Produced by Rosesleeves

Lyrics:
Tied in my head
Blood though my hands
I just needed some rest
Why couldn’t you understand
(Why couldn’t you understand)

If you gave it some time
Maybe just a few weeks
It would’ve been the same
Don’t know what I’m thinking
(Why couldn’t you understand)

Tied in my head
Blood though my hands
I just needed some rest
Why couldn’t you understand
(Why couldn’t you understand, Why couldn’t you understand, Why couldn’t you understand)

If you gave it some time
Maybe just a few weeks
It would’ve been the same
Don’t know what I’m thinking

I know people grow apart
But I’m done with the growing pains
I think it’s over
They’re starting to fade
They’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade

You’re starting to fade
You’re starting to fade

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Growing Pains

prod. polearm & slug & wells

(wells)
i've been scanning all the walls
for a switch to fix it all
secret entrance to your heart
separate the different parts
find the latch to open paths
where the truth is in a casket
locked with keys i found rooms back
holy grail then fade to black
then fade to

(slug)
i think that it's a secret entrance
somewhere right around you
yep, it's been a minute
about a million years
i wonder if i'll find it or if i'll just stay silent
is it even weight or is it out of balance
and this weight on my back, it's too much
we're not safe
please don't laugh, but i'm down bad
it's too late, i'm too late
even if i find my secret entrance

(pole)
you tried to taint what i consider sacred
take it all away i won't be nameless
i keep all the things you forgot locked away
if it's up to me i'll always keep them safe
and i could say i love you but you think i don't
you think i'll make the same mistake but bitch i won't
melt my body through the cracks in the floor
take my feelings when you walk out the door

holy grail w/ blackwinterwells & slug christ

production by harvest & @nuum
featuring @blackwinterwells

(harvest)
just knowing
is never enough
i noticed
that i never have any luck

(blackwinterwells)
haven't you heard they took my lungs again
drowning in air let me get back to wet land
everything's fine girl i don't want you to worry
want you to worry
when you almost give up
but then you borrow my hands
you wanted to rot
but then i had other plans
the road here is rough
but we'll get through it together
through it together

(harvest and wells)
just knowing
is never enough
i noticed
that i never have any luck
(through it together) just knowing
(through it together) is never enough
(through it together) i noticed
(through it together) that i never have any luck

(harvest)
have any luck
have any luck
have any luck
have any luck
have any luck
have any luck
have any luck
have any luck

luck

(harvest and wells)
just knowing
is never enough
i noticed
that i never have any luck
(through it together) just knowing
(through it together) is never enough
(through it together) i noticed
(through it together) that i never have any luck

luck feat. blackwinterwells (prod. harvest & nuum)

production by @riphomesick & harvest

never figured out how to fucking trust
every day i contemplate just giving up
it's on me counting up the mistakes that i've made
yeah it's been a fucking minute better dig my own grave

will i make much?
i never had foresight
keep on taking breaks
and throwing stones at their break lights
i wrote a long list of things i will make right
but i held a flag up and made sure it's all white

i'll be M.I.A for like twenty days
going twenty down the fourty five down the interstate
can you make me feel whole again?
do it in any way
i have never been the one you love only the one you hate
i'll be M.I.A for like twenty days
going twenty down the fourty five down the interstate
can you make me feel whole again?
do it in any way
i have never been the one you love only the one you hate

i'm floating away you can call me casper
a ghost on your screen living happy ever after
this shit is too real yeah my heart it is fractured
treat me like a dog in a cage call it captured
i don't even fucking know if it's news to me
harvest version 2.0 it's the newer me
i am so done done it is history
see the lights in the sky call it starcity

i'll be M.I.A for like twenty days
going twenty down the fourty five down the interstate
can you make me feel whole again?
do it in any way
i have never been the one you love only the one you hate
i'll be M.I.A for like twenty days
going twenty down the fourty five down the interstate
can you make me feel whole again?
do it in any way
i have never been the one you love only the one you hate

whole again (prod. harvest & homesick)

production by harvest
featuring @min1skirt

(harvest)
i have no last resort
so i doubt myself and say i'm not important
need a halo around my head so i can talk without being ignored and
i thought i told you i'm sorry
spent three hours at least just walking
it's been three years since i've talked
and i've spent twenty three years just stalling

i know, i know
some day i gotta leave
and fly away
into the autumn leaves
it comes and goes
i'll fly into the trees
the last resort
the last reason i'll breathe in

i'm a dumb fuck i listen to treason
come on baby baby, tell me you don't mean it
it comes with the seasons
walk with a hunch so you know that i'm leaning

