Så rör på era fötter, o-a-a-a
Och vicka era höfter, o-la-la-la
Gör som vi
Till denna melodi

Så kom och 
dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a
O-o, o-a, o-a
O-o, o-a, o-a-a-a

Så kom och 
dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

dansa med oss, klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör, ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär, missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med caramelldansen

caramell★jerksen

lyrics :

as far as i go into the sunset
i'm always alone
you got nobody else to talk to
that's what i've been told
as far as i go
i need you the most
angel

i don't need none of that medicine
dopamine hitting my head again
i can see it through out different lens
the journey that i want it all to end
i'm not the same like i was back then
no need to wonder where i have been
all of the things that have happened
it taught me a valuable lesson

i know the world will never change
and our lives will never be the same
we don't go anywhere from here
oh i know

i will keep on moving on
until i faded disappear and gone
it's all i need
i wish i never born to see the world

nobody else will find a way to break inside
my grave i rest in tonight
enough is enough and i left it all behind
i don't wanna keep trying to reach you back

too bad
i'll reach the top
i'll go away forever
i don't exist in this world anyway
cuz my gravestone will be forever alone for so long

i will keep on moving on
until i faded disappear and gone
it's all i need
i wish i never born to see the world

gravestone

who's to say i ever needed em
i got feelings so dont be playing dumb
10 shots gon drill his shit he wont even know
and he know what the deal is yea he gon hold his own
yea he gon holddat shit holddat shit till im done
yea i been up too long but id rather have us still fighting 
wish i could be calling you honestly i been crying
i been feeling awful ik it but im still trying 

still slinging still singing wit a gun (?)
still feeling still rlly out for luck
aint sleep in 2 days my mind slow
stick tucked with ur bitch now
u aint ever had to get low
toys in the bag like a kid oh
when i say im straight im good thats sum shit u aint never gon forget oh
im in the right time n the right place in my life
im with a white bitch who gon set me straight for the night
got the key like roxas yea i pop shit its sum light
watch like how i knock this down like foxy take yo eye
run this shit like foxy yea u gon stay a couple nights

who's to say i ever needed em
i got feelings so dont be playing dumb
10 shots gon drill his shit he wont e
and he know what the deal is yea he gon hold his own
yea he gon holddat shit holddat shit till im done

holddat (pitsearches)

original lyrics: @1sloan original song: https://soundcloud.com/1sloan/healing
production & vocals: @antag01, @bleeecher

Release date:
11 March 2025

healing remix

out on all platforms april 22nd

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/evcn/vi
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/evcn/vi
https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/evcn/vi

throwaways cuz idgaf

us w/ fxris

Berlin Redline

iONLYWANTWHATiCANTHAVE𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐𖤐

either way, this ends!!!

han.irl <3

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