She Tell Me Im Dyin  (jabarionthebeat)

may 23 2021
official file <3 found by me
lyrics: 

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are
She is a fallen angel
I think she lost her halo
Could u tell me ur name again
Ill keep it confidential
I could see the patterns in her lies I work it out
It won’t work the second time around
Guide me to good give me a pill to take
Deep in the rut she gifted me sudden faith
Feather toes I didn’t wanna go im sorry
I promise ill be back in the morning

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

Talk is cheap but ive no more funding
The waves crash I cant believe I aint seen it coming
Break my bones and ill repair them and ill come back
Id let it happen again if u would like that
Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down
This pressure in my chest tend to push too hard
Its always fun and games until it goes too far
I kiss her on the neck inside her beat up car
I love u to death no matter where we are

Wipe the tears from ur face
Cause Baby we’ll be ok
Its been so long since we parted ways
Now Im attached to the pain
Better off I could see ur better off
But Stay with me and help me soak this rubbing alcohol
Sure we all die in the end but were alive right now
She told me its little things I do that always break her down

rubbing alcohol (splashgvng x ayoleybeats)

produced by sk8miles
completely non profit
lyrics:

shawty hit me with that vac seal
no gorilla grip
she go on to talk dick sand 
and how im pussy whipped 
glad u can agree that u and i
are a perfect fit 
if we talk about the premise, 
u and i, i guess we're caving in 

caving in 
seems that all i do is fuel some version of the pain im in
glad u getting me n what i've learnt from eating pavement
said the monster looking back on everything he did
i need my medicine 

my feet lost the ground 
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce
blow smoke down and make clouds 
my feet lost the ground
i am still not found
I'ma hack at this ounce 
blow smoke down and make clouds 

so we dress up
and we pub crawl
eatin on her ___
'til i get lockjaw
u gotta love me for the way i am
swear the more the that she could hurt me;
only make me more attached 
blowing smoke into a fan
while she's sleeping in my bed around like 2am
i just crack my beer n touch the cieling crush n toss the can 
lucky im all out of barz cus knowing me id take the chance bro

my bad, love u
that's a lot of vodka for someone 5 foot
hard world. pull thru.
no one gives a fuck and that's a hard truth
but you make me feel alright
better at least than most nights 
it's complex the state of my mind
but she just says to shut up 
and get the knife
 

good point, but i have a knife (sk8miles)

lyrics:

Once held high up in heavens own nest
I was sent back down and disturbed of my rest
Rebel bullets rain down and wet civilian chests
We don’t even need to sin we glimpse hell 
On earth best
An angel came to me and told me god is upset
But I cant see the pain thru this Cartier lens
And I cant take the blame on these pharmacy pushed meds
And I cant empathize with lower class unrest
All my snobby one times turned to cases I object
I cannot commit a crime if my bank account set
If were wasting my time I could get u dealt with
There’s a very fine line when it comes to my cheque
If were ever under fire say goodbye to your friends
If their incomes under tension they gon drop u in the stress
Every day I spend in music I end loving it less
We swapped passion out for fear of who gon come at us next
Love bound fuck the label wage fuck it
Well At least its what his lyrics say he bluffing
But Just remember if u die today suddenly
All of that cash gon up and fade away to nothing
Acid wash and dry the fuck out of my denim heart
Im a demon child tryna tear my soul apart
Just to rebuild and feel what is romanticized
Wether its love or grudges that gon turn my heart to ice
Once held high up in heavens own nest
I was sent back down and disturbed of my rest
Rebel bullets rain down and wet civilian chests
We don’t even need to sin we glimpse hell 
On earth best

Take Abt Like 12m Or Dinner With Jayz (fantasycamp X Xlhc)

𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐛𝐫𝐲𝐬𝐨𝐧<3

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
cant even snap back 2 this snapchat
got 80 ounce in this backpack
making lame shit on this old mac
while my friends out in their pontiac
how are you so contagious
holding back on my anguish
'cardi rocks when im anxious
blood n mud on these pages
she dont talk but her eyes flirt
louis v n that black skirt
pulling up in that chrysler
bloody shirt n my chest hurts

𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚣𝚞𝚔𝚎𝚜𝚊. 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚊𝚕.
come around
ik im a fuck up jus a let down
but we could run away my love, from this town<3
gaze inside her eyes been filled w/ hate now
need 2 stay down
really need sum backup
u know ur the only one i want luv
cant fkn take this aching make my chest numb
you the one i want luv

ep w/ bry soon also~ if you've read this far then thank you all sm for all of the support this past year, and just in general if you listen to any of my stuff. it genuinely means the whole world. ily all sm<3

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let_down w/ residential. (ushanka boy)

sage - p. shaduree

produced by 9TAILS and G9

lyrics:

