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LYRICS:
(Hook)
I'm so emotional everyday i'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal i never change, but thats just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think its hurting me, I think its hurting me.

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cuz the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it, all this pain I cant manage
(helpless) and no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me!

(Verse)
I could show you a brand new world but I don't think it would matter
You just ignore all my logic and it feeds into all of the madness
Feels like I'm climbing a mountain but I know that I'll get through this
And so much just gets to me and I don't know why I keep spazzing

(Bridge)
Oh no, no
Its happening again
My heart feels broke
And it will never end
You know I hate this feeling
Nows the perfect time I need a friend
And I just feel so lucky, to have you right beside me

(Interlude)
I don't know why I'm holding on
all of my past and all my wrongs
I sit here and I pray to god
Thats why I'm making all these songsd
Cuz inside I feel so lost
I feel so trapped inside a box
& no one fucking likes me...
even when I treat them nicely

(Hook)
I'm so emotional everyday i'm fucking up my world
My sickness terminal i never change, but thats just how I feel
I'm just not used to stuff, things constantly change, it don't feel real
I think its hurting me, I think its hurting me.

I really want you, but I'm just scared and nervous cuz the past
Don't tie the knot loose, what we have right now could really last
Stuck in a thought loop, all these feelings I just can't seem to grasp
But I'm growing up and I'm learning stuff, get over the past, I can't be mad

I just wanna understand it, all this pain I cant manage
(helpless) and no one cares to help me
Oh ain't just life a bitch?

Tonight, no I'm not sober
Told her that its not over
You know she came through at the party
That girl is all up on me!

i think it's hurting me

SPOTIFY

i think it's hurting me (Pawl4k)

misalive - frail ft. qt2f (recycle bin floppy vision)

CAFFEINE BY 9ARADOX FEATURING COVEN 
PRODUCED BY 9ARADOX

CAFFEINE

CAFFEINE >_< + COVEN

shoutout rippo 4 da beat, we making hella bangerz.
IG: @hateoryx @7ripp0
COVER ART BY ME!!!

don't got shi 2 talk abt (rippo)

tear myself all up inside by 9aradox 
produced by dera 

lyrics: 

look into my eyes like baby 
cut me w this knife im crazy 
tear out my insides 
i tear myself all up inside oh yea 
i cant take this life oh no 
im running out of time oh no no 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 

walking on a line 
its 9aradox im # 9 
i hear ghosts up in the hallway sending chills straight up my spine 
i hear ghosts up in the hallway 
girl ill follow u like always 
i swear u r such a doll face 
i got bodies in the crawlspace yea 

just look me in my eyes girl im through with telling lies 
yea my heart <3 is freezing over i can feel it crystalize 
yea the blood inside my veins is cold my tears freeze when i cry 
and i scream into the mirror at myself keep on asking why 

my tears freeze when i cry, i keep on asking why (like why) 
if luv was meant to kill then bby plz just let me die 
these ppl blow my phone up girl i leave it on reply 
and theres visions of death replaying over in my mind 

voices in my head replaying 
idc what they be saying 
red on the walls like its a murder scene the blood be spraying 
thoughts of my death keep replaying 
all this money i be making 
stacking all these racks up like i fucking sold my soul satan 

look into my eyes like baby 
cut me w this knife im crazy 
tear out my insides 
i tear myself all up inside oh yea 
i cant take this life oh no 
im running out of time oh no no 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 


look into my eyes like baby 
cut me w this knife im crazy 
tear out my insides 
i tear myself all up inside oh yea 
i cant take this life oh no 
im running out of time oh no no 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 
maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine 
(maybe ill be fine like baby maybe ill be fine oh yea)





 








tear myself all up inside [dera]

technosexwitch 
prod me



god wants me by his side
but it doesn't feel alright 
i can feel his darkness cuz i can't see the light
yahweh do u care about me
I can't disregard the blood u put apon me
I can't disregard all the fkin lies
false prophet u control my fkin life 
false prophet I know that u don't care
neglected from ur love cuz Ik it not there

technosexwitch - false prophet

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

YouMistaken (Prod. By oxyluv206)

Bouta

7 song mixtape inspired by Young Thug and Lil Uzi Vert with Ceej's own swag.

Nun To Lose

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