the first time i listened to your music i was like “oh shit this guy’s so good” & i had your stuff on repeat for a good while. i can’t believe that i was able to become the friend of such an amazing human & incredible artist :’}

@cameronxrose wtf no way 🥺🥺 that means so much ti me wtfffff 😭🖤🖤🖤🖤

@wisssery literally love you so fucking much thank you 🥺🥺🤧

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

trash

INTRO

i fall to pieces

VERSE

i feel my breath start to fade away
never did i think it would end this way
i’m begging you please just stay
but i see that i’m a monster so i get it if you run away
who have i become
what have i done 
the light is getting darker as i stare into this gun
i fall to pieces
tell me what’s the reason
when every single day i live life with no reason

AUTUMN VERSE

lie in my bed as i take up the air
at the end of the day 
she never really cared
so we came to an end 
while i was i prepared
but a couple weeks later
my eye caught a glare

she took me in and we fucking relate
but i’m still getting over what 
happened that day
and she begged me to stay
don’t fucking leave 
don’t walk away could we talk it out please 

i think that this is the end
(i think that this is the end)
there ain’t no way imma rest

(2x)
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again
there ain’t no way imma rest
there ain’t no way imma rest again

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

each and everyday blends with the last
and I'm still chasing fleeting feelings from the past
I try to just forget but I'm locked in
my habits bound to put me in a coffin
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit
~
horrid vitals when I'm checking in
I think I took too much of that 'medicine'
evil thoughts and incantations
no hesitation, enter visous spiral leave me vancant
I tried to leave behind all of the problems of the past
but those I put my trust into would think about me last
the rose I gave yo cut in two
we smiled and we laughed
and ya'll wonder why my trust issues refuse to move on past
~
I'm chasing liquor with more alcohol
and I'm afraid this night will end; I can't recall
each fucking day I struggle to walk out the hall
and baby girl I'm sorry that I missed your call
No excusses
I've been useless
all the damage that my actions will conduce it's
time to stop this
can I knock this 
think about to much I think I'm gonna vomit

Fleeting Feelings [Prod. IOF]

If theres one thing for certain
Its time 
Time Will kill us all in the end
Death is the only thing thats guaranteed in our lifetimes
And we cant take that for granted
We must embrace it and take it it all in 
Embrace
The end

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

I promise i wont be okay tho
All of the words gettin twisted around and my head is a fuckin tornado
I wanna say how i feel but i promised you thats a promise i cant break tho
When i turn up on the side of the road i just know someones takin my place oh

All these people round me
Make me feel like im a zombie
I cant tell you bout what i see
Cuz the demons gonna haunt me

and they tell me a prodigy
thats something i could mever be
the bright side i could never see
so this gon be the death of me

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

Why do i
just Sit back and wait for the moment to tell you 
Im not fine
But i promise it wont be your fault when i end my
Fucking life
All of this weight on my shoulders is too much
For my mind
And body to handle ill never be alright

time is nothing but relentless

time is nothing but relentless (santana)

broken and beating my head

produced by @killedmyself

cold autumn // dead winter

four fifteen

Help Me

I'll never change feat. sendflowrs (prod. yunny goldz)

[+] A one take performance by @seejayxo

VISUALS: https://youtu.be/CD351Cxy6SQ

Support the creators:

Vocals by @seejayxo
Visuals by @eyebshootin
Edit by @prodfranse
Produced by @thersx

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LYRICS:

They don't know what's wrong with me
I roll up that sticky , smoke it honorably
thats just how we living baby, gotta be
I just need someone that hold it down 4 me
she act like she know me , shawty
you just know a part of me
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? nah prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
baby girl you so damn gorgeous
I just wanna love you but I really cant afford it
boring, what's this life without a story
I don't want the fame, or the money, or the glory
she done took my heart it cut an artery
I was making plays way b4 they even saw in me
how im supposed to do this shit honestly?
every time we fuck you just leave another scar on me
I had that I never sleep, hardly
even if I make it will they love me? yea prolly
golly, I pop pills like a party
but im just in my room throwing up til the morning
I wish you could just be honest
I don't wanna hate you but I swear that you flaunt it
im just tryna be what you want bih
now my stomach hurting and im getting real
nautious
space ship launch and im on it
take what you want ion got it
my love for you is elongate
I be on them drugs and I know you won't stop it

Throwin Up

+ VISUALS

seejayxo - "throwin up" (+ visuals)

first single off my ep "i never asked for this", dropping december 25th!

thank u so much to @fantasycamp for featuring on this
and @nevrfall and @sainttomorrow for the wonderful production
cover art by evan carr :)

lyrics:
[decks]
light fading
im waiting
give me a reason
something to believe in
i can’t go back and i know that
im desperate and i show that
am i right or am i too naive
why won’t you leave
why won’t you leave

[fantasy camp]
goin through the motions but we’re faded
yeah time and time again it’s still the same shit
and im sorry if i ever kept you waiting
i just think that we’re in two different places
and i know its gonna kill me just to let go
but its easier than trying to forget though
there’s a place for you inside my heart forever
in my spirit we will always be together
i won’t let you down again
and this time i swear i mean it
all good things come to an end
and i think we’re both defeated
so let’s just take time
to find ourselves again
and i’ll wait right here
to find you at the end

[decks]
light fading
im waiting
give me a reason
something to believe in
i can’t go back and i know that
im desperate and i show that
am i right or am i too naive
why won’t you leave
why won’t you leave

fall to pieces w/ autumndropsdead (dash)

epitomeoffailure (hiatus)

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