hows it feel..?
v v v
oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

(funny little da da da break)

oh my god..
hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know your grandmas dead?

hows it feel to be pronounced as dead?
hows it feel to be shot in the head?
hows it feel to be ten grand in debt?
hows it feel to know ur grandmas dead?

hows it feel when ur six feet deep
no one to call but ur known in the streets
said ur not in love but boy i know ur lying
yeah u use to have ten grand, on grand, on grand
but now ur trying.
trying
trying
trying
trying...

... <3

pronounced as dead (splashgvng x irby)

22@
nothing more than u.^^^^^^
,goodnight
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;lyrics
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dreaming, a nightmare, comes over my head!
i forgot, where I am
i drove out, too far, and somehow don't understand
every single thing in this world, hates all my plans!

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that youll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOU
I JUST WANNA DREAM WITH YOU!
im sorry that im broke my dear, 
there isn't much i can do

sell the car, and stop buying food
cancel trips, and seeing all my dudes
the ciggs, the drugs, the alcohol too\
the fun is over, death, number 2

see me in the streets tonight!
i just wanna feel, alive
i just wanna be someone, before i finally die

in the middle, of nowhere, i been calling your name!
as the time, keeps on passing, i hope that you'll stay!
everybody in this world, is too busy to stay!
ill drive, these kilometers, are too much to even say!

death number 2

this song is entirely non profit and purely for venting purposes.
white shinobi: @white-shinobi
gin$eng: @ginsengxx

they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i think our scene would be alot better without them
do you think we need them?
i dont think we need them?
cause we have nick and we have miles
you know exactly who the fuck im talking about.
they're clones 
and they barely try cause 
they get cosigned and 
they already have fans before they start
maybe i shouldnt talk about it at all
but im just being honest
im just being honest
you cant look me in the face and tell me that it looks fine to you
cause we work our ass off and we get nowhere
i think we all secretly know this is not very fun
cause itd be alot funner if people gave a fuck.
or if we could live off of this, but right now we could die from this
im not tryna be a pessimist, but you know music's more than this
i dont think i wanna stick around to see how it goes,
cause how fucking far can you make it in here?
they're not playing the same game that we are
they're getting really far by having friends and dickriding
i dont think thats fair, at all
i dont think thats fair, at all
i tried to tell you once but you didnt listen
"we're nothing special, we're just a follower."
im not tryna make you sad at all
please dont give up
i just want you to know
they're not what you thought they were.

bonessss/clonessss (white shinobi x gin$eng)

Dreaming of my Death (prod. splashgvng, afterlife)

hate u ft. sendflowrs (sorrow bringer)

4035108
b17d5 3y3
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@fleshgolem
h0pe u enjoy <3
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lyr1cs:

u couldn’t make it up
i couldn’t if i tried
n i been stayin up
i wanna make it by
if i could grant 1 wish
i’d be right by ur side
look at the positives
i swear to god i’ll try

when its time for me ima jump off that ledge
you know you don’t quite see till ur outta ur head
i might be 0 for 3 but im keeping it steady
u know the pieces that prospered took years to finally be ready
and when its time for me ima jump off that ledge
you know you don’t quite see till ur outta ur head
i might be 0 for 3 but i’ll try if i’m able
i never saw the other side till i was turning the table

i’ve been up all night
i’ve been up all night
i’ve been up all night
i’ve been up all night

sun sets on the east coast when i’m
breaking away from pressure
mess with the sheets, don’t bother me
(its not like i have a choice)
digress, all the details piling up
tell me its not forever
test: all my patience, what the fuck?
(you know that you have a choice)

so when its time for me ima jump off that ledge
you know you don’t quite see till ur outta ur head
(you know that you have a choice)
i might be 0 for 3 but im keeping it steady
u know the pieces that prospered took years to finally be ready
(you know that you have a choice)
and when its time for me ima jump off that ledge
you know you don’t quite see till ur outta ur head
(you know that you have a choice)
i might be 0 for 3 but i’ll try if i’m able
i never saw the other side till i was turning the table
(you know that you have a choice)

i’ve been up all night
i’ve been up all night
i’ve been up all night
i’ve been up all night

bird's eye [flesh]

spotify & apple music!

