Miami’s washed me up 
I had lived there 27 years 
I thought I built this up 
but I always lived my life with fear 
I’m always so worked up 
I have a feeling that the end is near 
I’m not okay, my dear 
put the car In gear and 

Drive 
so that I can feel alive 
I’m bleeding through my paper skin 
I’m shattered and I’m wearing thin 

we hit each other up from time to time 
tell each other I love you, yeah, it’s fine 
you’re with him now
so fuck me up, give me drugs and give me medicine to sleep tonight 

this pressure’s building up all of this tension 
got my heart bleeding, needing intervention 
in my mentions only looking for attention 
break my chains, set me free, let me ride and put my car in gear and 

We hit each other up from time to time 
fuck I think I need to go for another drive 
I was hoping that this was the last time 
but you’re still keeping me in mind 

Ocala called again
so I moved up thinking that I would change
I left you far behind always regret that now I drown in shame 
you gave up on me 
I’m begging on on my knees 
please i just need some peace
I’m trying to believe 
that you would come back to me 
baby just tell me that you’ll never leave 
take a couple pills to relax just so I can breathe 
I’m never finding answers in these drugs so I write these songs that I sing 

you left me now 
god I feel so left out 
I just hope you stick around 
so that I can go and find out 
If he gives you everything 
I couldn’t imma stress out
cause I failed at loving you 

and now I’m just a burnout 

yeah I’m just a burnout 
a motherfuckin let down 
I’m trynna shut down 
baby shut my lights out 
Bring the knife out 
yea I’m gone now 
when I think of suicide I always put the car in gear and

Drive (Prod. Jolst X Irby)

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

Written, Produced, Mixxed, and Mastered by me :0
(in under 2 hours somehow)
Lyrics:
living life without you, I would rather die
stay up till the morning comes like everynight
mourning over options life did not provide
if you need some help I swear ill be your guide
~
DROWNING, I'M A MESS
HOLE INSIDE MY CHEST
FEELING SO DAMN WORTHLESS BUT I TRIED MY BEST
RUN AND DUCK FOR COVER 
PEAKING THROUGH THE SHUTTERS
"OH WE GOT A RUNNER
SOMEONE CUE THE GUNNER"
~
My problems sticking to me like some glue
vent all them out when I'm up in the booth
I'm not messing around, 22 its a new
I shoot my shot 23, I pursue
all of dreams so it seems this is true
and I'm building a team to redeem all I lose
I brought change to my life by just changing my views
and I'm done with the past, moving forward,  refuse
~
DROWNING, I'M A MESS
HOLE INSIDE MY CHEST
FEELING SO DAMN WORTHLESS BUT I TRIED MY BEST
RUN AND DUCK FOR COVER 
PEAKING THROUGH THE SHUTTERS
OH WE GOT A RUNNER
SOMEONE CUE THE GUNNER
~

this year will be better.

Clairvoyance Interlude

Produced by Weepings
Mixed by Weepings
Mastered by Weepings
Cover art by Jack Cox & Weepings

Clairvoyance | Interlude

What else can I say about it 🤠🤠🤠

Trap Cowboy

Traffic Lights

i made this song in less than an hour
prod. loopy

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i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

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