artist and self produced by:
https://soundcloud.com/bhertuy

lyrics:
i’m tired of eating take aways 
i just wish that u would feel the same 
i’m sleeping through the week, 
and through the day 
to ease my pain 
but it hasn’t always been like this 
how I’m stuck and lost in this abyss 
i think i just need a hug, 
a kiss, a quiz, 
to ask i’m a feeling 
maybe there’s somethings wrong wit me 
something that i couldn’t see 
something that i,
wouldn’t choose to believe 
i’m hiding insecurities to build up my maturity 
what the fuck is with this impurity 
fuck fuck fuck on my addiction
act like this don’t need restrictions 
i hate all my medication 
look in the mirror scared of my reflection 
none of u truly believed in me
not asking for forgiveness just some decency  
and i know ur boiling with ur jealousy 
this shit is way too hard for me
i’m crying my own fucking tears out would u listen 
nobody wants to hear my story till i’m missing 
i’ll give u everything u want even the distance 
i’m truly serious u know i’m not kidding 
i wanna die today 
i wanna die today 
don’t tell me otherwise if u have never felt this way

takeaway

SPOTIFY

bhertuy - takeaway

induratize pitched

prod. chrxme + turro

@pzom
I say hold up give me a minute 
oxycodone pouring like liquid 
tryna get me to drown 
I got a whole round drum 
seein’ my face on the podium 
live a rich ass life but a lonely one
doin’ this shit for myself 
I got no one around
doin’ this shit for myself 
Im, doin’ this shit for my health 
Im, doin’ this shit cuz 
the one thing that matters is me 
doin’ this shit for myself 
Im, doin’ this shit for my health 
Im, doin’ this shit cuz 
the one thing that matters is me 
these bitches text me too much
aint bouta cap imma cuf that bitch 
I just roll that spliff on my antisocial shit 
cant be doing no wrong Im bouta flip this script 
Im bouta flex lil bitch cant flex like this 
gotta earn this shit gotta practice it 
I don't even want imma burn this shit
@wehateclip
burnin’ that money Im counting up bricks 
playin wit us and we totin them sticks 
why u mad why you all on our dicks 
say u aint mad but you look pissed 
nice to meet you meet my fist
diamonds flooded on my wrist
don't care never cuf a bitch 
get up out my fuckin business
chopa shoot it doesn't miss
twenty bullets on them head
chopa take of his damn head 
what im pourin bitch its red 
I cannot be bothered 
I don't care what these bitches said

health (chrxme + turro)

hate - i dont want any part of this (022424)

я как даня козловский суки хотят фото

seeing you blush

prob gonna delete dis and put on my archive instead. feat @unionha

smokin gas (ft. unionha) (prod. wayza)

skycomplition24 @skylar_glx @miracleunvrs

Kurtains - Virus (feat. Aldn) [prod. Kurtains]

rezlaine - kill the kid (sorrovw & byttt)

bitch i, bitch i
bitch i, bitch i 
really wanna fuck 
but she told me thats haram
im gon pull up wit my stick
i got two colors on my gun
you been talking so much shit
you fuck around now your mans gone 
and you said you took my shit
I don't care bout no dox

bitch I really wanna fuck 
but she told me that's haram
I'm gon' pull up wit my stick
I got two colors on my gun
you been talking so much shit
you fuck around now your mans gone 
and you said you took my shit
I don't care bout no dox
man you really talking shit 
give a fuck about my flaws
if you do not want to die 
that boy better pray to god
leave his bitch ass on the ground 
they been calling up his mom
and I know that he a bitch 
I been calling him my son (2x)

she told me that's haram☝🤓


At its core, the song explores the ache of loving someone while time slowly changes both of you. It’s about looking back on youth, shared adventures, and intimate memories with a softness that hurts. The narrator feels the weight of growing older—how small things like clothes, photos, and old habits carry emotional echoes. As the years pass, the relationship becomes more fragile, and moments that once felt effortless now feel distant or threatened. The song sits in that tender space where love still exists, but the connection is slipping, and both people can feel it.

Despite the heartbreak, the song isn’t hopeless. It’s filled with longing and a quiet, stubborn tenderness. The narrator clings to the idea that love might still be recoverable if they can just hold on a little longer—if the other person doesn’t “fade” tonight. The song captures that deeply human moment where you’re caught between acceptance and yearning: wanting to preserve what once was, fearing what might be lost, and hoping that shared memories and old warmth are enough to pull two hearts back together. It’s a sad, cinematic reflection on love, time, and the emotional distance that grows when people change but still desperately want to stay connected.

hate - i dont want any part of this (022424)

hate*** (demo)