lyrix soon, prod 8t33n.
shoutout u if yk the game on the cover art

c the light (8t33n)

TIMES UP MURDER IN MY VEINS GOT CAUGHT
NO HEART LEFT MY NAILS FALL OFF
WAKE UP SICK TASTE BLOOD WHEN I COUGH
22 YEARS OLD STILL CAN'T TALK

H8 MYSELF BUT THIS BODY IS ALL I'VE GOT
HEART WENT COLD BUT IMMA KEEP SINGING UNTIL I DROP 
CAN'T FALL OFF IF IT WAS NEVER MY TURN
CAN'T DISAPOINT IF I'M STUCK IN AN URN

FUCK IT THO IMMA KEEP GAMBLING TILL I WIN
PUT IT ALL ON BLACK WHILE MY ROOF CAVES IN
IMMA GET IT BY ANY MEANS I DON'T CARE IF IT'S A SIN
ME N KETA BLOWING UP U KNOW THAT'S MY FUCKING TWIN

@yungketaslime

everything i do i win 
inside my cup its juice n gin
told that bitch dont do it again
she outa line i fkd her friend 
n i dont rlly even care
when i learned how 2 drive i ws fkn impaired
i been dripped tf out down 2 my underwear
u can sit the fk down psy coz idrc bout what u say
n what uve ever said
in the trap n im fkd up offa lotta meds
i been offa scripts that not for me
i been livin life beyond 4d 
die young i wont never see 40
or 20 all my organs always hurting
ssris theyre never working
repeating situations coz im never learning
ash the cig out on my skin i love the burning
hurt is the only thing im deserving
crush it up bby u dont want ur nose to bleed
everywhere i go everybody always notice me
all these girls always tryna get ahold of me
fkn love the internet sprinkle dmt ontop my weed
i get it why u left me im 2 fkd up u cant talk to me
heartless love to play with others nothing but a game
i js fkd a bitch last nite n idk her name
remember when u cry js know i can feel ur pain ;/

KEEP SINGING (FEAT. KETA)

*probably a soundcloud exclusive*

this song is old so I forgot the producers name, sorry I know I'm better off jumping 

##ZOMBIILAND

@seamoretheseal and oryx
sm fun it cant get boring

woke up got this feeling in my eyes
i cant tell if its real or if its a lie
get my dreams and turn them in2 life
lifes so hard but im down for the ride
didn't think u'd ever leave me
but now im on my own making bands n its ez
cldnt stand the way that u treat me
hitting this gas and now im feeling sleepy

i dont need any1 im on my own
i prefer to be alone
in December standing in the snow
and im feeling the glo

didn't think u'd ever leave me
but now im on my own making bands n its ez
cldnt stand the way that u treat me
hitting this gas and now im feeling sleepy
woke up got this feeling in my eyes
i cant tell if its real or if its a lie
get my dreams and turn them in2 life
lifes so hard but im down for the ride

down 4 the ride yeah im down 4 the ride
ill be moving side to side yeah im down for the ride
down for the ride
down for the ride
down for the ride uh oooooo

merch site

d0wn 4 the ride (seamoretheseal)

reminds me of the favorite things you like
i wish you stayed with me that night
5 years straight that i been high
now i cant stop, when i wake up im fried
its not a problem cuz when u told me that u hate me i alrdy knew
lately remove all the thoughts in my head bc i know between fake and what i know is true
dont you try to lie 2 me i can c thru ur disguise
know it brings you so much pain tryna live some fucked up life
know it doesn't need to be like that, i regret so much of my past
but sometimes i sit back and laugh
cuz its my story cant change that
say what u want, been thru 2 much
2 care what u say, idgaf
have so much problems i deal on and off
2 think abt smth that isn't involved with my life or smth i care abt
2 much shit that they say online just cry, whine, pout, and shout about
cuz i dont got time for that, the world just makes me sad
i hope that art my lasts, when i wake up im mad

NEW MERCH!!!

disguise (oryx + 99k)

is there something that you want
Made a choice that I should have from the start (meow)
Heard a voice that is callings from the dark 
So scared I can feel it in my heart 
So hurt but there's nothing that I... 

