The Upload

noobi

If your reading this just know your special to me <3

songs that remind me of how much i like you :c

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

lyrics:

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

i had it all planned
we could just fall back
onto the couch look at the moon and just smoke up the whole pack

now its all u said i said
whenever u mad im mad
who got the heart on snapchat
if she hit u up dont call back

catching up cause she told me we can speak now
i keep my lights on when i sleep now
i keep my phone on when u go out
cause when i fall asleep ur the one i dream bout

brought a black nikon to the beach house
pull my fleece out when i feel the breeze out
used to freak, now ur too busy to go out
throw my dreams out all i do is sleep now

ur the one i dream bout (prod. mydepression)

vocals recorded, mixed and mastered by ronnie scocozza

@yungscuffonline - Anywhere but My Arms ft. YungJZAisDead (Prod. DJ KHALED'S SON)

@sneiv-daed 

Im slowly killing myself 
Puff a smoke then inhale 
Im slowly killilng myself
I don’t need help
I don’t need help 

Imma die from this cancer, idc
Swear its fine I know that no one will even care
This disease is running through my genes
Prescriptions medications are gonna try and force the leave
Or make an absence of the cells that will be slowly killing me 
I guess that life will be the same i know i’ve never seen the green
Green grass that supposedly is on the other side
If im alive, idk why i try 

Im slowly killing myself 
Puff a smoke then inhale 
Im slowly killilng myself
I don’t need help
I don’t need help 

Losing time over matters 
Finna break away from the pain and all the clutter
Losing love after love cause im a pain 
Time after time im losing the game

Hate the weather because its always cold af
I aint got a squad im still running a muck 
I know im fighting a game that i have already lost 
Its like im running in place while im fighting the boss 
Its a lost cause, im a lost

Im dying slowly 
Clouds above me looking shady 
Im dying slowly
Clouds above me looking gloomy

slowly (prod. sneiv daed)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tG3y-BxoAWE

issues

produced by 9TAILS

samples from kingsway music library

talking up just to talk backwards
actor
i remember when the enemies were not a factor
gotta move different cause some outbursts of my temper
i might be an asshole but the truth's what matters
splatter
all my deep down thoughts get scattered
on my new reeboks plant matter
in a coned out raw
smoke the spliff than make this song
holding in smoke face blue man group
loud way too loud man it smell like poop
enough about me tell me more about you
did your friend text back did you link that dude
do you treat him like a main or a strong number 2
you aboutta break with the weight on you
did you put the faith in him but he always fell through
lately i just hope that im not that dude
"you aint really do nothing bad" says you
i been getting pew pew'd every other song
drop *boom* drop bombs and support is gonna cease i guess
profit increase so do ever bodies needs i guess
vampires when i bleed i guess
when i fuck off, now you fuck me i guess
smoke my weed then kiss your teeth whats next

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

i want december
there wasn't as many plans 
that i felt bad for missing to really see what i can
do with these hands
do with this brain
and the subject matter inside
you leave im working im eager something i could never hide

i get too deep in it
mind overdrive my thoughts overwrite as fear overides my shit
coarse cough got me fucked with the blood spit
yuck

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

sorry friend
could we make amends
this the second call
but imma call again
im on a variety of shit
its only 2pm
bottles, conscious, and a spliff
all beside me in the whip

some missed calls

rewind ft. guccihighwaters

fuck

don’t worry bout me imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be alright
don't you worry bout the shit that imma go and do yeah
you all never cared now what’s a boi to do
 
don’t worry bout me imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be alright
I’m just thinkin bout today yeah ask me like tomorrow
I don’t give a fuck bitch don’t tell me to follow
 
I messed up and i’ll never get er back
try and rebound but i’m such a piece of trash
asked this girl to fuck told her that i'd bring her back
you know she down but she ain’t the best at head

drive up behind me do a double dash
just tryna win so I couldn’t care less
I don’t dream about her anymore so i’m not mad
I’m not bout to say she’s the best I ever had

go on a trip take me anywhere
a new planet where nobody there
I’m tryna win but the world tryna trap
every move but i still go hit it back

imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be alright
don’t u worry bout the shit that imma go and do yeah
you all never cared now what’s a boi to do
 
don’t worry bout me imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be alright
I’m not thinkin bout today yeah ask me like tomorrow
I don’t give a fuck bit don’t ask me to follow yeah

don’t worry bout me imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be just fine
don’t worry bout me imma be alright