Slimey tires
Bros on the road
Pacifier 
Weed that I smoke
An Audemar cost more than my home
Scuffed attire when I'm playing shows
Fight the fire
You might get smoked 
Look at my soul
Look at my health
I got no time to waste
Look at the holes in my face
Look at the holes in my clothes 
How the belt couldn't stay on my waist
Losing weight when I'm upping pace
Torontos home but not today
I copped a bnb in la
No vacay
Business trips no suit no fade
People looking over like how he on the plane
Man lookin like he hasn't got a dollar to his name
Not yet
Flows wet though
Flying out the boy not something you regret
On god yo
Coming for the man no macho
Present weird future looking odd no taco
Then I drop
Then I drop
Two weeks till I'm jaded uh
Needa step it up
60 to the ceiling yuh
I'll make you feel the feelings
That I been fucking feeling
I know you'll never wanna try it once it show you love
Roll one up
I think I gathered all the feelings I need for a heater
Camera action 
I don't practice 
I just fuck it up
Muck it up
Fuck a favour ion really wanna deal with ya
I'm peeling ya
No healer
That's just frank as fuck
Im tank as fuck
You fake as fuck
Stay down like duck
She snapping ya
Right after she blow me like duct
She told me you're a cuck 
Fuck man that must suck
She says you find it tough
Tough like math
Light a woods up watch it bubble like bath
Night weather
Owl flying off the sweater
Bed wetter 
She don't mean no accident she sending pictures over Instagram
She askin for the homies @
He tap
She got the whole squad on it like a business plan
He don't wanna hurt you
But he don't got time to see you
Try to get back stage new venue
No one out here gonna lowe you
Homie got things that he values
He putting on for the team
It's in his blood like he sheen
That man been chasing the dream
NV

roadtrip (prod. 9TAILS x G9)

a completely non-profit project

all youtube beats were free and used prior to being sold, if now sold.

mixed/mastered by 9TAILS & SCOTTYSPLASH

scottysplash: @scottysplash


production

idealism: @idealismus

25: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCms7nTRhJWPcwFtd4AYWzXg/featured

hateful: @hatefulbeats

nayz: @nayztheone

ʎpoqou: @anobodyreally

franky m: www.youtube.com/channel/UCUOfYgWexGPJnjqglHwKK9w

sarcastic sounds: @the-sarcastic-ashole

killedmyself: @killedmyself

killrichy: @killrichy

hidden oasis: www.youtube.com/channel/UCZ7zq6C2EqpEk4WekOHb2hQ

brokebwoy: @brokeassniiigga

satellites (prod. hidden oasis)

mixed by @polearm
featuring @sewerperson
produced by @splashgvng and @irby314

tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral
tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral

i think ill be late to the grave at my own damn funeral
say what you say i know i act quite unusual
fake homies fake like they dont know that im on to them
its okay whatever bro cuz 
i was never fond of them
i just copped and popped out to LA
shot the shit and kicked it with my bae
told my brothers theres another way
now we been grinding time to fill the days
we been on the sun in outerspace
stress was melted
felt it drip away
i been on a hella different wave
i been on a hella different wave

sewerperson:
moonlight thru opening in the sun roof
it feel like one of these times where i just have to tell u i
love u
and i dont wait till the morning
and i dont wanna wait anymore like
tell me
how many of these nights u been alone u really happy
everything im feeling come back round to overlap me
i guess i just wanted u to know ion know what id do without ya
i guess i just wanted u to know i still been
selfish
sorry
i cant help it
promise
blacked out
i cant feel if im honest
can u tell me bout ur face cause i forgot it
since i pushed most those memories into my closet

tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral
tell that im selfish
i dont care ive heard it all before
unhealthy
i dont care whatever slam the door
cant help it
never seem to get my story straight
ill be late to the grave
at my own damn funeral

selfish! ft. sewerperson (prod. irby)

lyrics:

she was spose to hold me tight
now its just sleepless nights
baby girl i wonder if you died
you could at least say hi
one word youre on fire
the air smell of burning tires
i dont want you seeing my scars
it dont concern what we are
i aint catching on until its gone

look at these symbols
up on the back of my hands
i come alive at night
and bitch i do my dance
taking me oh too seriously i cannot stand
filling up my surroundings with the rotting man
bleed
bitch bleed
alright
fluid fills my spine
i know its not the time but i am jammed
damn
bland
i been killing time like son of sam
man
the ghoul comes out
in the dim back light
which poor soul is
meeting me tonight
his flesh grows cold
fore i take my first bite
im left without a soul
for the 75th night
pitch black wings but my skins pale white
stepping thru the snow and my feet feel fine
baby i cant refrain when the smell so ripe
girl i know i change but its me inside
i couldnt give a fuck if i tried
bitch i double my dose i wanna vibe
live it up while u can before u die
somewhere the love of ur life is getting piped
somewhere someones just about to die
their world begins to flash before their eyes
and if they were to see you here tonight
they wouldve traded places to live ur life

she was spose to hold me tight
now its just sleepless nights
baby girl i wonder if you died
you could at least say hi
one word youre on fire
the air smell of burning tires
i dont want you seeing my scars
it dont concern what we are
i aint catching on until its gone

the ghoul's diary (eric godlow)

lyrics:

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

Memory inflicted scars 
U should go home before we get too close
and Every time I unravel
Quickly it shadows what u think of most and I hate it here
blood in the sink I could barely think
spent a rack last night
blood in the sink i could barely think
spent a rack last night on my fucking drinks
all i see is money all i see is red
you could take what you want cause im almost dead
you could tell that im lost i should go to bed
say im fine but im not you should see my head
no i never forgot all the things you said
make it by cause im on all these fucking meds

Break my heart Words don’t work anymore
Touch my soul How u disappear when I need you the most

coma (eric godlow)

i make shitty music.
hateghosty@gmail.com
dm me i love you
1999.

selfish! ft. sewerperson (prod. irby)

ghosty

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