ITS DECEMBER EVERYDAY, ARE YOU JEALOUS OF MY FATE ?
THE STRESS ON ME IT MAKES ME CAVE
MY FUCKED UP MAZE WITHOUT ESCAPE

I CANT HAVE NO OTHER WAY
GOT YOUR SMILE STUCK IN MY VEINS
I SPIT AT DEATH I AINT AFRAID
GRAB A BLADE AND GET DEVEINED

i can't head there
limping through this forest i'm damned dead
all i hear is i'm a fucking bastard
no love can take me back here
no love can't bring back there
too late fix to what got battered
watch my grave with a cold blank stare
then i'll haunt you on my way after

rather not take no advice 
let the consequence suffice yuh
in the back of my head i count seconds i don't wanna be alive yuh
engrave your nails into my skin and rip me apart curbside yuh
been waiting for this i'm not sorry bout my cold hands with life yuh

aren't you so full of envy?
watching my life become blurry
let your thoughts become deadly
you cannot comprehend me

for the edge you ain't ready
let my visions contempt me
so obsessed it turned scary
i want you fucked up and then buried
i'll be dead soon don't worry
see you in my mirror and i'm worried
dump my body under of the city
kill me now please end my misery 

fuck it all i'm running numb
injecting imperfections in my blood
forget what i'm running from
scum fully covered my lungs

i'mma fucking piece of shit
piece of shit don't you fucking notice it?
i'm folding in just like broken skin
no older friends
they already got their friends 
i got no life but i always notice them
i'm wanting yet i cant ever talk to em they think i'm sick 
i fucking breathe this shit
imma piece of shit for a piece of shit yuh

Scumgirl | Prod. SxulCry

These Cold Winter Nights Suffocate Me

down 
inside out
throw my heart away 
say it
throw it all down
inside out 
pull yourself together
so low 
throw my heart 

die
I thought id say it
say its all my head
I thought id say it 
say its all my head 

I am so insecure 
that's all I've ever known 
please say it 
please say it 
say its all my mind 

its ok 
its ok to die 
different everytime 
its ok 
its ok to die 
different everytime

It's Okay To Die

Mirror

Sleep

Sample: "Fall (90BPM)"
@audioabomination

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Despair of the Wretched (ABXMINVTIXN Sample Challenge 1)

Conversation is so hard for me 
But you don't care 
And I don't fucking know you well 
I don't give a fuck 

I talk to you 
You know that it's hard for me
And you don't care 
Don't you fucking dare 
And now it's all the same

YOU DON'T CARE

Artwork by ABXMINVTIXN (@audioabomination)
Released June 30, 2023.

@actuallythedevil @actuallythedevil @actuallythedevil

HELLI$H Acapella Challenge I entry. Still trying to do something different and weird. Hope u enjoy!

Join the Fight! (soundcloud.com/actuallythedevil/sets/acappella-challenge-1)

Lyrics:

Fuck yourself! (Aye)
Leave me here to rot bitch! (Yuh)
I got hot shit!
Pull up wit that drop kick! (Fuck)

Fuck her face! (Yuh)
Locking up her jaw quick!
It’s my job bitch!
When I’m talkin it’s a toxin! (Ayyye)

Fuck the fame! (Yuh)
I don’t give a fuck! (Na na)

Weapon tucked! (Yuh)
Boy you outta luck! (Aye fuck)

Yung Lavey! (Aye)
Crawling out the mud!
I need blood!
On my blade!

Take your cash!
Then I run!

Ahahaaa

Hate this… (Yuh!)
Fake shit in the matrix

Make shift… (Yuh!)
You won’t make it out the basement

Wasted… (Yuh!)
Lyin dyin on the pavement

All this pain shit
Levitating out my grave quick

Eaaagh

This shit way to crazy
All up in my mind
I had to take a second
Step away and get my money right

You see me sharpen up my blade
I leave em weepin in the night
It’s takin all I got
It’s not enough
This knife gon hit your spine
I tell you…

(BLEGH)

Fuck yourself! (Aye)
Leave me here to rot bitch! (Yuh)
I got hot shit!
Pull up wit that drop kick! (Fuck)

Fuck her face! (Yuh)
Locking up her jaw quick
It’s my job bitch
When I’m talkin it’s a toxin! (Aayyyee)

Fuck yourself! (Aye)
Leave me here to rot bitch! (Yuh)
I got hot shit!
Pull up wit that drop kick! (Fuck)

Fuck her face! (Yuh)
Locking up her jaw quick
It’s my job bitch
When I’m talkin it’s a toxin! (Aayyyee)

Fuck yourself!

Spawn Of Suffering

Spawn Of Suffering [Helli$h Flip]

Spooky

you can break me

Seraph - الثعابين تحيط بقلبي

ITS DECEMBER EVERYDAY, ARE YOU JEALOUS OF MY FATE ?
THE STRESS ON ME IT MAKES ME CAVE
MY FUCKED UP MAZE WITHOUT ESCAPE

WORDS DONT HURT BUT I CAN I CAN BREAK YOUR BONES TAINTED BY MY REMAINS
SO LOST BEGGING OUT FOR HELP BUT I DONT WANT IT ANYWAY [ANYWAY]

I CANT HAVE NO OTHER WAY
GOT YOUR SMILE STUCK IN MY VEINS
I SPIT AT DEATH I AINT AFRAID
GRAB A BLADE AND GET DEVEINED

GET DEVEINED THATS A-OKAY 
CUZ I HATE WHAT I BECAME
IM AMAZED AT WHAT THE FUCK YOU MADE ME BE WHAT YOU CREATED

I CANT HELP BUT WONDER WHERE I WENT WRONG FUCK ALL
OF MYSELF I WANNA BURN I DONT BELONG DONT BELONG
ROSE FROM THE ASHES BUT THANK GOD ALL ALONG
LOOK AT ME CRAZY IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH BEING FRAUD BEING WRONG

YOU ONLY KNOW ME BY MY FLAWS
I CANT HELP MY SELF
CRY CRY CRY CRY CRY FOR MY FALL
I DONT CARE IF IM GOING TO HELL

Fall towards nothing

HAVENHAIDA

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