DONT WORRY BOUT ME

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry 

i hope that you hear this
i hope that your worth it
your dad makes me nervous
i fuck up on purpose
no 
no i don't deserve this
oh 
oh

i should stop running my mouth
i get in trouble everytime 
your dad seems to comes around
its not his fault
he just hates me 
cuz of the way that i sound
im super nervous
kinda quirky
i can't figure him out
he wants me dead, a grave right into the ground

watch the world burn as i walk thru the flames
discard my body the ashes will rain
kill everybody 
brain with no body 
talk to myself when i’m scared and i’m crying
emotionless eyes i can’t tell when i’m lying
far from the end but the end is still nigh 
how we all dead but still feelin alive
came out of the womb and i’m not even crying
baby wanna say bye bye
takin my life like i
don’t wanna feel alright
don’t wanna wake up 
don’t wanna step outside
bitch i been up all night

ur dad doesn't seem to like me much
but i don't care i just want your touch
and when you kiss me i just get a rush
passed out on the front of your lawn
now i know 
i'm stupid 
i fell hard
you felt that
but now i'm 
so fucked up
so in love
i'm sorry

ur dad fucking hates me! ft. joseph cash (prod irby)

(prod. shattered, bangss & ryan medina) 

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

hope i die slow
in a car crash far from home
you can't stop what you've created
i am everything you hated
i know i'm not the best at everything
i'm trying really hard just to get you to finally see
you're pulling on my lungs and you're making it hard to breath
i'm going over 90 right into this fucking tree

everything stops when you say that it's over
i never wanted this
i just wanted some closure
you just wanted my clothes off
i just wanted your heart, 
but i fell too deep and now you want us apart

falling down on my bedroom floor
i dream of days where i don't have to feel anymore
im overwhelmed with emotions that i can't explain
i think im dying slowly every day i mask my pain

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

you can take the wheel i got my eyes closed
wonder what the fuck goes on when my eyes close
night-time see you when the blinds close
every other days like the same it doesnt change

fall out
fall out i can hear you call out
from a far like a fallen star
gone so far
off of it
so im stuntin hard
and you get lost in it

caution to the wind
and often i find
that all my friends are coffins
gone and lost again so toss it
all your effort is forgotten

i think it's time to let go
drive with my eyes closed
baby i don't wanna die
tell me imma be all right
cocaine nose
driving real slow
i don't give a fuck if you cry tonight

driving with my eyes closed (ft. dylon bangss)

Drug Queen

Produced by ʎpoqou. Soundcloud.com/anobodyreally
Lyrics n vocals by Angelsik <33

Hush (Prod. by ʎpoqou)

Suicide

its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun

prod: https://soundcloud.com/caspr
master/vocal chops: https://soundcloud.com/trechorboy 

lyrics:
and it's the same things
that keep me awake at night
it's harder to sleep when i 
see what's lost in my mind
(x2)
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
(x4)
i've been feeling out of place here
i swear i'd give up everything to get my head clear
i'm losing everyone i hold near
and i feel like i'm falling all i wanna hear
is your voice
i've been calling out to you
can you hear me
i don't wanna sleep cause i don't wanna wake up
its been getting warmer but i haven't seen the sun
bouta hit the road for some shows ima kick it in the backseat
i've been doing well i hope you're proud of me

the same things (prod. caspr)

mixed, mastered & produced by @scapegoat
mixed by @lilskeleskrrt


i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

skele:

i'll make it out alive 
i still think about when u told me goodbye
it hurt so bad thought i might die 
i'll dream about you tonight 

i remember when u were telling me forever 
then we fell apart i miss ur touch
i swore i'd give u whatever u wanted

i'm still here 
all alone 
wish u were the one blowing up my phone 
but it's cool
i miss u 

i struggle with goodbyes 
my heads sinking down in your lies but
i'll make it out alive

why do i act like this 
i'll feel bad for myself for a bit
i know i won't be missed

if you need a friend pt. 2 w/ skele

art by https://twitter.com/Xose_Xerox  :)
prod -
@hellb3nt
mix -
@bloodworth99

flee the scene (prod. hellb3nt)

follow sapphire2001

highschool ft. sapphire2001 (p. loopy)

