when i want to cry

Supreme Long Sleeves (prod br.)

first single from 2nd upcoming ep, 'flowerhill drive' by dream, ivory

lyrics:

through it all once again
came to know my only friend
lost control
can't begin i seek within
to feel the warmth brought within your skin
did you know
for how it seemed
i should've stayed and let you be
run into my heart so carelessly 
thats the reason i'm afraid 
youre thoughts that cant be tamed
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane
and i'm trying to be sane

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welcome and goodbye

Gustav Ahr's Album

worlds away (prod. horse head)

br.eakfast's $uicide (performed in the piano room by br.)1

eyes in the hills (prod br.)

grim'$ addy / sober me when im high (prod br.)

foreign movies (prod br.)

come close to me (prod br.)

these trees talk (prod br.)

</3 (prod. br.)

deadtravis4 (prod. br.)

heav6n (prod. skel)

LYRICS :

i'm feeling this again , 
staring out my fuckin window , 
where did all this shit begin , 
and why's it ending so fuckin slow x2 

i know that nobody's listening , 
drugs all in my system , 
it's the only thing that's there for me me when i'm alone and drowning in my room , 
where did all you go 
nobody's really hearing me , 
and nobody wants to deal with me 
i'll get out of your hair , 
you don't have to care , 
just stay away from me 

i know that i can be a fuckin handful , 
and how come every time i ask you , 
help me you just stand there with a blank face , 
i've been in this dark place , 
and you don't even have a god damn clue 
you're not the only one with problems , 
i have some too and i can't ever fuckin solve them , just stay away from me , i'm better off by myself , 
i don't need no ones help

NOBODY [prod. by RUSHER]

hill$ (prod. br.)

Somebody (Ft.Br.eakfast)

crave you (prod. br.)

YOUDONTLOVEME (PROD. NICK MIRA)

forever (prod. br.)

Bottles N Models Ft. FTLclique (prod. Br.eakfast)

sixes (prod. br.)

2/10/24 - think of me once in a while, take care m.j.c.

im sorry for what i did and how i treated you. ive noticed ive been trying to find you in other people but it’s not the same. i don’t expect a response but i have so many things to say to you. i hope one day you can forgive me. i know you don’t even feel the same but i can’t die without ever telling you that.  ill always care for you so if you ever need to talk no matter how old we are but i worry if you’ll forget me. but ill always be here since we last spoke but we both know that’s probably not going to happen.. 

i loved that you made me feel less alone and listen to me without judgment. i loved that you were a sense of consistency in my life and you gave me a reason to look forward to the next day.  you’re one of a kind and that’s why i fought so hard to keep you in my life. i can’t live with the regret of never telling you that. i can’t wait to see you in the next life :’)

2/10/24 - think of me once in a while, take care m.j.c.

when i want to cry

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