i think your love is a weapon to me - sideshowhan (unreleased track)
29.4.2025


ityliawtm - sideshowhan (unreleased)

prod and mastered by Debbie
just to put it humbly 
and just to put it humbly 
girl you got my soul hungry
i been thinking that your all i need 
ive been thinking we need time together 
i know that youll be my love forever

ive been waiting around tryna check my watch
i know our love will never stop
our love wont stop

i been stuck on you 
stuck on you
acting a fool 
i been acting a fool 

so, its easy to see that we get along baby 
dont make me wait to long 
dont wanna wait to long

ive been waiting around tryna check my watch
i know our love will never stop
our love wont stop
our love wont stop
wont stop wont stop wont stop

just to put it humbly 
and just to put it humbly 
girl you got my soul hungry
i been thinking that your all i need 
ive been thinking we need time together 
i know that youll be my love forever

ive been waiting around tryna check my watch
i know our love will never stop
our love wont stop

i been stuck on you 
stuck on you 
stuck on you

stuck on you
actin like a fool

Stuck on You  (prod debbie)

what i feel for you is ethereal

fenix - its your fault that im dead

nothing more, always less

wanna fall for u
scared of attention gettin laughed at
why is luv so true
i dont wanna ever lose u
feel like i lost my own life
only if i was holdin yours too
i dont wanna embarrass u
well if my hands tied what u wanna do
i ball up and i cry in my own room cuz i wanted to
but i cant decide if i want u or if i want someone new
wanna play with my heart girl
i waited so long
none of it make sense to me
i think ima clock out

what do i know
ima jus keep my eyes closed
and i feel so so so alone
i heard the grape vine what it told me

say yo name and im gone listen to it
i smoke black tar witchu bae
know dat im goin thru it
i wanna lay up rn
the flowers and pedals are on the ground for u
i let it all all out for u
and u jus brun it down

layla tell me whats up with u
i painted pictures in the pavement
for u to have one loose screw
i wont lose you
what will i do
and i think its wrong
u like me too

wanna fall for u
scared of attention gettin laughed at
why is luv so true
i dont wanna ever lose u
feel like i lost my own life
only if i was holdin yours too
i dont wanna embarrass u
well if my hands tied what u wanna do
i ball up and i cry in my own room cuz i wanted to
but i cant decide if i want u or if i want someone new
wanna play with my heart girl
i waited so long
none of it make sense to me
i think ima clock out

what do i know
ima jus keep my eyes closed
and i feel so so so alone
i heard the grape vine what it told me

say yo name and im gone listen to it(so so so alone)
i smoke black tar witchu bae
know dat im goin thru it ( what it told me)
i wanna lay up rn
the flowers and pedals are on the ground

(oh so so alone)

hm

layla

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @1nvaydn

givin' my all to you
I need voices to guide me through
there's a pattern in dating you
you try to neglect me, I'll see you soon

go stream!

neglect

uhm ig prod johnnyfriend

also done in the car while driving so quality on mic might be butt

miranda cover (yiru) i lit just post covers 🥲

inspired by: https://soundcloud.com/liamaparsons/hard-to-love?si=94bb3eeda63646c9954ca3292fd0171a&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

vocals by: hostile
mixed by: hostile
guitar by: @liamaparsons

(I'm just a boybug)
(shoutout Liam)

(oh, I know it's futile)

see, I know it's futile
inevitable, one of us goes
do you notice my fake smile?
you've been hurtful
my heart's still broke
you put me through countless trials
can't react
I need to man up
berate and have me defiled
can you please be gentle?
I'm your boybug

(your boybug) x2

my shell and dreams are shattered
you're bludgeoning my hopes and heart
both my wings are tattered
the stitches in them came apart
did any of this matter?
I'm only getting sadder
did any of this matter?

I guess not

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

another comes along to promise loving
you said that I have your word
but I'm not trusting
I'm just your plaything, you have fun with
and then you toss me like I'm worth nothing
wish I could tell if you were worth cuffing
I had to get to know you, no assumptions
I turned a blind eye to your presumptions
why did I fail to see you weren't bluffing

(pin the blame on me)
(it's my fault)
(losing sanity)
(it's almost gone)

(did any of this matter?)
(I guess not)

I'm your boybug
I want back my lady
it's more than a crush
she blatantly saved me
I'm your boybug
I need back my lady
it's more than a crush
it's driving me crazy

(moth)

ityliawtm - sideshowhan (unreleased)

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