(miniskirt)
i know what you think of me
but baby say it one more time
i don't like to lie
but i'm still forcing every fucking smile

i've been hurting for a while
i swear that you poisoned me
stay nauseated all the time

something playing with my head again
getting sicker and i can't do anything
she say she coming over but i'm not even sober
spinning out on the bedroom floor
i did too much for sure

(harvest)
watch me spin into traffic
mock myself i'm a creature of habit
i'm a sucker for magic
watch this trick i'll burn up like a match stick
i'm so gone
and i'm sorry
had no options my minds in a flurry
like a ghost i'll be haunting
last resort so you know you can't stop me

(miniskirt)
i have no last resort
stomach you for months
to make me feel important
let you hold my hand
while you let me bleed out on the dirt

don't you want it to hurt?
curbside tears hit the pavement
go again and again
'cause we're not worth saving

are we really worth saving?
are we really worth saving?
are we really worth saving?
are we really worth saving?
are we really worth saving?
are we really worth saving?

i know what you think of me
but baby say it one more time
i don't like to lie
but i'm still forcing every fucking smile

i've been hurting for a while
i swear that you poisoned me
stay nauseated all the time

something playing with my head again
getting sicker and i can't do anything
she say she coming over but i'm not even sober
spinning out on the bedroom floor
i did too much for sure

last resort feat. miniskirt

guard dog w/ blissful fields

prod with @chromerax

woke up in my element, im all alone
this t shirt worth a skeleton, like 200 bones
puttin on my talisman and then write a poem
i got 9s all on my bracelet, cold as the pole
i got 9 around my waist bitch (takahiro)
roll up 9 grams n i face it, smokin that indo
ive been on the web spinnin, i feel like indra
imma eat the sun fully, i feel like simba
i got cash on my body burn that shit i need a grail bro
full moon shinin on my jewelry standin 10 toes
i dont howl i spit bars, trappin demons in my cellphone
turn into a beast, but im beautiful, smell w my hell nose
lil lines lil flies on my fruit, but im a bug too
just tryna eat
me n chromerax on the beat, ricky chromehearts on my feet
nah im playin these just geos
i smell like nasomatto bitch u smell like BO
go with the flow my motto i feel like the rio
off that lemon tek, woke up out this dream i feel like neo
bitch u fake asf, i cant fuck with u just my reals bros
shorty with me ,wonder what she wants
im not even tryna fuck like honestly i just need love
junya watanabe on me n my bros we fly like doves
motherfuckers switch up on me, its my fault for showin luv

Me N Chromerax On The Beat

prod me
backing vocals by 8485
art by 8485
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SHELL

art by ashley
guitars and bass and backing and additional drum programming by riley

Diphylla w/ Riley Nuala

모든게 잘못됐어
정말 이게 아닌데
난 사실 아직도 널 못놓아주겠어
난 다시 처음으로 돌아가 널 만나서 
0에서부터 또 다시 채워갈거야

내게 웃어주는 넌 이젠 없어
성급했던 my fault
한 송이의 rose 
시들어버린 채로 길에 버려졌어
몇 번의 여름이 가도
널 못잊어 바보가 돼버렸나 oh
내 마음을 흔들어 파도
심장은 가속
머릿속에 가둬

돌아가 20로 널 구할게 like 리제로
인연 없던 여자가 만나 준대 공습경보
유달리 예쁜 년 집주인 딸내미
너가 해 준표애미 어쩌면 우린 인연

그냥 스쳐가는 여자가 아냐
나는 정말 진심이였단 말야
말로 표현 못해 내 사랑
네 주변 한남과는 달라

난 못해 20대에 500억
하지만 난 가능해 니 입에서 윽 액 억

모든게 잘못됐어
정말 이게 아닌데
난 사실 아직도 널 못놓아주겠어
난 다시 처음으로 돌아가 널 만나서 
0에서부터 또 다시 채워갈거야

RE : ZERO with. 심성하

prod wstd

spend a bag n i get it right back
idk myself, i dnt wanna ask
walkin in the mall im poppin price tags
fallin in the void so i wear a mask
couple hunnid on my wrist if im feelin bad
smokin weed in the mist stayin unattached 
when i walk thru the deep i dont get a scratch
lock myself in the keep jus so i can craft

wasteful extravagance 
an idol like im baphomet
oz of kush and i keep it inside the cabinet
as above so below, just imagine it
lead inside my head, make it gold
im an alchemist

(posted with the pretty birds
bet that im not missin her
livin thru an avatar
paint a world w my words)

2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1
2 become 1

2 become 1
creature of the nighttime bathing in the sun
i can see a bright light saying im the 1
i become 1
i become 1
i become 1

whole again (prod. harvest & homesick)

harvest

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