[Artists: @failure404, @hiraethsry]

[Producers: @irby314, @jolst]

it gets harder to breathe at night

epitomeoffailure x hiraeth - it gets harder to breathe at night

produced, written, recorded, mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
yea they like me cuz they know i keep it real
when they say that im the one then u already know the deal
u be talkin out ur neck so u could have somethin to feel
think u need to take a second, bitch i reckon u should heal

saw u posted on ur story that u need to take a break
thought u said u didnt care about the shit that people say
fabricate another story just to make it thru the day
tellin u this shitd be different tho if i was in ur place

got a problem w the drama
all i care about is commas
dont tell me about ur trauma
go tell that shit to ur mama
cuz i got no time for u

i been goin crazy lately, cant put down the pen
and i might take home one them grammys, do it all over again
and all these people share my music cuz they wanna be my friend
but back in college i was lonely so i hope it never end

im moving on from u
im moving on from u

moving on (sydcxx)

beat made by https://soundcloud.com/sadboiforever and Low Hope

2001's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/Prod2001

low hope's yt: https://www.youtube.com/c/ProdLowhope   


/lyrics/

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

and i can't bring myself to step outside
anxiety builds and i just want to hide
i think my body's giving up this time
i can feel my chest collapse when i look inside your eyes

i just feel so fucking useless
can't ask for help feel like a nuisance
just do my best to hide and numb it
a facade that's built with cuts and bruises

i think i have lost it
but don't know what it ever was
nothing like what used to be
lately i feel like a husk of myself 

i can't breath in this dense crowd
could you lead me through i need you right now
eyes piercing through me i feel naked 
could you hold me closely and recalibrate my brain love

i know that it's stupid
i can't help but worry
i know you said you will be here
but still i grip your hand so tightly

and i will never let you go again
i can feel my body tense 
every thought i reprehend 
still rots inside my broken head

inmyhead (2001 x Low Hope)

mama used to tell me don't say nothin' if u cant say nothin' nice ~

bbydonttalk. [+lilportal]

22@
nothing more than u.^^^^^^
,goodnight
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;lyrics
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dreaming, a nightmare, comes over my head!
i forgot, where I am
i drove out, too far, and somehow don't understand
every single thing in this world, hates all my plans!

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that youll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
I JUST WANNA DREAM WITH YOU!
im sorry that im broke my dear, 
there isn't much i can do

sell the car, and stop buying food
cancel trips, and seeing all my dudes
the ciggs, the drugs, the alcohol too\
the fun is over, death, number 2

see me in the streets tonight!
i just wanna feel, alive
i just wanna be someone, before i finally die

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that you'll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

death number 2

engieered by kii. 
mastered by kii.
produced by king theta 
written by kii.

lyrics: 
it's been 4 months since you called me 
i know that you're broken you say that your lonely
i know why you called me 
and no i know, i know i know 
you spend days inside my bed 
blame me for all this dread 
know you felt bad when you broke my heart
and i been inside my head
and i cannot go to bed 

and i'm so sorry i didn't mean to leave 
and all these lies all they do is deceive
and i can't breathe with all these people looking at me 
looking at me 
looking at me yeah 

the cigarette ash left on my bed spread 
oh our last left me breathless 
i guess i know you have a deathwise 
your parents never settles all these issues they left
oh the soul tide that you gave left with my last breath
i can't tell you how felt that last night 
we spent together and we could sit and cry 
we can sit and cry 
we can sit and cry 
we can sit and cry 
sit and cry 

and i'm so sorry i didn't mean to leave 
and all these lies all they do is deceive
and i can't breathe with all these people looking at me 
looking at me 
looking at me 
and all you do is argue with me 
and no i can't take it when i'm breaking down 
is leave, leave

silk sheets - (king theta)

Produced by @pekarot_161 & @xlhc
Mixed by @decksmusic
Mastered by Bryan Shortell @shordeli
Art by BunillaBunz

LYRICS
It's a hat I wear these days
It's just one of many
I keep a picture of you in my pocket
I'll commit this to memory
You are the missing piece I never knew I needed
But you fit in so seamlessly
And after all this time I still can't believe it
I found my family

But do I actually deserve it
I feel like a serpent
That slithered in to take
What is not his away
Impostor
I fear I'm an impostor
I shed my skin
I'm a monster
You let me in
Now I'm not sure if I can measure up

I'm not sure If I can be the one
To bear this weight on my shoulders
There's so much expected of me now
And I'm still tryna figure out
How to care for myself
While being there for someone else
It's not so easy
But I know that you'll be there for me as well

Listen on Spotify!

Dad Hat (Prod. Pekarot & Extra Large Holiday Card)

I hope you like it and
<3 Thank you for listening <3

spotify:
https://open.spotify.com/album/2ZIJ5K94NYbWLJbTg3KQsX?si=cJuBhjSIS3arxbEDX9OmcQ

prod: Johnny Friend
https://www.youtube.com/@prod.johnnyfriend

n check the stuff from @kt3lly

lyrics:
[harmy]:
oh give me your hand (your hand)
yea give me your space (oh)
i really wanna take your pain
you'll never see hell

[kt3lly]:
last night i've died in my dreams
no way that i care for this
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it
died in my dreams
no way that i care for this
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it

[harmy]:
oh i know you bloom but i hibernate
i wanna hear the birds singing with you
your smile shines like new pretty flowers
together, let's spend more hours oh

[kt3lly and harmy]:
last night i've died in my dreams (died in my dreams)
no way that i care for this (i care for this)
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it (oh)
died in my dreams (died in my dreams)
no way that i care for this (i care for this)
life really ain't what it seems
it's a mystery
and keeps fuckin me
but i want it

[harmy]:
i love your smile
love your eyes
love your face
love your hair

dreams.(ft. kt3lly | prod. Johnny Friend)(Spotify in the description)

prod raspo 
mixed/master by me

Lyrics:

generational trauma
personification of drama
must be easy to say 
“i got it all from my momma”
i’m not a perfect person 
i still take more than i oughta
but you’re not perfect either 
you paint more hate than you gotta 

and i’m sorry that i left you
wasn’t there when i needed to protect you 
when i found out shoulda texted you
cause i knew exactly what it meant for you
that if i stick it out and i try hard
then you might see what’s in my heart
but i see now i wasn’t fair to you
babe i swear that all i did was care for you 

i guess i could find someone to hold me down
oh but i don’t think it’s fair if i’m not gonna be around 
cause my time on this earth is a little more limited than you think it is
and if i showed you inside of me
i wonder what your gut reaction to the trash would be
would you ask what happened to me 
would you stare in a state of shock as you backed away from me

oh see i been in this place before
where i never thought i’d need a hate ward
so when i broke down while i answered 
and then you spread through me like cancer
i sat back in my chair and wondered if i really said it with candor 

i know heart patients don’t hurt like this 
so i just wanna be certain 
you can’t see it from my side now
it’s like you’ve drawn all the curtains 
you want home yea you won’t find it here
i’m done wit all this hurtin

_trauma_ (raspo)

scraped discord/mp3 sites and found a couple songs i couldnt find anywhere else

leak gng fr

dreams.(ft. kt3lly | prod. Johnny Friend)(Spotify in the description)

harmonic love

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