Ya I fucking hat3 my self & I don’t evr care at all
But I realy miss u lik the nights whn I’m on adorall
Locked inside my head Im feelin useless with my iPhone out  
I dnt understand these stupid feelings that I’m all about 
Ok I lost my phone 1 time and I went fucking crazyyyy 
I luv wearing headphones in place that doesn’t faze me 
I hate everyone that ever cared and ever gave me time 
Stupid little mean and angry thoughts inside my stupid mind :/ 

Wearing really big jeans out in public cuz I’m like super cool
I just lied I’m useless and stupid and get used like a tool 
I don’t get why I feel like everyone fucking hates me 
I just wake up planning lies I do this on the daily

digital watch :887

prod @marrymeproz

u killll meeeee i luvv ittt i luvv ittt iiiluvvittttt



tear me apart 
wake up when the suns down 
it breaks my heart 
spend ur time with him now 
ruin myself 
u put me in this hell 
212 bitch cast a spell 
just a picture on ur shelf 

die now I just wanna die now 
don’t speak I don’t wanna cry now 
you’ll be the only reason I frown 
you’ll be the only reason I frown 

u kill me 
need something 
without you 
i’m nothing 
u kill me 
i luv it 
i luvvvv ittt
i luvvvvvitttttt

you teach me everything 
you teach me how to hurt myself 
won’t forget it 
i’m mesmerized 
the way u look 
the way u lie 
the way u smile 
the way u shine 
the way u live 
ur bright green eyes 
u make me sick 
i waste my time

death is always an option (proz)

produced by takuori!
beat n vocals remixed and mastered by me
made for headphone users lol

lyrics:
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? am i am i even real?
am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
i cant feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
i can feel the trauma digging itself within me

im not real oh im not real!
i cant feel i cant feel
(couldnt feel for you)
im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
no i cant feel i cant feel real

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
i hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
e-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

have no idea who i am anymore?
took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
i let u in but u only wanted more
shatter me until im crying on the floor
and the past was my disgrace!!!
swear to god ill be enough someday <3
ill be alright, ill be okay
cuz baby im not real...

real im not real
real im not real
real i dont exist
i dont exist i dont exist

i don't exist

come hang with me by 9aradox featuring mikesaatchi and young4N 

produced by glory gasp 

i will upload lyrics soon...

come hang with me <3 + mikesaatchi and young4N [glory gasp]

LOST IT BY 9ARADOX FEATURING COVEN 
PRODUCED BY 9ARADOX

LOST IT

LOST IT + COVEN

DJ TURN IT UP by 9aradox 
produced by ortoxone

DJ TURN IT UP [ortoxone]

shoutout rippo 4 da beat, we making hella bangerz.
IG: @hateoryx @7ripp0
COVER ART BY ME!!!

don't got shi 2 talk abt (rippo)

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQQ5PgRafbE

MUSIC VIDEO

stuck asf (Pawl4k & Acu) [music video in description]

youve broken every promise that u made i cant go to sleep
everytime i close my eyes i hear the angels calling me 
wondering when u stopped seeing what u once saw in me
whats wrong with me baby will u talk to me just call with me
follow me baby will you walk with me
listen to the words i say
theyll take u up to heavens gate where youll see the doors are locked
then youll come back down to earth and tell me what you saw
but i already know whats beyond is full of flaws
slit my throat n bleed infront of you so you can see
the end of me finally its what youve always wanted right
texts sayin u hope i die
n i do too now i been crying all alone in my room searching for u no
is our love lost or hidden
im a sucker for attention
girl your loves a drug im itchin
i been trapped inside a prision of my own making
our last words were soul taking oh baby
you and drugs never left my mind its made me go crazy

whats wrong with me (hauntingclaire)

prod. https://soundcloud.com/onlyicansavemenow
feat. https://soundcloud.com/sicklikeadog

i dont get it 

lyrics:
@misalivee
omg what baby u dont give a fuck
all the shit i said i hope that you forgot
omg i dont give a fuck
everything i love just seems to fucking rot
im so done with this shit bitch just watch me die
just watch me cut know thats wat you like
i tried my best baby watch me die
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry its aight
watch me bleed bitch just watch me cry

@sicklikeadog
i rlly dont gaf
kiss up on my cuts bby watch me fucking die
puke out my fucking guts i wont make it till 2night
roll up another blunt just 2 make it thru the night
paparazzi wit me im in the spotlight
it's 4 lyfe we 4 lyfe bae we could've been forever
doing line after line only time i feel pleasure
i feel fine i feel fine i'm not getting any better
i don't know whether i should love u

i cant take it back ++sicklikeadog (onlyicansavemenow)

last summer light prod natsu/highfashion/высокаямода

"doe general 🐹🪖" out now - @doeb0yz