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

life don’t have directions
and i’ve been tryna quarantine the thought of heaven
in the meantime
i realized ive been there before
all the doors i’ve closed wanting so much more
now it’s nice to know
there’s no inner me or a victory
it’s all costumes, funny dances to play my mind

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money mixing dope and lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

i love my momma don’t wanna be apart man
but my brother sajes gon get an apartment
flipping pages to get into the garden
by now the mara taller, climb it with a god damn
feelings rolled up and it’s bout time
exhale and the ninth cloud cloud nine
i got money i’ll expand on itp
cancel your plans authority couldn’t handle us
this the type shit make my hands fall asleep
low blood sugar and some more caffeine i don’t
need loving but i want that cheap
so much luck that i laugh to peices
looked inside for some consolation
i found a bi dime and some pride embraced it
and learned it was never complicated
you are who you are don’t keep you waiting

dropped out i was 17
wasting all my money buying 1-P lsd
man
momma said don’t get ahead of me
but i don’t wanna go to college I got hella dreams
i don’t know what’s gotten into me
ever since i stopped pretending it was history
dropped out i was 17
now i got more freedom than i’ve ever seen

dropout

@50Landing

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down

ghost for a whole week
thought i really want your love but you don’t know me
text you all damn night hour unholy
i couldn’t get a second of sleep when i found out you were just my type 
it was dead wrong but it felt so right when you
caught my gaze with those dark green eyes
and i’m never gon change thinking bout that twice
it’s all chords changes and vocal lines
i’m a mess and it looks like you got your shit together
but despite all of the firsts impressions
i can imagine what’s gonna happen when you get your ass back here

i’m never gon let u down again
i’ll fuck you good as i imagine
said nothing changed but i doubt it
wouldn’t leave you in the past tense
i’m never gon let u down again
can’t get you out of my head
said nothing changed but i doubt it
i wouldn’t leave you in the past tense

if all is lost i got the peace in my mind we’ll probably be fine
i was scared of what you’d say but since i made some more mistakes

nosering (ft. 50Landing)

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

ginger tea

drank 3 of my parents' craft beers to make eye contact with you (ft. login)

@majentmusic

i know you wanna...
i know you wanna be me
i did it is so y’all really don’t have to
eat fuck and make beats then i fall backwards
could live my whole life on a twin mattress
just had to realize that it’s all practice
dropped out and two weeks i got no manners
she say she wanna fuck with the synth nerd
from the suburbs 
ain’t a lover or kisser
she don’t care if you don’t follow her twitter
she said her kink is people being honest with her
i’ve learned to do that
now i don’t overthink shit i assume absolute fact
kenny road on my way in the cold to get tools for when old thoughts make me loop back
the crew mackin i knew jack before we met
school was trash i got new cash and I’m not impressed
psyched out I’ll fly south by southwest
and meet friends from featuring on svnset
fuckboy thinks comments are gonna stop me
dismiss that, this shit’s not a hobby
more than enough sauce in this skinny body
big chilling like harlow my ice sonic
so now ima really jot these visions for 2020 when I’m landing at 50s spot-
ify had no streams we would still feel a milly hot
cos i got a best friend now we need to meet out the box
no
now I’m really popping
eight feet down get it out then i’m city hopping
and even though not one tescher would catch me stopping
i gotta slow down look around and enjoy the small shit
so i’ll picking up when my mamma calling
if you wondering i probably don’t care about it

brakence 2.0 freestyle (ft. Majent)

i make shitty music.
hateghosty@gmail.com
dm me i love you
1999.