Could've went through 
Made this song just to talk about my issues 
"I'm wrong" isn't something that I'm into 
When I fall I just hope I can forget you 

And I know I just went and made a choice I gata focus 
Everyday I always look you never notice 
Forget why I cried but I knew when
Wrote that I'm sorry but it won't send 

I feel so alone I think I need a friend 
Wake up in this pain I guess it never ends 
I wish there was something for us left to mend 
When it's over I won't even leave.. 

Even when I'm hungry I won't take a bite 
If I pass away just lead me to the light 
You can't live in fear you can't live that life 
You can take my hand I can be your sight 
Just give me a sword I can make this right 
I think people still forget that they can do whatever 
Let me live inside your headphone, like a tether 
I just put my blood in this letter..  

choices

SP@C3$H1P

featuring keta @yungketaslime

https://www.instagram.com/convulse2011/

lyrics:

(wintr) 

there's another me deep inside my head
and it doesn't care whether you end up dead
i, won't lie
this time
i swear i'll rewind

i know i'm irreplaceable
it's simply principle
ugh, ugh, ugh
ugh, ugh, ugh

i know i'm irreplaceable
it's simply principle
ugh, ugh, ugh
ugh, ugh, ugh

i swear i'll rewind

(keta)

youll find my body by the train tracks
baby y u say that
memories i play back 
now ur gone i hate that
i watched your love shrink
dont say you love me
coz if you really loved me our paths wouldnt be parting 
i been starving carving
how could you not want me
wake up throw up blood take a xan n go back to sleep
i been holding onto hope
that maybe youll come back to me
this is my greatest tragedy
your loss is my fatality

and all my friends mad at me coz i cant get off the shts
when u left i put slits all over my wrists
i wish i could forget you and not be burdened with this
our love was like a fairytale but it ended in shit
im sick of tryna climb my way out
brains empty only thoughts i think are doubt
ciggarettes on my skin while i scream and shout 
your love was my drug and now i amwithout (edited)



antisocial ft. keta

can't feel

individual trax on all other platformz <3
-
0:00 - keep u close
1:58 - every part of me
3:28 - hollow
-
lyrix:
(keep u close)
no matter how it is
ill always keepUclose2Me
I fall and drown in an abyss
im needing you right beside me
been so long since i had someone I like
if it was really worth it
would you bring me down with you?
like i said you'd do
i know that theres someone out there
that likes the same stuff that i pursue
but it never comes thru

i think bout when i was a kid and how i grew
before my innocence and was stripped
put me together with glue
wake up, make a song, and smoke up in my room
theres nothing that i can do without all of you

i rise and fall
theres highs
theres lows
i died so long ago
my soul is gone
feel like a drone

(every part of me)
sorry sometimes im toxic
at least i keep it honest
my minds so cold and rotten
dont think you can save me
js take me away
i showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

i cry
just another shitty day
shitty week that pass by
dont try to lie
c it in ur face everything u wanna hide
so focused on all of the right things i cant keep struggling with
im so exhausted but at least i got some life experience

I showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

(hollow)
im never fine
couple moments that were alright
but its life
swear im wrong but bby yk that im right
a bond between us that cant break
forever tied
crazy how it ended were both alone

rain is falling down again
im standing drenched in torment
(im standing in im standing in the raaaain)
gonna fry my brain again
why cant i ever js forget
(tryna heal, im tryna heal this pain)

im hollow
cant follow 2 ur bullshit
its a chore
im a bore
im so shallow
but somehow u thought i was different than what i c in myself all the time
everything was alright
recently its been on my mind
looking for love all my life
moving on took so much time i cant lie
sometimes i miss how it was but theres been bettr timezz :)

fall & drown in an abyss

Spotify

fall & drown in an abyss (blackwinterwells) *EP*

prod me 
art by dustbinrat/hibi 

lyrics 
still awake I writhe in bed 
my thoughts leave me fucked up
drugged like cattle slit my throat 
let me choke on my own blood
cut my wrists let me bleed out
on the floor as I lay 
until my fucking life is drained
nothing left of me to save

split my veins with blood leaking down 
and ill wake up on the ground 
you’ll always be mine
bound by murder suicide
is this even love? 
all you do is hurt me 
open up the cuts 
without you there’s no meaning 
cut you open too much blood to clean
body parts in bags throw them in the sea

i cut my throat now im barely breathing prod. marceline {dustbinrat}

@doeb0yz 
merch on my website -> https://www.hateoryx.com