First time hearing this one and I loved it 🖤

Lyrics-

Intro- 
Bro im a junkie
Im depressed
Im suicidal
I dont even know the difference between reality
Ion wanna be alive anymore
Fuck life!

Verse 1-
I'm lost in the way that I think
Fucked up yeah I'm on the brink
Clonazepam Diazepam 
I'm addicted I need some help but i can't do that
Rehabilitation wont work
Mama gonna find me in a hearse
Struggling with mental health
Fucked up inside my head
Everybody tellin me it gon get better
But it never gets better its just dark weather
My body dropping to the floor 
Cardiac arrest
Oh what the hell kid benzo's dead again
OD OD HELP ME OH PLEASE
Fuck me, change me bury my body
Living in a reality that is black and white
Burning in the flames of the fucking candlelight
Watch my tears fall down my face
Watch the tears fall in my grave
See the teardrops in my eyes
She's the devil in disguise

Bridge- 
Devil in disguise
Devil in disguise
See it in her eyes
It makes me wanna cry
Oh baby tell me why
Am i this fucked up
Please just tell me i'll always have your love

Verse 2-
Woahhhh tell me
I don't wanna be alive so help me
Psychiatry don't do shit
All i ever get back is im deluded
Put me on meds, wont change a thing
I want some good brains
I want a good thing going for me but theres nothing
Just a junkie
Im rock bottom cant get lower
Sorry mummy
Fucked up lying on the couch
Percocet, oxycontin pouring out my mouth
Vomit on the floor
Blood on my wrist
The realest as it gets, KID Benzo's in this bitch
Here we go
Watch the tear fall down her face
She's the devil in disguise okay <3

Devil in Disguise

Devil In Disguise (prod. AsharpTheOne)

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

[lyrics]

[cineraria]

It's in my head everyday
I wanna lay in bed and never wake

I'm smiling but I'm hurting
I keep climbing but I'm falling
Darling I swear I'm almost sane

I love you and I'm sorry
I can't help but hate this body
Reaching for anything to stop the ache
So I pick it up again

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

[halfhearted]

when it’s over ur just happy
girl you only wanna trap me down
put my body in the backseat
how come my friends
never come around
tears all on my pages i know where it went wrong
find me in the basement, write another
damn song
i knew it wouldn’t last long x2

[benzo]

i'm so sorry im addicted
i wanna change but i don't fit in
i feel ashamed because im not a man
i don't even know what i am
i disassociate to numb the pain 
take oxycontin to the fucking brain
and when it's over i'll be happy
cos then i can be set free

I'm Addicted

I Disassociate To Numb The Pain w/ halfhearted & Cineraria (prod.venus)

Faded in a LA. (PART 1)
Beat / Production - Cl6udy
Mixing - Mastering - Vails 
Thanks to everyone for hopping on! ❤️‍🩹🤟🏻 Hope you all enjoy! 

Hook from vails

Verse 1 - Yung chevy
Verse 2 - Scorpio
Verse 3 - Blxde 
Verse 4 - Zbee

Hook from Vails

Verse 5 - Kid Benzo
Verse 6 - Ghostbxy
Verse 7 - Blospar 
Verse 8 - Lxst Boy 

Hook from Vails 

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FadedinLA (ft. Yung Chevy, Scorpio, Blxde, heyZbee, Kid Benzo, Ghostbxy, Blospar, Lxst Boy, cl6udy)

We Should Meet Again (feat. Sorrow Bringer)

Devin's World x  Luvflorent - On your way home (Prod. 03Reiko)

October Silence feat. Vails (prod. irby x jolst)

(Original Song)
soundcloud.com/icarus_lurks/pass-mebiscuitboi-2

(Lyrics)
I got bad dreams, make them go away
I've been doing nothing, I can't see a new day
I'm not taking pills anymore
That shit just fried my brain
I think I'm insane
I don’t see a way, to clear my name
And make it go away and save the day
I am no hero, I’m just a zero
I'll take my time back
but I can’t fear you, no I can’t hear you
I can't see you, I'll take it back and know that I’m not near you
I’m not near you and I can’t feel you
I wish I could, but time changed my value
I’ll stay in the basement, I can’t feel basic
I’ll take my time if I feel I’m changing
I’ll raise the bar if I feel I’m chasing
I’ll save myself. I’ll never tell.
I can’t change now. I’ll just be myself.
But all that changed when you said my name
Just stay the night girl I’ll say I miss you
I’ll hold you tight
I just wanna feel you
And fill my mind
with all the time
that passed me by

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Pass Me (IcarusLurks Cover) [Biscuitboi]

PROD ME
freestyle lmk if i should include lyrics

i know you hate when i make these songs

No more heartbreaks

From the Whatever Makes You Feel Better EP

Lyrics:
Take my soul away don't think im okay
I don't wanna wait standing in the rain
not much eases my pain rearranged thoughts in my brain
fuck all this cash I've made I can't take it to the grave
dirt all on my name know they wanna see me down
you and I are not the same ima make it out this town
home feels so far on these roads late night driving on my own
take me back to the simpler times back before I had this simple of mind
I see my past behind, in the dust underneath the sky
things I do I don't know why
read that text but won't reply
tell me what ur thinking, I wanna know
truth comes out when ur drinking, maybe I should go
almost gone insane might just grab that blade
pick up all the remains someday ill see u again
take my soul away don't think im okay
I don't wanna wait standing in the rain
not much eases my pain rearranged thoughts in my brain
fuck all this cash I've made I cant take it to the grave

Devin's World x Luvflorent - On your way home (Prod. 03Reiko)

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