This is the only thing that keeps me from not killing myself at the next day to the fact I have friends that love me but I don’t even know how to love myself to the fact I just wanna kill myself in front of all of them so I can rest I don’t even care if I go tell I just can’t take this fucking torture anymore I just want a knife through my fucking neck my throat opening and the blood dripping out and I die there on the ground.

My happiness

scene

oryx

love at first internet

Merch

https://www.instagram.com/hateoryx/
stainless steel on my body when i stain em >:)

INSTAGRAM

faded (prod. frost & kiro)

@hateoryx @asht0nn
<333 thx for the support
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https://www.instagram.com/ashtonsmokingcrack/

blue dream (w/ ashton) (prod. @srdbeatz)

u kno its evil gang.. u kno we love to party!!!

evil gang party ​🍄🍃 *flawless 2*

prod kaneda7

horror;
u make me wanna scream 
maybe it’s all in my head 
bby won’t u pls chop off my legs 
i’m fucked in the head and i cannot stop 
pls tell me that i’m ur only one 
im ur only love 
what a lovely cut 
i’ll scream till my insides fucking rot 
i’ll throw up till i can’t feel it anymore 
rip my guts out all on the floor
rip my guts out 
rip my guts out 
rip my guts out 
rip my guts outttt

kaneda;

I’m sick of wearing blood stained clothes 
think of your eyes every time that I slice 
My life is a sickening tale of woe
There’s blood on my hands everytime that I cry

I’m frightened, I don’t like it here
I get goosebumps when your near
Every time I wince I hear a crowd cheer 
I wanna hang from a chandelier 

I get when scared, when you bring him up all the time 
I’d rather you be a lifeless husk if it will mean your mine

horror;
the party don’t stop till i fucking od 
everybody is staring at me 
haven’t u ever seen somebody die in peace 
bby there’s vomit all over me 
i’m a fucking mess 
i wanna be the fucking best 
clip my wings and watch me bleed 
bby isn’t this fun 
u don’t wanna fuck me up
but in the end it’s all for me

the party doesnt stop till im dead w kaneda7

@hateoryx @jesse-lanham @btw0rld
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Lyrics:
oryx >:)
(hook)
popping all of that molly i dont want u 2 call me
i just want a dance party n smoke til im falling
'dealer hitting me up telling me that hes coming
in my room raving til the end of the morning

she met me in the club, i got a friendship with my drugs
i just wanna get fukked up, buy hella weed n designer stuff
you know that we turn up, ill do anything jus 4 ur love
ik that im enuff 4 u so let me fuck u
i know that u want me n ik that i want u

(verse)
pull up lets link wanna take a photo
hit my dm for a feature heres my prices lets go
wanna count a lot of cash, bitch stop talking ur a drag
know ima make her a gag n know that she my biggest fan

dont talk to me ur just a bother
dont look at me or its a slaughter
all these ppl hate me cuz im hotter
im the king of the scene i am the father

(jeski vaca)

wont stop till my last op falls off
dont lie ur not real its all luck
u hate that it makes u jealous
the same thing that makes me get rich

we cant hear em they can say wht they want
make songs all day my neighbors hate me so much
take his spot bc fuck it why not
waste ur time so u can spend it on us

we cant hear em they can say what they want
make songs all day my neighbors fucking hate us
take his spot he watching he such a cuck
waste ur time so u can spend it on us!!!!!!!!

im a piece of shit but im not a liar
oryx got the pack n its lit
we gotta link up
couple qbs in my cup now its so nod
these pussies rly think they coming up but they not

oryx >:)
(hook)
popping all of that molly i dont want u 2 call me
i just want a dance party n smoke til im falling
'dealer hitting me up telling me that hes coming
in my room raving til the end of the morning

she met me in the club, i got a friendship with my drugs
i just wanna get fukked up, buy hella weed n designer stuff
you know that we turn up, ill do anything jus 4 ur love
ik that im enuff 4 u so let me fuck u
i know that u want me n ik that i want u

(btw0rld)
I’ll do anything just 4 your luv
I know u h8 me but ur so pretty
Spend all my money on pills and weed
Stayin up all night cuz I’m off a addy
And I feel so dead when ur not next to me
Always online cause my life’s shitty
Ur luv is like ecstasy x2

I jus pulled up w a bag I like vibin
And I’m smokin all day gettin high as shit
Thinkin bout you makes me sickkk
Got me throwin up
I’m useless
I know it
And ur perfect girllll (And ur perfect girllll)

If u leave me nowww
I donnnt know what I’ll do

x2

oryx >:)
(hook)
popping all of that molly i dont want u 2 call me
i just want a dance party n smoke til im falling
'dealer hitting me up telling me that hes coming
in my room raving til the end of the morning

she met me in the club, i got a friendship with my drugs
i just wanna get fukked up, buy hella weed n designer stuff
you know that we turn up, ill do anything jus 4 ur love
ik that im enuff 4 u so let me fuck u
i know that u want me n ik that i want u

friendship is magic :D

friendship is magic :D (w/ Jeski Vaca & btw0rld) (prod. hateoryx)

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Artwork by Kn1ves:
https://www.instagram.com/kn1ves_00

what'd i say..

what'd i say.. +d3r

https://open.spotify.com/album/2LtJKZ1iPunqhlJnPHZxBo?si=9xlMnyhERAWTYg-W8wlMgg

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production, mix & mastering by https://instagram.com/asteriasdeath/
cover art by https://instagram.com/anemomaki/

THROW IT! (prod. asteria)