Track 1 on my album 'for better or worse'

Guitars by BENNYKAAY 
Drums by me

Lyrics:
i’m waiting for something i don’t know exists 
imperfect reflection of a hope for happiness 
can something remind me why i started this 
from the start to end 
feel like i’m lost again 

i’m waiting for something i don’t know is true 
a perfect example of what I’d want this to do 
but i worry what the story has for me and you

give me a second just enough so i can empty my head 
a second chance that I could use to heal
clinging to moments where I thought that it would all stay the same 
my coping method cuz i still feel 

lost (x2)
so if you read between the lines 
you can see why this is dying 
but until then 
i’m spent 
wasting away, never enough

beginning of the end 
or the end of the end of the beginning 
i try to keep my head up 
but there’s always something missing 
darling 
what’s missing darling 
what’s missing?

at the beginning or the end 
i think i’m lost

lost pt. II [prod. BENNYKAAY & evan carr]

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void yuuuuhhhh


stabbed m e in the back again
everything u said was problematic
never rly cared enough 2 ask me how my day been
bad as shit
every single f unctions automatic 
everytime im smilin just know that i been fakin it

fake shit thats all u ever gave me
u would fuck wit all of my emotions on the daily
baby u were toxic thats all u ever were 2 me
thought that i was tripping but you really did me dirty
i see all the red flags
wish i saw em back then
u can keep my hoodies ion even want em back bitch  
only cared about the bag
all that u was chasin
wish it woulda worked out but that shit was makeshift
i been restless
cant sleep
all this fuckin weight on my chest i cant breathe
and the fuckin way that you left me with ease
made me really feel like im dying in peace
nah

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void

restless II (metlast)

new single produced by @irby314 & @pekarot_161

lyrics:

Be careful what you wish for
Oh you'll always just want more
It's hard to fill the satisfaction
Moving target, always lacking
It's like you took everything that I ever wanted
Hidden on the surface
Planted urges
Now you're saying I should
Walk away
Walk away

When I came back I told you
None of this can stay
So you took something you knew I wanted
Wrapped it up in shame
Old standards mold the frustration
Presenting this duel fate
I'm still standing to find the answers
Are they written on your
Are they written on your face

Oh can I
Just forget about last night
Try to focus on what's mine and what's right
What's mine and what's right

Watching you walk away
Forced against one place
Still begging to escape
Oh does it even matter
Oh does it even matter

Be careful what you wish for
Oh you'll always just want more
Like it's not what you asked for
So don't say
Walk Away

moving target [prod. irby & pekarot]

prod. recyclebin x back2thapast

if you need me, ill be up in my mindd
countin days, countin time, dunno whyy
i know that ive been seeing straight death
word.
i can never stomach my breath,,

pull 9k in a lfa, while on the autobahn, dont know what im on
22 was ass, but i think 23 is u&me
while im off this gas, i feel my life is like a movie scene
im stayin' up, 
im stayin' up..
uh, uh..
i dont wanna see the sun! come! up! tho!
black bags like kuroki
blame life that im broken
(blame that im-)

blame life that im,
(hot and cold, dunno what i want!)
blame myself that i,
im not doing enough, im not givin a fuck,
i dont consider at all, .. i dont consider enough ;(..

AYE, IF YOU NEED ME ILL BE UP IN MY MIND!
COUNTING DAYS, COUNTING TIME, DONT KNOW WHY!
COLLECT THE PARTS OF MY SKULL I LEFT
AFTER THIS I HAVE NOTHING LEFT.
(ya!!>w<)

u could say it 2 my face
u could come right 2 my place
we cld run it up 2day 
pussy boy dont play ;)
♪yeah i pull up in a lfa, that shit got a turbo!♫
if you leave me then im done, fr
leave me when im ghost, fr.

blck bgs ; kuroki

prod. kazba w/ additional percussion by me

Text never sent I get It
You dont wanna talk at all
I dont really blame you tho
Its the reason you always go
Yeah my heads still a mess
Found our playlist again
While youre out there with someone instead
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel

I just hope youre doin alright
Maybe we can talk at another time
Maybe we can finally lay sumn down
Still tryna take you out to game night
Its a huge bummer that ill never get to
Take you to the spot out in west pines
the window was open for only a moment
Ran til I collapsed, missed the deadline
A buck short
Little too late
Never had a chance in the first place
Now dont get me wrong ill be okay
But still I feel the sting to this day
you said you fell in love with my voice and that there could never be another
I should’ve known not to trust you when you told me to say your name as if it was a number
You was undercover
In my eyes youre Jen
I know you want Alex
But im simply Wes
and im doin my best
We cant go back to the past
What id give just to hear you say my name in that way again
Kinda fucked up we had no conversation
The sword that I yield is now masked as a pen
Ill take the blame though you might disagree
it’s alright. No need to understand

Like a phantom you only want me from the shadows
Evil or not, you’re still watching me from your castle
But to know me is just too much of a hassle?
I’ll go ahead and pass on the tassel
Like a phantom your love for me is in the shadows
Wonder what the deal is when you chose to let go
I hope they do it for you now
Kinda wish I knew what the fuck I was talking about

death number 2

NAVYXOWER

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