i think about the cold autumn mornings
hours spent alone with outdated academia
summer turning to fall and fall turning to winter
leaves falling everywhere whenever i go outside
and how you were so nice to me even though i never deserved it

standing next to each other looking at something
and it takes everything in me not to lean over and throw my arms around you
but i know that would ruin everything
so love stays a secret and unspoken and wordless
visible only when we brush shoulders for a moment
or when i have to stop myself from saying i love you when i'm trying to say goodbye

flowers in my room

watercolor / umbrella / june / dryflower
i'll never become a real artist i fucking suck LFMAOOOOOOOOOOO just wasting my time atp if im trying to make something

@hatred2 💞  ᵘ Ⓡ ˢ𝕥ƗlＬ ωᎥtн ᗰ𝔢 𝓲 𝕃Ⓞ𝓿乇 Ｙ𝐎υ 
ɘm ɿoᎸ mɘʜƚ ƚᴎuɒʜ
Always was Always Will be
ₙₒ ₖᵤₙₜₛ ᵣₑₐₗₗy dₒᵢₙg ₛₕᵢₜ ⱼᵤₛₜ dₒ ᵤ ₐₙd bₑ ₕₐₚₚy

All Tracks vocals and lyrics were written by me (2013-present)
 
ˢᵒᵐᵉ ᵒˡᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉ ⁿᵉʷ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶠⁱᵈᵈˡᵉᵈ ᵃʳᵒᵘⁿᵈ ʷⁱᵗʰ
ɿɒi|imɒᎸ ꙅbᴎuoꙅ ɘɔiov ɘʜƚ Ꮈi ꙅƚᴎuoɔɔɒ bᴎɒ ꙅɘmɒᴎ Ꮈo ƚo| ɒ bɒʜ ɘvɒʜ i

f̶̨͍̭̉̈́u̷͇̯̱̯̩̖͙͙̅͜c̸̲͖͚͎̦̊͗͑̽̔͜ǩ̴̨̫̮̹͙͆̀̐ ̴̥̹̙͇̽̓́̑̈r̸̡̺̦̣̲͗̋̃̓̾̏̂ͅͅͅä̷̺̲̲̲̪̰̯̖̙́c̸̜̻͓̖͓̦͈̲̑͋̈́i̴̖̲͐̊̂̽́̍̅̌͘͘ŝ̷̛̮̖̺̪̰̞͍̀̂m̷̫̺̩̫͍̪͔̮͚̯̓̾̑̏̾̈́͊ ̸̭͖̟̙͓͓͓̙̪̎͐̎͆̊̀͒l̸̗̑̐͂̃ȍ̸͎͕͒̓͂v̴̢̫̫̠̙̼̯͙̥̐̈́̈̚͜è̵̘̥̞̥̤̩̼͂4̶͈̩̮̟̀̈́ͅd̷̢̥̃a̵̟̱̍͌̃̒̎͝ͅ ̸̱͔̠̙̐̉̒͗͠r̷̡̟͍̲̭̳͋́͆̉̇́e̵̢͕͓̮̅̎͒̀̓̔̽̋̕͠ͅa̶̛͔͍̠̬̪͈̋̈́̀̿̅͝l̷̙̝͔͇̯̦̇̅͝1̶̖̦̞͕̖͌̀̅͝͝s̷̡̭̩͙̠̞͗̈́̐̑̏́͝ ̴̡̧̟̫̦̅̿͜m̴̘͍̙͗̐y̸̧̨̘̟̣͒̓̄͌͆ ̶̼̖̙͙̤̗̈́f̸̱̩̓̓͛͝͠͝r̶̢̪̓̒̈͗̀̄̔̈́͘i̸͔̿e̶̛̻̝̙͈͈̰̲̊̄̀̀̓̓͜ͅn̵̻͇͇̥̩͔̏̂̐͑͊̉͘̚͠d̴̛͉͔̈́͆̓͛̍̌̀̋ ̸̡̰̣̙͇̜̪̗̂̎̅͂̈͒̈͠w̴̡̦̦̯̫̯̋̅i̴̝̬̫̖̜̯͉͚͆̈́̍̀̐́͘͜͜ḻ̴̭̲̫͈̟͚̥͂̔̌̊ͅl̵̞͕̍͛̀̂̉̏̃̕͠ ̸͍̹͎̱̻͕͋̅̋͜h̵̟͍̜͕̯̤͍̹̅͛͜a̷̠̘̝̣̥͕̙̣̠͂̿̈̈́͐̓̕u̶͔̅̊́̿̃͠ņ̷̝̑͠t̷̨̢̡̪̖͇̂̾̏̊̒̈ ̶̦̩́̈͝ư̸̻̯̦̯̬͕̤͂̈́̎̄͝͝ ̶̨̢̛̠̖̼̀̾̿̈́f̷̳̫̺̬̖̖̅̍́̀̍̃a̵̱͔̍ḵ̵͙͍̼́͂e̷̺̓̈́̇̋̒̈́̈̿̊ ̷̡̡̤͉̥͎̀͂̓̀c̴̢̭͙̱̞̓̋͗̿͛ù̶͙̏͒̒̄̒̅͘͝͝n̶̳̫̮̱͕̮̒͒̂ͅt̷̜͕̱̪̍̉́̽͌̀̊͑̎͠ͅs̷̜͙̻̮̉̒̀̋̃̚͝ ̷̧̦͕̱̜̥̓̽͜ÿ̴́͒̾̉̇̀͗̄̔̕͜k̷̡͔̙̯͔̹͖̂́͑̈́ ̸̡̡̜̞̺͔͎̓̀̑̏̋͒͊́͘̕w̵͉̭̰̪̪̻͇̭̠̞̽͛͐͛̌̐̍h̷̰̱̲̗̭̩͚̅͜o̸̳̹̼͙̭̊̎͂̃͝ͅ ̵̛̣͕̭̯̻͙̯̪͈̫̔̀̌̾̔̒̚ů̷̖̮͖͖̺̲̹̰̜͒̿̿̄̀̕ ̸̧̫̩̹̬̪͚̜̦̳̀͋̀̆̀́̌r̷̳̺͈͇̥̕fuckwar1999 But all4Violence if you cross me Don't dance4the Crowd Dance4The spirits
𐦂𖨆𐀪𖠋🖤💛❤️🏳️‍🌈✂️✂️✂️🦘

drop a tab & look in the mirror

:˖˚god˚ˑ̣⊹゜.˖˚ˑ̣⊹˖｡͍́ͩ͌͡͡ͅ are you have ˑ̣⊹͍́ͩ͌͡͡ͅ˖ˑ̣⊹｡
ㅤ❄️ㅤㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤ御ㅤㅤ
ㅤㅤㅤㅤ军ㅤㅤㅤㅤ

snow in a graveyard
laying on your floor
my heart broke again

flowers in my room

drifting away