Internet Famous

I Know

Cut Me Down

Mixed & Mastered by @d3rcore
Instagram - https://instagram.com/der
TikTok - https://tiktok.com/@d3rcore
Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/artist/41PE0deubI6MpwYruSEWHG?si=hrmf_NHATV-fw73zdwsZpA

Produced by @marrymeproz
Instagram - https://instagram.com/marrymeproz

[Intro]
How does it feel, dating a psycho?
She's watching my every move
I live with my eyes closed
I miss the pain, the fights, the blame
All I wanted was her, but she's too insane–
(M-M-Marry me Pröz)

[Chorus]
How does it feel, dating a psycho?
She's watching my every move
I live with my eyes closed
I miss the pain, the fights, the blame
All I wanted was her, but she's too insane
"Hey, I'm in the club off these drugs, I'm takin' X"
That's what she would say, every time we text
And undress, she be fuckin'-fuckin' real good
Almost like she knew what she was doing, she a closet whore
That's how she was movin'

[Verse]
Your words, they haunt
The touch of you, I'd flaunt
But you kept me in the dark, and buried, your past with no thought
If I knew what you were doing, what you did that's all I want
But you sank your demons into me, and then you just got caught
Liar, liar, pants on fire
Aye, why you say that shit?
If every lie was a lollipop, you'd be toothless bitch
Oh fuck, that would kinda feel good on my dick though
Too bad, so sad
I don't fuck with old hoes

[Bridge]
I'm the victim, you were not
You stabbed my back, 'cause you're a thot–
You're not the victim, act like you was
Bring the worst out of me
And give less of a fuck

[Pre-Chorus]
Re-re-re-re-real shit, I like fuckin' her
Tha-tha-that-that-that's all she's good for, yeah I'm pretty sure
(That's kinda fucked up for me to say)
She's kinda useless, that must really hurt
(That's true though, that's true, like I meant that shit)
She's a whore

[Chorus]
How does it feel, dating a psycho?
She's watching my every move
I live with my eyes closed
I miss the pain, the fights, the blame
All I wanted was her, but she's too insane
"Hey, I'm in the club off these drugs, I'm takin' X"
That's what she would say, every time we text
And undress, she be fuckin'-fuckin' real good
Almost like she knew what she was doing, she a closet whore
That's how she was movin'

closet whore (pröz)

Born To Rave

do u luv me? +horrormovies (pixel hood)

hateoryx - do u luv me? +horrormovies (pixel hood)

tonight

asteria - tonight (tadeoexq)

asteria & 6arelyhuman - BLOOD BATH [FULL LEAK]

DC SHOES AND SKINNY JEANS BY 9ARADOX FT. ORYX 
PROD. BUHGUUL

DC SHOES & SKINNY JEANS + ORYX  [BUUHGUUL]

featuring @sq1rmy produced by @prodpawl4k

Mangosoda [w/namea] [Pawl4k]

hml baby ye when u need me 
i j popped tab baby yuh im seeing 3d 
talking all that shit but u really yeah beneath me 
ik i dont need u ik that u need me 
ive been off a pill fucking hurting 
baby only hit me if its urgent 
baby im a demon and a serpent 
i would take ur fucking soul but its worthless
worthless too me 
watch it all bleed
watch it all leak 
watch it all crumble beneath me 
in love w the havoc in love w the madness 
fell in fucking love w a mf bad bitch

WORTHLESS 2 ME

Title: 96 Racer
Artist: Noise Not War
Label: Driller 
Catalog: DRLD10
Format: digital
Release Date: 25th July
Style: Techno 
Country: Germany

@thambln @noisenotwar


Premiere: Noise Not War - 96 RACER [DRLD10]

individual trax on all other platformz <3
-
0:00 - keep u close
1:58 - every part of me
3:28 - hollow
-
lyrix:
(keep u close)
no matter how it is
ill always keepUclose2Me
I fall and drown in an abyss
im needing you right beside me
been so long since i had someone I like
if it was really worth it
would you bring me down with you?
like i said you'd do
i know that theres someone out there
that likes the same stuff that i pursue
but it never comes thru

i think bout when i was a kid and how i grew
before my innocence and was stripped
put me together with glue
wake up, make a song, and smoke up in my room
theres nothing that i can do without all of you

i rise and fall
theres highs
theres lows
i died so long ago
my soul is gone
feel like a drone

(every part of me)
sorry sometimes im toxic
at least i keep it honest
my minds so cold and rotten
dont think you can save me
js take me away
i showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

i cry
just another shitty day
shitty week that pass by
dont try to lie
c it in ur face everything u wanna hide
so focused on all of the right things i cant keep struggling with
im so exhausted but at least i got some life experience

I showed you every part of me
you left me feeling so empty
my heart torn up and so heavy
i hate the fact that you dread me
its alright, thats js a lie
i kept on trying for us
it wasn't right
my lifes so dry so i get high
swear i had enuff
get u out of my sight

(hollow)
im never fine
couple moments that were alright
but its life
swear im wrong but bby yk that im right
a bond between us that cant break
forever tied
crazy how it ended were both alone

rain is falling down again
im standing drenched in torment
(im standing in im standing in the raaaain)
gonna fry my brain again
why cant i ever js forget
(tryna heal, im tryna heal this pain)

im hollow
cant follow 2 ur bullshit
its a chore
im a bore
im so shallow
but somehow u thought i was different than what i c in myself all the time
everything was alright
recently its been on my mind
looking for love all my life
moving on took so much time i cant lie
sometimes i miss how it was but theres been bettr timezz :)

fall & drown in an abyss

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fall & drown in an abyss (blackwinterwells) *EP*

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