im making an entire ep in one day.
all of the songs are low effort.
im depressed and just wanna bitch on the internet.

i hope u all enjoy.
but mostly i just hope she likes it lol

grey area ep.

when i die tell my family i ran away to the butterfly farm lol

i made this song in less than an hour
prod. loopy

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i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet

prod. loopy
mixed by @kvnny

i told you id be a better me
im so sorry that i lied
my disguise
kept me tied up
im feeling tired of all this

something inside me
is running and hiding
and letting the rest of me run free
i guess we'll see
if it works out
but something has been telling me its over now
so let this be my final stand
close my eyes and hold my hand
god i know that ive done wrong
so let this be my final song

let me fade out in the background
i feel like ive been caged like a dog pound
i feel like im insane
when you not around
but
im prolly worse when youre here
made a mistake
and forgot it with a beer
write another song about
you scream and shout at someone
who just wants the best
god im depressed
where did i go so god damn wrong
i think ill be gone before too long
so maybe just maybe it wont ever matter
and maybe oh maybe
its not a disaster
maybe youll be okay
and one day i can say the same
or maybe we meet and heavens gates

i told you id be a better me
and maybe i didnt lie at all
its the fall
that i must take to
fade away from all this
all the shit i talk
i know i was wrong
but i cant take that back so
i hope that you understand
im no man
im a boy
im destroyed
ive been hiding from all of my problems
and you filled the void

"but for the love of god pls let me go"

prod by loopy

ive been feeling lost i
cant remember last night
i dont feel like the good guy
i guess maybe im the bad guy
never meant to be the villain
drink too much until its spilling
i tell myself that im fine
but i cant remember last night
im so stagnant repeating myself
all of this liquor is bad for my health
begging and begging i want you to stay
all of the while im getting more grey
im losing color my palettes a mess
everydays darker im fucking depressed
this life is boring and im fading fast
i guess that we crashed
i got what i asked
for
mi amore
это все новое для меня		-- this is all new to me
J'essaye de faire de mon mieux	-- im trying my best
туда и сюда			                -- back and forth
я думаю, что я сойду с ума		-- i think im going to lose my mind

speaking different languges
learn communication
its fucked up
all the shit i put you through
what you put me through
i dont really understand why i dont hate you
you dont hate me too
at least not that i know of
id throw up
im trying so hard not to grow up
oh man
feel like peter pan
but
now im just left with the trust and the pixie dust
guess that ill mix it up woah
my life is spinning
im sinning
my throats
been burning
im turning
the table
so now im unstable
wait fuck no i wanna go back
i cant relax
your voice echos inside of the silence
im feeling violent
no i cant escape
guess that im stuck in the bed that you made
then i made it worse i gave in to the hate
nothing i can do about it now
but im feeling like shit
so i guess ill write it down
guess that im the villain
not feeling my self
running all the time
and its not going well
no more
hit the floor
closed door
fuck my hearts torn
im a bore
bodys sore
guess ill never roar
never lion
dont know why im tryin
i think theres a chance that this beds the one ill die in
im so sorry
i dont know whats gotten into me
a ghost of who i used to be
theres nothing at my core

follow loopy

never meant to be the bad guy

shout out to @kvnny for flipping this for me, came out v fire

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i think we've heard
all there is to say
i know youre not okay
but i push u anyway
im so sorry
i dont know my
own strength
sometimes

i convince myself that u dont love me
probably to make it easier for when u see
when u watch me
collapse and tear myself apart

i dont know
where to go
but youre not here
lets have a beer
and drink like kids
i feel like shit
ive ruined this
and so have u
so
maybe oh baby we run
wont stop till we've gone way far past the sun
happy and free once again
maybe i shouldnt pretend
i shouldnt pretend
but
its the only thing that keeps me grounded
when i dream its only you but im surrounded
all these demons u protect me im astounded
when i wake and u are gone well im reminded

i fucked it up
i should give up
u will be fine on ur own
drink till im drunk
never enough
i wont be fine on my own

do u guys wanna hear some loser try not to cry on the internet (kenny flip)

i make shitty music.
hateghosty@gmail.com
dm me i love you
1999.